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 Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 2:50 am
I feel bad a lot these days..
And I think it is mostly because I miss her a LOT!
I keep getting her in my head... I want to see her everyday..
I want to get married..
But I know if I get married know I won't be able to make her live..
I will have a hard time to do everything..
I can't wait to finish college and get a job, work and get married to her!
I really wish she is here with me always... crying
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Posted: Sat May 26, 2007 5:29 pm
Aaaaww, Hang in their you'll see her soon. I know it's the hardest thing to be away from the person you love so much. But life is really unfair sometimes. Just hang in their and build a solid life so that you two can be happy when you meet again. Be strong. You can't afford to grow weak now. She needs you to be strong, for both of you. For your relationship.
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Posted: Sun May 27, 2007 10:20 am
I have been trying to keep myself calm and happy.. It is working! 4laugh
BUT... What if I snap 1 day?!
I really love her..
We are not bf and gf for everyone to know...
But the weird thing is.. That I take her as my wife!
I treat her as if we live in the same house!
I really want to have children and want her to be the wife and mother who will take care of them!
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Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 1:16 pm
squinty1989 I have been trying to keep myself calm and happy.. It is working! 4laugh BUT... What if I snap 1 day?! I really love her.. We are not bf and gf for everyone to know... But the weird thing is.. That I take her as my wife! I treat her as if we live in the same house! I really want to have children and want her to be the wife and mother who will take care of them!
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Samurai_Warrior_FoX Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 2:57 pm
green_sparkles44 squinty1989 I have been trying to keep myself calm and happy.. It is working! 4laugh BUT... What if I snap 1 day?! I really love her.. We are not bf and gf for everyone to know... But the weird thing is.. That I take her as my wife! I treat her as if we live in the same house! I really want to have children and want her to be the wife and mother who will take care of them! Dude...life ain't the easiest in the world, like greeny said most of my real life is spent fighting for the only thing i have and thats greeny. Times might get tough and will begin to be overbearing sometimes but just keep strong. There is a few things that you might loose to get what you really want but if you really want it, it should be worth it. I know that the price i pay for having greeny by my side might seem big but to me it's nothing much. She's the only person to prove to me time and time again to be the most faithful and best friend I could ever want and have. My other so called friends turned there backs n me and even tried to beat me up, parents and sibling don't care much either, either totally ignoring me or constant quarreling with me for everything i do and always bringing me down. No matte what i do i never get nothing out of them, I spend 95% of my time home alone in the darkness of my room away from everyone. This is the only way to make them happy making my existence scarce and minute, I tried talking but they ignore me....just keep smiling man....it helps...or get Half-Life 2 with Garry's Mod.
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 2:18 am
Samurai_Warrior_FoX green_sparkles44 squinty1989 I have been trying to keep myself calm and happy.. It is working! 4laugh BUT... What if I snap 1 day?! I really love her.. We are not bf and gf for everyone to know... But the weird thing is.. That I take her as my wife! I treat her as if we live in the same house! I really want to have children and want her to be the wife and mother who will take care of them! Dude...life ain't the easiest in the world, like greeny said most of my real life is spent fighting for the only thing i have and thats greeny. Times might get tough and will begin to be overbearing sometimes but just keep strong. There is a few things that you might loose to get what you really want but if you really want it, it should be worth it. I know that the price i pay for having greeny by my side might seem big but to me it's nothing much. She's the only person to prove to me time and time again to be the most faithful and best friend I could ever want and have. My other so called friends turned there backs n me and even tried to beat me up, parents and sibling don't care much either, either totally ignoring me or constant quarreling with me for everything i do and always bringing me down. No matte what i do i never get nothing out of them, I spend 95% of my time home alone in the darkness of my room away from everyone. This is the only way to make them happy making my existence scarce and minute, I tried talking but they ignore me....just keep smiling man....it helps...or get Half-Life 2 with Garry's Mod. Well.. You and Green have a great relationship! Hope it stays! 3nodding But what we are going through is not easy.. We have a bad past.. Things happened to us that made our life like this.. I want her to tell her parents and I want to tell my parents about her.. I want to marry her.. I don't care if they hate me for it.. She is everything to me! I will do everything even live in the streets just to be with her! But I don't want her to go through a lot.. I want her o have the life she wants. Hope I can make her get the best life ever!
