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 Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2007 9:32 am
Silver eyes glancing around in a feverish speed, hooves clamoring against the earth for no particular reason. Where was she now? Sighing in frustration and anger Ryu'Rage turned her head and started weaving amongst the trees. She would not stay there, no, stupid wolfess, stupid two legger bothering her. Why did the wolf and two legger have her markings? Why?! They were hers and not theres, did they share the same past as her? What was it that kept drawing her back there.
Oh yes...the wolfess, Ryu'Rage had saved her a time before.
She should rethink saving others from now on.
So tired of feeling like this, so much hate and guilt and feeling swirling around in her heart and mind was too overwhelming, it was driving her crazy she was sure.
No one could understand, no one, no one ever would understand her.
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Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2007 9:49 am
After finishing the remaining of a baby dear that he captured earlier, Spade found himself content with life for the moment, and he started slowly walking to get his body moving again. His spasms were still out of control, and every now and then his neck glitched and moved to the side. His mouth still tasted of blood, and his mind was dreamy in the warm sensation it held.
The hunt had been an easy kill- and Spade preferred it that way. He hated watiting awhile to eat, especially when he was hungry. He didn't do the nonsense that his sisters enjoyed, like watching a prey suffer, or something.
Ah well- he moved about, barely paying attention to where he was or where he was going. Spade was just content on the fact that he was full, and that his teeth still dripped with such young blood.
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Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2007 4:36 pm
Ryu'Rage stopped, closed her eyes and didn't move in mid step, one leg raised in the air to step forward, voices speaking back and forth were driving her mad, one said to turn around, the other said to run away, many others were saying other things irrelevant to her current status. So confusing, would it last forever or would she ever find some peace?
"Shut up, shut up, shut up!" she mumbled to herself, she grit her teeth, and breathed in sharply and heavily, almost making a hissing noise. The hell with these voices, why wouldn't they just go away? Her eyes were cast down then as she looked down, everything seemed to turn away from what it wa, dark and no color except for red, red, red, red, why was there always red? It was on her as well, her hooves were tainted by red when they were the most gorgeous black anyone would ever know.
But no, they were red, red, red, red from blood that would haunt her until the day she died.
Red...red? "The hell?" she muttered to herself, eyes focusing on a moving bright red form, part of her madness and illness, or was it, were they really real? Hmmm....
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Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2007 6:32 pm
With a flick of his ears, Spade peered ahead of him to see another Soquili who was deep in their own confusion. He didn't know what to think about the situation, but she surely didn't look like a Kalona, so that was good.
He had just eaten, so killing her didn't seem appealing either. Killing was so exhausting, especially when he wasn't in the mood. His options basically told him to walk away for now, until he heard her continue to talk to herself. What the heck was that about?
With a few loud steps forward, he twitched about and lurked from a distance. "What are you doing?" he said, in his husky voice. Ah, ew, she was a female. He just hated females. But she was very dark, with markings all over her body.
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 3:11 pm
You should talk to him...look at his color, mhmmm, so red and warm...talk to him, he's like fresh blood...do it. Her head mused, least one part of her, Ryu'Rage always felt chained, some parts of her wishing other things upon herself that were unneeded, like this males attention. Ryu'Rage hated when others stared at her, labeled her, what was she anyway? Others had no right, she never felt right being of anyone's interest or curiosity, she hated herself deep down.
"What am I doing is my own business and choosing to do so...what you are doing is prying where you don't belong...and don't want to be..." she said clearly, lowly, a hidden tone to her voice she wasn't sure of. She felt a bit of control slipping from her, her mind wavering to the darkest parts of herself.
Damn mind...damn.
Though she admitted, his voice was intriguing, as so were his wings...and teeth...red teeth, blood, it made her shiver, whether it was fear, interest, or longing towards the teeth, the blood, she was unsure.
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 5:43 pm
With a grunt, Spade just stared for a moment, before twitching once more. Well, this mare made the situation very easy for him to understand.
"Ok. Bye then." And with that, the stallion turned and started to walk away as if he was continuing on with the trail, ignoring the female completely.
Well.. she did tell him that he shouldn't be there, so Spade only listened because well.. what other options were there? He surely didn't want to hang around someone, especially when they went out of their way to say that Spade shouldn't. He wasn't hungry, and he didn't need to kill her. Yes, it was as simple as that! Walking away was right.
