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 Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 7:01 am
[♥]-so she .p.a.i.n.t.e.d. on a s m i l e ... This is my dreamlog.
I'll try to post at least one of the dreams I have each night, but sometimes I can't remember any of them.
Please feel free to comment, especially if you have any idea what they could mean. whee ...and .l.e.a.r.n.e.d. how to p r e t e n d - [♥]
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 7:08 am
[♥]-so she .p.a.i.n.t.e.d. on a s m i l e ... Saturday,June 16th,2007.
Ok so last night I had one of the saddest dreams I've ever had.
Heres what happened:
i was walking to school with kate and her bf jake pulled up and said "come on get in the car its time to go" so kate and I got in the car and he drove us to school and then we had a normal school day except everyone was crying...
and then at the end of the day i went up to kate's locker and everyone was saying goodbye to her because she was moving away so after everyone left kate was cleaning out her locker and i went up to her and hugged her and she pulled away and said " why do you always do this?" and got mad at me... so i just kinda stood there crying while kate left and got in the car with jake to move away.
and so kate came back a few days later and i was sitting at highland heights and she was walking past n when i saw her i stood up and started running towards her and then she started running towards me but kate just ran right through me and ran to jake... so i fell over and kate came over to help me up and she said "sorry, i just got really excited" and i said its ok and started asking kate how shes been and stuff but she just stood there gving me this weird look and said "um do i know you?" and then i faded away but i was still there watching kate and jake walk away.
and thats all i can remember..
I woke up bawling! It was so sad!
Does anyone know what it could mean? confused
...and .l.e.a.r.n.e.d. how to p r e t e n d - [♥]
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 7:26 am
It means you're worried about your friendship and fear that day comin'. In my opinion dreams are just puttin' your thoughts to picture. We think tons of things at once, our minds are always racin'. So when we start to go into a dream our mind picks whatever's on our mind and makes it into somethin' we see. I'm guessin' what your dreams is about has been on your mind a lot, therefore you have a dream about it. That's just how I see it though.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 7:39 pm
sad that's really sad. but im not a b***h, id never act that way towards you, and as i said, ill still get to visit sometimes so don't worry so much about me leaving.
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-RandomRadRainbows- Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 17, 2007 5:50 am
[♥]-so she .p.a.i.n.t.e.d. on a s m i l e ... Sunday June 17th,2007
Last night I had so many terrible dreams but theres only one that sticks out that i can remember because I had it right before I woke up.
I was in a car with my friend Jen and her family and for some reason her mom was my aunt. Anyways we were driving down the highway and Jen and I were talking and her mom was talking with us and wasn't watching where she was going. So we were driving on the wrong side of the road until I pointed this out. Then she payed more attention to where she was driving and we passed 3 car accidents. Then we got out of the car and we all started crying and Jens mom said " I just heard that my grandma was killed in a car accident" so we all started walking down to the funeral home. When we got there, there were two sections and we were in the one for funerals and on the other side was a teen party side and all of my "rebel" friends were over there. So I went over there completely shunning the fact that my friends were crying and stuff and started partying with my friends. Then i heard Jen saying she was going to kill herself and I heard on the radio that kaitlyn had died in a car accident, so i went over and cried with her.
confused
Thats all I remember.
neutral ...and .l.e.a.r.n.e.d. how to p r e t e n d - [♥]
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Posted: Sun Jun 17, 2007 9:42 am
Jeesh, that's horrible. You need to start thinkin' happy thoughts before ya go to bed.
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-RandomRadRainbows- Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2007 2:04 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2007 6:44 am
[♥]-some pages turned, some bridges burned... Sunday,June 24th
So I woke up at 4 am today.
Thought I was dying because fireworks were going off at the bottom of my bed.
Anyways, I ended up falling back to sleep around 6ish.
And I had a dream.
So I was in some sort of video game.
HAHAHAHHA (kaitlyn, I'm sure you'll find that amusing)
And I don't really know what the point of it was.. but I had to beat all these levels... I can't really get itno detail because I can't remember the whole thing.. I can only remember parts.
