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PostPosted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 5:23 pm


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Name of Nightmare: Pandora
Fear: Independence
Home: Incultra
NM's Personality: Soft spoken and meek, Pandora tends to be the voice of reason in the Nightmare Relm, and often plays the role of peace keeper, quite the opposit of her older brother Yukio Li, or Captivity. Pandora understands she is not the strongest, so she likes to stay far away from any type of trouble, putting on that "sweet little girl attitude" to keep herself in other's favors. She's also quite motherly to smaller creatures and informitive. She can not lie, but will bend the truth when wanted or needed to be. But, when she knows she has the upper hand, Pandora becomes just a bit sarcastic, just a bit haughty, and just a bit cruel.
Name of Human: Lauren Ainsworth
Human's History: Lauren grew up as the "middle child". You know, the one who gets the older one's leftovers, and was ignored with all the attention the younger one recieved. She stood in the shadow of her older sister's outstanding valedictorian status grades and her little brother's charisma as a child, stuck with nothing to be proud of on her own.

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PostPosted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 5:30 pm


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Most of the events in this journal are based on my life. (Yes, my REAL LIFE.)
Some names have been changed and some happenings may have been slightly altered for dramatic effect and entertainment, but just like a Hollywood movie, these really are based on my life.
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PostPosted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 5:32 pm


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PostPosted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 5:38 pm


It All Started When...




In the halls of a pre elementary school, children's tears are not an uncommon sight. They cry for many reasons, perhaps they are getting bullied by the older kids, or maybe they just stubbed their toe. But on this particular day, a shrill cry broke out from the Kindergarten class.

It was a small girl with short, mushroom topped brown hair. She stood there, wailing to the high heavens as fat tear drops rolled down her cheeks.

"Mommy Mommy! I want my Mommy!" she sobbed, desperately wiping away the saturated salt with her shirt sleeves. Teachers surrounded the girl as other children began to look with their laughing eyes. "Don't worry, don’t worry." they said with a soothing pat, "She'll come back after school is out. Just wait."

"Oh what's this? Did Mommy-Dearest forget to kiss you good bye? Don't worry little baby, everything will be fine, just you wait, we're all abandoned at some time or another."

"Nooooooooooo! I want my Mommy!" She began to thrash about but stopped suddenly when she head the familiar jingle of her Mother's car keys. Rushing towards the front of the room, she pounded her tiny fists to the window pane, determined to grab her mother's attention. "Mommy! Mommy!"






"You silly girl." Mother said, picking up her child and resting her on her hip. "Look how much trouble you've caused, say your sorry." She kissed the girl's cheek before returning her to the floor, nudging her back towards her class mates. "I'll be back in the afternoon to pick you up. Now, be a good girl."
PostPosted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 10:03 pm


And Then This Happened



Lauren only had three friends going though Elementary school.

Too bad the only real relationship she had was in the first grade.



"I'm sorry Lauren, but I cant be friends with you anymore." Rachel had said during their second year at Silver Spur Elementary, and without a wave of good bye, she turned around and trotted back to Catherine like a loyal puppy dog. Unable to stop her, Lauren was heartbroken, and for the remainder of the school quarter, sat by herself at all recess and breaks.

Her parents soon transferred her to a new Elementary school, this one was called Cornerstone. But sadly, Lauren's misfortune would laugh at her again. Here, she made two new friends, but they only lasted for two years. Hmm... two for two. And one for one, anyone else seeing a trend?

"Oh, you cant sit here, there's no room for you." they told her at lunch one day at the start of fourth grade. The shock was defining, Lauren refused to believe what was going on around her. How could everything just slip through her? For weeks, she continued to try to sit with her two 'friends', who in return, continued to shove her off the bench to eat on the ground.

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PostPosted: Sat Jun 09, 2007 7:31 pm


The next few years were hard on Lauren. She graduated Elementary school among the boys, the new group to cling to, and developed a phobia of the female race. But then again, can you blame her?

Over the summer she traveled to Taiwan with her mother. It was her first time in years she visited, Lauren enjoyed herself greatly, and was upset to leave. Having European genes in her, Lauren stood out from the Asian contrast and was immensely popular, she enjoyed all the attention she received there.

Sad to return, this was Lauren’s first year in Middle school. None of her loser friends, if you could call them friends, attended this one, so she was totally on her own. Here, she met some great people, for the time being. The first, Elizabeth, her new best friend. After that came Hunter and Michael, and then lastly Peter and Tom. They were together for those three years practically glued to each other.

But then high school hit. First, she lost Peter, who moved an hour south to live with his mother in the 7th grade. Then, Hunter, who decided to go to the other high school. Then Michael who became a drama kid. Tom lived in a whole different town, but he soon followed after Michael. Thus leaving Elizabeth and Lauren by themselves.

Lauren desperately clung to what seemed like her only friend left, but she, like the rest, would want nothing to do with her. Elizabeth dated two boys in her high school history, the first was a jerk who moved to Japan for college, and the second was a decent rich boy. Those two could not keep their hands off of each other, and were always showing off that, yes, they were indeed a couple. Thus shoving Lauren to the outside of her strictly two person only relationship.

Having no one to depend on, Lauren became antisocial, and hid herself in her bed room whenever she was at home. Rarely going out, she kept sane by conversating over the internet with other recluse. Namely one named Caistarrin.

This is now almost the senior year of her high school career.
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