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 9:45 pm
Ryu'Rage could not believe he just walked away, tough good riddance, least half of her believe this to be true, half. The other half narrowed her silver hues at the red stallion, she breathed heavily and harshly through her gritted teeth, and she slammed a hoof upon the earth. She bolted towards him senselessly, eyes still narrowed, and with as much force as she could muster Ryu'Rage rammed her side into his...
Though it wouldn't topple him, her bad joints and aching body and muscles wouldn't allow that type of force...
"You just walk away from me do you? Did I say you could walk away from me?!" she breathed harshly, it sounded a bit as if it was a snarl. How the darker half of her HATED to be walked away from. "You NEVER walk away from me, understand boy?!"
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 10:01 pm
Spade was oblivious until he felt something hit his side. "What the..?!" he caught himself on his front and side leg, and swerved around to see the strange mare looking all angry.
With a quick spasm, Spade lowered his brows and snarled his fangs at this idiot.
"Your the one that told me to leave. And what do you mean I 'NEVER' walk away from you? You are a nobody, a total scum in my book." She TOLD him to leave- why was this getting so out of hand? If this girl wanted violence, Spade would happily comply.
"I HATE females for this reason, you are so stupid and confusing. Why won't you just leave everyone alone!" He brought his tail around and lowered his horn, standing firmly at the female. Uh, this looked as though it was about to get ugly.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 9:26 am
Breathing, almost hissing through her teeth Ryu'Rage kept her eyes narrowed, her hooves planted firmly upon the ground, "I only said you were prying in things where you shouldn't, what words I speak to myself are mine to know, does that mean for you to leave, does it boy?" the 'boy' part was coming out of no where, Ryu'Rage was beginning to lose what little control she had over herself.
"Just because I say you should not pry does not mean you should not leave, too many times I have lost others, and more have walked away from me, I hate it, hate it, don't you understand? You may hate me, hate females, but others have hates just the same or worse or more or less. I hate many things, many..." she could hate him right now for walking away.
Did no one understand her? Would no one ever understand her?
Ryu'Rage watched him lower his head, his horn pointed firmly and straight at her, "Do you think I'm afraid?" she asked, voice softer, the harsh tone free from her voice, silver hues softer in color, no longer narrowed at the red stallion. "If you want to scar me, then do so...pain is nothing to me anymore, its everywhere you must understand, every move I make causes pain..."
She watched him, her eyes trying to seek out his, "Do you really hate me so much from these few moments that you wish to scar me, drive me through and spill my blood? If so...then I won't walk away..."
She wouldn't, if she hd caused him to hate her so much, then she deserved some sort of punishment for what fretting she had caused him thus far.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 9:36 am
"GAH you talk too much, all females do is talk." Spade felt a spasm in his chest, and he almost lost his balance for a second until it cleared. Once he had gotten a hold of his body, he brought his eyes back on the female. "I could care less what you hate, didn't I already tell you your existence means nothing?" Yes.. it was just as Valar was telling him- this was a lesser, and she was worthless. Complete fodder for the earth's true warriors.
"Who said I would cause you pain? I would enjoy to watch you die, rather. So you would SHUT UP."
It was just like his sisters, all they did was talktalktalk. "I choose to hate what I want, and that is none of your concern. What you should be concerned about, is why you are pretending to act so tough in front of something that would happily end your pathetic life." At the end of 'life' Spade completely twithced and made a loud grunt at the anger he was feeling. His spasms always got worst when he was faced with something annoying, and he was squinting for a moment in pain before glancing back at her lazily.
For that brief moment after feeling immense body pain, he had almost forgotten why he was standing there. "OH RIGHT." he corrected himself and raised his neck, only to feel it back down in a spasm of its own.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 11:19 am
"Well all you males do is complain!" she said, tone deepening, eyes narrowing again. Flicking her tail in annoyance she wished she had a horn like his, or fangs like his so she could show him what for, oh yes, how wonderful it would be to charge at him and show him what was what. Stupid male, stupid...red male! Red! UGH! Red was everywhere wasn't it? On herself, stained on her hooves, on this male, damn it, just damn it all.