But yeah, part of it had to do with my fear of driving, another part had to do with my fear of heights, another part had to do with my fear of getting hurt... and some other things that I can't remember.
But basically, I was overcoming all my fears ( I realize this subconciously while I'm awake, woo...).
It was pretty messed.. so at the part where I was about to wake up...
I thought I could make a hugeeee jump in a car and then land on the teradactyl(sp?) that I was flying on before.. but I didn't... sooo...
I pretty much fell to my death.
But it was a video game so I had more lives.
So I saved it and woke up lmao. ...but there were lessons learned- [♥]
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2007 8:47 am
Maybe you fallin' and havin' more lives symbolizes how people can make mistakes, but it isn't the end of the world. You just pick up where you left off and start over! Just don't go jumpin' off high places or somethin' though.
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 7:38 am
[♥]-some pages turned, some bridges burned... Tuesday, June 26th
I wish everyone on here new the full background of Aaron cause you'd understand some things a lot better.
But anyways I had a lot of dreams last night.
So I'll write what I can remember.
I had a dream that I was looking for Aaron because I was supposed to meet him somewhere, but I didn't know where there was.
So I had finally caught up with him.
And he started talking to me, and walking really fast.
So I was basically running to keep up with him and when I did he was getting on a bus.
I was like "what?! where are you going?! you told me to come and now you just want me to leave?!"
and he said "YES!" and started laughing then put two toonies in the thing and I was like "then why are you paying for two people?"
And he said "because dipsh!t" (like jokingly, but i got really mad)
So i took one of the toonies out of the bus thing and it only gave me a loonie back cause thats the way it workes in my dream.
Then I got off the bus, aaron took his toonie and started following me.
So we only had two dollars in total now.
And he had to get on that bus.
So I told him I would give him my loonie.
But he wouldn't take it.
Then we started talking (can't remember what about)
And at the end right before I woke up he told me that the reason he had told me to meet him there was so that we could run away together.
( sad it was such a sad dream, although it probably doesn't seem like it... aaron always use to tell me that one day when we were both married we would end up runnign away together)
Ok so I had another dream too.
I was in a building that was being taken over by heartless(kingdom hearts haha).
And I had to find this old fat lady, who apparently was someone important.
So I was going in a whole bunch of different rooms trying to find this lady.
But I couldn't find her.
So I went to go get in the elevator and get out but one of the heartless wouldn't stop chasing me.
I got in the elevator with 2 hick guys.
They started talking to me then the heartless came up and they got off the elevator.
We were on the 13th floor ( number of significance to Aaron and I)
And when I looked at the heartless.. it turned out it was Aaron..
We hugged and then I woke up.. ...but there were lessons learned- [♥]
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 8:33 am
Man, stop thinkin' serious things before you go to bed girl. No fun at all.
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 8:35 am
[♥]-some pages turned, some bridges burned... I just thought of the fact that Aaron was upset before I fell asleep, and I actually slept with music on last night instead of my tv.. and it was all sad songs xp ...but there were lessons learned- [♥]
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 8:45 am
Tsk tsk, happy thoughts and happy song!
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 9:25 am
eek
wowsers.
i wasn't happy before i went to bed...but i still had good dreams sweatdrop
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-RandomRadRainbows- Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2007 7:47 am
[♥]-some pages turned, some bridges burned... Thursday June 28th
I can't remember what I drempt(sp?) last night.
But I know I had a lot of dreams where I was running.
I woke up once like out of breath,sweaty, and crying.
It was terrible.
When I woke up, I was so dilerious(sp?) too.
I sat up, and stared at the crack between my door and the door frame thinger because I thought it kept blacking out.
I was so paranoid, and only like 1/5th awake.
I thought I was going to die and I had no clue wtf was going on or where I was.
So I got up and walked around but I was too scared to walk past the screen door at the back of my house so I went and watched tv in my room and ended up falling back asleep.. I have no clue when though.
neutral ...but there were lessons learned- [♥]
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