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Warning: Extremely long post, way longer than I intended. You can probably skip the first two paragraphs, (heck, you can skip the whole thing if you want).

OK, so Sunday morning I was woken up by a gory dream, I was a member of some government organization and we were doing some research on a virus that could reanimate corpses. Apparently this government organization I was a member of needed really freshly deceased people so they captured a random busload of people and transported them to this outdoor testing facility and then I went to another room for some reason (I can't really remember the minor details of this dream), but once I got back all the innocent people from the bus had been sliced completely to bits, and their guts and their bodies were spread all over the place. The people who were force to clean up this mess were all crying and vomiting. I was so disgusted by the image that I actually forced myself to wake up. Sort of like my brain said to me "OK Bronwen, this is really gross, wake the ******** up!"

And this morning (Monday) I had a dream that I was traveling across the U.S. and I was staying at this one hotel that overlooked a beautiful park, so I decided to go for a walk in it and I came across a strange group of people performing bizarre rituals and then they asked me to join them, I screamed, "No way!" and ran back to my hotel room. Later that night at the hotel I met this girl who also says she I had a run in with these people and told me they were members of a cult who practiced human sacrifice and performed weird sexual rites. Then there was this loud knock at the door, and we knew it was the cult we decided then that we had to escape so we ran out the fire exit and into the night. It was weird, we were in a city but we mostly ran through the woods until we found an abandoned warehouse where we decided to spend the night. Things sort went dark at this point I supposed I was sleeping, in my dream, anyways the other girl says to me, "someone's coming," and then I hid behind these crate and the cult members bust in, they grabbed the girl and stripped her naked then tied her to a pole. They took out this weird looking ceremonial blade and sliced her forearm with it. She screamed loudly and she suddenly began to melt. Her whole body began dissolving into frothy pink goo and long mucousy strands that seemed to cover every surface with its slimy ghastliness. It was truly disgusting. Then the cult grabs me and tells me that I was destined for greatness in their group and that I must join them, against my will. So I had to travel around with them and take part in their mostly stupid and pointless rituals until all the while trying to plan my escape. Then, they brought a young child before me and told me that it was my turn to sacrifice someone to god, so they give me the knife and just as I was trying to think of what I could do to save him my mom woke me up to tell me she was going to Wal-mart.

I bet nobody's going to read this long-a** post, but just so you know those are the sort of dreams I have pretty regularly. Must be all the horror movies I watch.

So anyways my basic question is, do any of you have a lot of dreams that involve excessive blood and violence to the extent that it actually disturbs you, especially the fact that it was your mind that conjured up such imagery?

'Cause these are the sort of nightmares I have all the time, not the, "Oh no, I'm naked in front of a large group of people," dreams or the, "Oh no, I'm falling for no apparent reason," dreams. Plus, they're not always nightmares, I actually enjoy them sometimes, the same way I enjoy horror movies, so tell me, am I weird, or do you have the same sort of dreams as I?

I had a dream in which these two freak scorpions were stinging the s**t out of me. I killed one, but I couldn't get the other. The stings were leaving these nasty white puss filled marks.

confused Well this isn't very reassuring.