"Well to kill me you'd have to cause me pain...and I'd like to see you shut up as well...for someone who hates others talking, you talk a great deal as well..." idiot, he was such an idiot and she didn't even know his name. Why was she even putting up with this, why?
"Acting? You think I'm acting tough? If you knew what my life has been like you'd realize this is no act, I'm not afraid of you or your hollow threats.." stupid male, so stupid! Silver hues watched him, intrigued at why he was shaking, or, having a spasm of some some sort.
Stupid male.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 11:48 am
If anything, she sounded like a total drama queen. Oh boo hoo, so she had a sad life? Who didn't have a sad life?! Spade had his own share of bullshit!
"How completely predictable." he said, with a smirk. With a crack of his neck, his kept his gaze on the female completely. "This only makes me want to laugh at you, since your life is SO depressing." Everyone has some sort of story, but apparently this female thought she was the 'most hard core' one.
"Hollow threats?" The second the words had left his lips, he shoved his body forward and grabbed onto a piece of her neck. He didn't bite his teeth into her flesh, but instead he only grabbed hold and thrusted her to the side. "Ugh, your blood is disgusting. Thank goodness I'm not hungry."
After he had moved her out of the way, he sniffed the air to see which direction he was facing. "I don't have time for your strange words. Especially when it sounds like white noise."
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 3:49 pm
"Predictable?" she said with a sneer, and a smirk, Ryu'Rage could feel herself fading in and out of control and shadows, "We are never predictable boy..." she said with a sneer and a flick of her tail. She intended the we of course, Ryu'Rage hated being alone but was rarely alone with her strange mind. She was a strange, strange mare.
She didn't even pay any mind to him talking about what depressing was, he would never understand, it seemed like no one would ever understand her at all.
Ryu'Rage didn't move an inch when he advanced, not like she would have time to anyway, for being a stupid male, he was quite fast. She felt pressure on her neck, and waited for it, waited for it to go black, no longer red, but the blackness never came.
Blood was disgusting, it coated her hooves, unless the stench of blood had faded away already...she wondered if this stupid male would ever notice them.
"White noise is better then red..." it made no sense to him, he wouldn't understand, and she turned from him, contemplating going back to the teepee, but before she could even finish her thoughts, she could already spy the wolfess a few meters away.
Stupid wolfess, having her markings and her eyes...Ryu'Rage still didn't understand that completely either.
"Seems like both of us will be misunderstood huh Red?" she said, giving him the nickman she could only think of because of his color. Perhaps he was misunderstood as she was, perhaps.
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 8:33 am
Was she serious? Putting herself in the same category as him? Comparing him to something as disgusting as her? His body was reacting harshly to his angry response, and he shuddered and brought his dark eyes on her. He went straight for what bothered him, and ignored every other worthless comment she said.
"I don't use being 'misunderstood' as an excuse like you do. Some of us don't dwell on that stupid crap, some of us just move on and do our own thing. Obviously, you are too weak for that." he let out a hoarse gesture of laughter, but then brought his snarl back quickly.
"I am not misunderstood at all- just wrong completely. But, I don't dwell on it, and nor do I care. You, you are just.. pathetic. And confusing." Whatever she kept referencing meant nothing in Spade's ears, and if anything he was only getting a headache.
Man, it was weird to be calling someone else pathetic, since he assumed he was the lowest low in existence. But Valar was right about lessers- they really were annoying! They were useless pretty much, and he was confident on that idea from looking at her.
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 3:47 pm
"Everyone makes excuses..." she said flatly, turning her head so her silver eyes could settle on his red form again. Red, damn red to hell, all of it, him, herself, it didn't matter, she hated red with a passion, so much so. Her right leg twitched in agitation with him calling her weak, though it was a true fact, she had a weak heart and joints, but he had no right in saying so. "So what if I am? Your just as weak...and you know it," she said with a smug smirk, eyes watching him from behind long black strands of her mane.
He was the one being pathetic...
Least in her mind set.
"Then if I'm pathetic, and you are wrong, then you are the same as I...seems we have some things in common Red," unfortunately...he was such a confusing male, though he hadn't attacked her yet, which was interesting with how he acted. Strange, quite strange.
"So do you have a real name Red? Or would you rather not say? Or would you like to have me try and get it out of you huh?" she asked with a gleam in her eyes. This would be interesting.
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