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 Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2007 8:40 am
Beginning of this guild we had tons of fun! ^^ and thats good! but now i have seen many have not been really active. It's ok. I meanwe all have our own lives when away from the computer. We're not going to just ban you right away, don't worry, if you are not able to go on the computer or even this site, yuo may post it here and let us know, even if its the smallest things like you didn't feel like going on the computer for a few days is totally fine. Just let us know ok?
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Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2007 8:44 am
Hehehe, yeah, I'm sitting on my butt all night -seriously. It's p:30 am, and I'm still awake...haven't slept all night- and yet I don't post. 0-0 Rpobably since I'm stuckies...
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Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2007 8:50 am
*I'd be out for the whole weekdays coz of school (for 4 years!)... internet is out of reach but I could some times pop in mrgreen I will be more active when Sem break comes then goes back to school... wait for Christmas break then the next is summer!*
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Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2007 10:31 am
Well I'm pretty busy monday- friday, only sat/sun are free, but I use those days to draw and stuff.
Not bashing the site or anyone in it, but my art>>>>>>>>everything/everone else, so bare with me
Of course, This gives me barely anytime to even go out at all, even as simple as buy art supplies and stuff, so I do like to go out, as rarely as that is
And my brother is like "Take care of my kids, lawl" every single freakin' day, NO FREE TIME WTF
Added to being the rear end of the horse costume in this family, as well as the bottom of the totem pole... I sometimes feel, if I do mostly everything, why do I get the least respect? Seriously...
Hehehe, I didn't mean to rant either... but regardless I do try to at least post once a day
But sometimes there's kinda nowhere to post, you know?
Just a pre-emptive strike, if I suddenly go MIA on all you, it might just be stressors, etc etc. But rest assured I try to come on every now and then ^^
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2007 1:32 pm
Belinda Belnades Well I'm pretty busy monday- friday, only sat/sun are free, but I use those days to draw and stuff. Not bashing the site or anyone in it, but my art>>>>>>>>everything/everone else, so bare with me Of course, This gives me barely anytime to even go out at all, even as simple as buy art supplies and stuff, so I do like to go out, as rarely as that is And my brother is like "Take care of my kids, lawl" every single freakin' day, NO FREE TIME WTF Added to being the rear end of the horse costume in this family, as well as the bottom of the totem pole... I sometimes feel, if I do mostly everything, why do I get the least respect? Seriously... Hehehe, I didn't mean to rant either... but regardless I do try to at least post once a day But sometimes there's kinda nowhere to post, you know? Just a pre-emptive strike, if I suddenly go MIA on all you, it might just be stressors, etc etc. But rest assured I try to come on every now and then ^^ Same here! ^_^ I hardly have time to draw. Gaia takes up a lot of my time, it's the first thing I check when I log on to my computer, and the last thing I check when I sign off. Also, I'm a member of 11 guilds, 7 of which I'm crew on, 3 out of that are Rozen Maiden guilds, I'm also a Vice Captain on one guild and Captain of my own private guild. All of my Gaia time goes into those guilds, I don't even get a chance to fish anymore. Anyway, I've been absent much of the time lately. Much apologies! I've been working on a project that relates to Rozen Maiden. I'll post a link to it once it's approved.
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2007 5:40 pm
And uh... we get banned for being away for too long? esp without notice? I didn't even know that... dont recall reading a rule of sorts anwhere ont his forum
But it's ok, if it comes to that, feel free to ban me anytime. Not cuz I dont like this forum or am ditching anyone but... if those are the rules, sure, dunno, I got lots going on at the moment, even more today in particular, idk... maybe there needs to be a ranting thread huh? It's stupid that I'm using this to rant... but the hell with it, it's not like anyone else listens right? Hahahah...
