I'm fighting with my boy which makes any day shitty.
Yesterday however had quite the add ons to it.
~Classes amazingly were the only thing that wasn't terrible
~Making my boy cry sucked a**
~Then having to sit at a concert for 5ish hours with nothing to do but read (kind of it was really loud) and write crappy poetry about how I can't find respite from me and my boy problems
~Have to walk back to my dorm, at night, by myself (and anyone who knows where I go to school this makes a lot of sense why it would suck)
~I come back to find my room (MY ROOM) has been invaded by my boy and my roomie is telling me that i need to be somewhere else It's ******** 10 at night and she has offically kicked me out of my own room so that my boy and her can go back to whatever they were doing for at least an hour is not more already
~sit in lounge reading for an hour (time =11 pm) they're still in there I can't get back in. I'm ******** tired today and I ******** want to go to sleep (and I'm sorry i drop the F-bomb but it's really kind of how I felt)
~sit in across the hall friend's room only to find out the the one I really wanted to talk to wasn't there. (20 minutes later)
~Finally hear the door open and think that boy if finally leaveing and I can sleep WRONG! Roomie tell me that i can go in and they're going to crash in the lounge for a while
~(running total of time roomie has spent with my boy approx - at least 2 and half hours... I'm assuming it's probably more like 3 or so)
~finally get into room to sleep but am so upset that I sit and shake and cry for like half an hour pleading with my computer to have someone i want to talk to get on. Like my best friend.. or Blake. didn't work
~12ish my friend from across the hall comes back and comes and gives me hug and tell me that it's jsut a crying night for us
~12:20ish decided it's time I should be in bed
~12:45ish finally fall into sleep while watching curling.
~(recap of time again roomie and boy approx - 4 hours or more)
~never hear roomie come in and she was gone about the time i woke up today which is good because I don't want to talk to her right now either
and the real b***h about that whole day is that my room got violaded and for someone who loves to have her privacy when I really want or need it and have some place to have my privacy where other people can't intrude just got yoinked out from me. my room (the one place I've always felt safe just being in) is no longer there. I have no where to go. Ain't that a b***h...
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