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 Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2007 1:23 pm
okay so here's some e-mails between an ex- and me. i really dont know what to do about her....
me--->Jami Carlson wrote:
I know that you will find this completely ramdom, and it is, but i don't
give a s**t, so here it is...
when ever i see you, i can't decide whether i want to walk away or run up
and kiss you.
you piss me off because i can't figure you out. i don't know if i love you
or ******** hate you.
i don't say much to you because i don't know what to say. plus my stomach
gets all knotted up and if i would puke, i'd puke up butterflies from you.
i get this kind of cold sweat when ever we talk about when we were together.
i guess it's because i kinda wish we still were.
i think that i get mixed signals from you -hense the "cant figure you out"-
but hell, maybe i'm imaginging it because i'm love-retarted. i dont know.
i still don't get why you broke up with me. maybe i'm not your type. i dont
know that either.
like i said, this is random, but i felt like you should know.
maria (me ex)
awww im going to cry wow omg i dont no what to say im sorry
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Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2007 1:27 pm
then....
From: Maria
>To: Jami Carlson
>Subject: To u Date: Wed, 13 Jun 2007 11:58:35 -0700 (PDT)
>
>Although this is completely random
> like yours was
> i will still try to tell u my feelings about us
> Remember once when i asked if you where dating anyone?
> and you said i dont date
> i onced remember the times we had
> although it was only a month
> it was the best month of my life
> if it wasnt for you i'd be straight
> or atleast wouldnt date
> but whenever i see u its hard to even fake
> fake that i dont like you
> when i wish i was with you
> altough your parents wouldnt approve
> mine probably wouldnt nither
>i no i ******** u up
> and hurt you too
> but jami if i could say 4 words
> id tell you i still love you
> you can hate me
> ill understand
> i dont always no what to say
> just like you
> you no that cold sweat you say you get whenever we talk about when we
>where together
> ill confess
> i get that to even when u write me a note
> i cant say your not my type becasue u are everything i look for
> maybe i just think that you dont no what u want or like
> why u would even wanna be with me
> maybe i want to wait
> maybe you dont
> im not sure i understand myself
> but if i could ask u back out i would
> but i cant for one reason maybe two
> becasue of my age and becasue i dont no where ill be next week or month
>or whatever
> and i dont want to hurt u even more
> so jami im not sure what to say to u
> but ill always be here for u u no?
> i do love u and u can hate me
> but no matter what my feelings wont change
> i get mixed signals to
> maybe in time we will no
>
me
to answer one of the lines,
i like you because you're not afraid to be who you are
you have this hard a** look,
but i know that you're really sweet.
i like you because you're beautiful and because you won't take peoples s**t.
you're ******** amazing and really,
i shouldn't have to make a list because it doesnt matter why i like you,
as long as i do.
her
Aww omg that is so sweet i wanna cry aww wow ur so sweet geez (bye the way i found out about brittany calling you well to find out she went through my emails and is jealous or somthing and so i changed my password and she went through my phone at night and took everyones numbers down and read my next messages and all that s**t so i have to lock my phone now its ******** retarded but im sorry)
okay, so brittany is her ex who she dated after me and she was ******** harassing me because of the first e-mail. i dont know what to do because maria says that she still wants to date me but wont, and then she's all over brittany later... UGH
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