Sucks to be alone on a day like this... Someone was telling me that maybe deep down, I wanna be alone, as, a sorta deep seated desire, you know? ...None of you really know me well anyways. It's stupid that things have gotten this bad now... You know, I wasn't always like this. I used to have reasons to live, and reasons to look foward to the next day. What went wrong? Hahaha... oh well, it's not like anyone can help. This is so off topic too, obviously. Maybe I'll get banned for this, but so what? I really dont' care that I'm off topic right now. I prolly deserve it. Even in this nice guild, I feel out of place for some odd reason... Maybe it WOULD be better if I just dissapeared, you know?
My only reason to live at this point was my art, and the fact that I need to... repent for my past sins. Repenting has prevented me from going to the other side, prevented me from cheating death several times. Now... even my art begins to lose it's splendor...
Can't any of you fathom how painful it is to have to adjust to other's desires? People say "be yourself, we want you to be yourself, dont lie about it" Well that statement is BS. When you do or say something out of the norm, you're pushed away... brushed aside and ignored.
What can I do huh? None of you are like me... and if you are, you can prolly control it and be at peace with yourselves. I Wonder why I was even brought into this planet in the firstplace... merely to be hated...? Or did I already ruin my reason for existing, and now, I must live to suffer...?
I wont even apologize for my rant. why? If I do that, I'd be lying to everyone anyhow... might as well forget about anyone elses feelings. No one minds my own, so why should I reciprocate with compassion...???
If anyone knows the cure for stupidity, to let me know... for it seems that I have the most severe case of it...
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Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2007 6:49 pm
idk...i really havn't got a clue of wut happens when your gone for too long....but unless you've been really rude or mean some one then i guess you'll get warnings then yea you kno the rest...kaa-chan wrote the rules on the front page. but personally i won't ban anyone unless they really have broke the ceilings(figure of speech). I'm pretty fexible, according to all the histories of all the guilds i've been to(not just gaia) and i had admin i have not banned anyone from the guild.Or maybe im just to nice. But don't take that as an advantage. I can be REALLY mean or evil when i need to. and even when i don't want to...whats that word again? right. mood swings lol but so far i've seen i havn't blow up on the guild on any site....but i do at school...just ask kaa-chan....
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 1:37 pm
:To Belinda Belnades.
Don't hate yourself.
Your not the only person that feels alone, I remember when my best friend died in a bike accident at 13.
It got to the point where I didn't care about anything anymore.
But since then, I've found Gaia, where I have met lots of people that share similar interests and problems.
I've also taken up drawing manga.
Life is harsh, that's the simple fact of the matter.
The best thing you can do is to go throughout life with a smile on your face.
If someone complains about it, their the one at fault, so never blame yourself, forgive them for their foolishness, and never give up on living.
If you ever need a friend or someone to talk to, I'll listen. ^_^
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:13 pm
Ok....anyways....WHERE IS EVERYBODY! o.O
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 2:54 pm
Aww, Palsa, thank you so much ^^
I'm feeling much better now though... I was like off the scales emo that day
*bows* To all of Re-start, I apologize... this really wasn't the place to be all "onoz emo"
And Cherry... LOL and idk.
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 7:49 am
If you were wondering where i was or if you weren't... anyways. I was playing Maple Story ^^ My friend from school not kaa-chan. Helped me and now i hv a job as a magician. So im spending some time to get my person to lvl up a few lvls if you know what i mean. But i'll be back on track afterwards ^^
Oh yea heres the site btw if your interested you hav to download it.http://www.maplestory.com/And heres where you download it.http://maplestory.nexon.net/
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2007 7:54 am
XD see? i came and read this post Cherry XD!
So it's an online game huh? X_X
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 5:53 am
Meh!!!! My parents said honours every term or else I'm going to Sir Winston Churchill!!!! I don't expect you to know the name but right now im in FFCA a charter school.... well they didn't say honours but they said average has to be 80 or over that means i get honours if i get 80 average or over..... so I might not be on for weekdays. Have Fun. 3nodding
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