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Here is some of my stuff, if you like, please reply

Fear, fear is all I see
and the shadow, that consumes and follows me

horrid, disgusting and absurd
try to but in, but I never seem to get in a single word

Pain, pain is all I feel
Pain from this wound, a bite that can never seem to heal

A wound from a monster deep inside
It comes out, deals damege and then goes back to my heart to hide

Lonely, even though I'm in a crowd
why can't i hide like the sun. coward that sits behind the cloud

The rain falls and mingles with my tears
the words they speak stab me like a hundred million spears

How can I hide, where can I run,
what can I do, All they have is fun...?

Tears with the rain, hiding behind the sane look on my face...

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Banner of Men

Echoes bright across the sea,
flames consuming you and me

Battles old and battles young,
spread from mouth,spread from tongue

Searing thunder, pouring rain,
past the mountains across the plain.

Fire burning, searing light,
fire burning through the night

With clash of steel and banner of flame
The enemy comes swift as rain.

The battle rages and many men die.
Women weep, children cry

Across the plain, a fiery sea.
Death awaits both you and me.

A battle calls us to our death,
A soldier has but one short breath


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Darkness, my cloak
Shadow, my weapon.
I walk through flame, and only my clothes burn

Fear means nothing
Blood, my toxin of choice
You ae my fowls, and I am the fox in the coop.

I need you
I bleed you.
All I offer is a dark sollice, and not even that, sometimes.

Women flock to me
all fear the unknown
And I am the absolute unknown, wether I like it or not

No more can I se the light
No more can I bask in the glory of day
Night time is my time, and I live in the cold, dark, musk that is between dusk and dawn, and never will I die.

(thanks!)

IS this burning That I feel
Ever GoiNg to Revela the TorMent that I hold InsiDe

Is the PaIn that I NeeD
that SmaLl agony I neeD going to eVer subside?

What do I do, how Do I live, How can I make it go away, do I Smile, do I sigh, it builds up, makEs me cry, I want To leave, want to stay, Want for It to Go away, cannot run, canNot hide, have I moVed Have Died?
Agony
Misery


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Fire burning, in the night
Fire flaming, blinding light
Looking down, from skies above
I am Aeries, I will scorch the doves

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signs point to yes, but they point behind me
and guns can't kill what can't be touched
a shadow hangs across the room, but who could it be?
and my heart is held and tightly clutched

stars sparkle and cannot lie, no matter what
and the truth follows me as I run
the fear follows me into my dreadful rut
and all of my plans come undone

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you've been pushing me
Pushing me away
You've been nudging me
Somewhere new today
And I wanted to go there
But in my own way

Maybe I wanted to
To go this way
But if it wasn't for you
I wouldn't have this feeling anyway
and your shoving me isn't making this better
And who said we were going to be together?

Mabe I wouldn't have wanted to
If you hadn't come to me
I had nothing else to do
And you broke down my defenses with every plea
and now that i've been sucked into your pit
I can't get out, and I cannot quit
Making me wait, is a plan that just doesn't fit
'cause we aren't together, and I don't think we'll be
so I'll make, to the world, one final decree

I'll keep on hoping, even though I have no reason to
I'll keep on talking, and walking with you.
You can use my shoulder any time you cry
But please don't do that, it makes me want to die
everytime