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Samurai_Warrior_FoX Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 12:42 pm
squinty1989 Samurai_Warrior_FoX green_sparkles44 squinty1989 I have been trying to keep myself calm and happy.. It is working! 4laugh BUT... What if I snap 1 day?! I really love her.. We are not bf and gf for everyone to know... But the weird thing is.. That I take her as my wife! I treat her as if we live in the same house! I really want to have children and want her to be the wife and mother who will take care of them! Dude...life ain't the easiest in the world, like greeny said most of my real life is spent fighting for the only thing i have and thats greeny. Times might get tough and will begin to be overbearing sometimes but just keep strong. There is a few things that you might loose to get what you really want but if you really want it, it should be worth it. I know that the price i pay for having greeny by my side might seem big but to me it's nothing much. She's the only person to prove to me time and time again to be the most faithful and best friend I could ever want and have. My other so called friends turned there backs n me and even tried to beat me up, parents and sibling don't care much either, either totally ignoring me or constant quarreling with me for everything i do and always bringing me down. No matte what i do i never get nothing out of them, I spend 95% of my time home alone in the darkness of my room away from everyone. This is the only way to make them happy making my existence scarce and minute, I tried talking but they ignore me....just keep smiling man....it helps...or get Half-Life 2 with Garry's Mod. Well.. You and Green have a great relationship! Hope it stays! 3nodding But what we are going through is not easy.. We have a bad past.. Things happened to us that made our life like this.. I want her to tell her parents and I want to tell my parents about her.. I want to marry her.. I don't care if they hate me for it.. She is everything to me! I will do everything even live in the streets just to be with her! But I don't want her to go through a lot.. I want her o have the life she wants. Hope I can make her get the best life ever! Just keep fight man, good things come to those who try. I just prey that you neva have to as hard as me and greeny do.
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 2:09 am
I am not going through what you are going through because they don't know about us.. maybe..
But I think they do but are not doing anything..
I hope you and Green get a better life..
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 7:57 am
squinty1989 I am not going through what you are going through because they don't know about us.. maybe.. But I think they do but are not doing anything.. I hope you and Green get a better life.. That wrong, WE HAVE A GREAT LIFE. It's just we have o fight alot for each other.
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 2:19 pm
Samurai_Warrior_FoX squinty1989 I am not going through what you are going through because they don't know about us.. maybe.. But I think they do but are not doing anything.. I hope you and Green get a better life.. That wrong, WE HAVE A GREAT LIFE. It's just we have o fight alot for each other.
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 12:52 am
green_sparkles44 Samurai_Warrior_FoX squinty1989 I am not going through what you are going through because they don't know about us.. maybe.. But I think they do but are not doing anything.. I hope you and Green get a better life.. That wrong, WE HAVE A GREAT LIFE. It's just we have o fight alot for each other. My fight for her is like this.. I have to get good marks in my school so I can keep my phone which makes me talk to her. Keep my laptop which I can use to talk with her online... If I fail.. I will lose everything... And I am afraid she goes through a lot when I leave this country for college..
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 3:51 am
squinty1989 green_sparkles44 Samurai_Warrior_FoX squinty1989 I am not going through what you are going through because they don't know about us.. maybe.. But I think they do but are not doing anything.. I hope you and Green get a better life.. That wrong, WE HAVE A GREAT LIFE. It's just we have o fight alot for each other. My fight for her is like this.. I have to get good marks in my school so I can keep my phone which makes me talk to her. Keep my laptop which I can use to talk with her online... If I fail.. I will lose everything... And I am afraid she goes through a lot when I leave this country for college..
Aaawww, don't worry, just hang in there and things will turn out okay. It's a difficult thing to go away from the one you love the most. But the important thing is that you'll return to her. She just has to have some faith in you for a while.
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:48 am
She has a LOT of faith in me more then I do in myself!
I can't be far from her.. I can't.. It hurts..
I am trying to make her better but I am making her worse from my studies!
I can't study and do good and they are suffering!
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 11:58 am
squinty1989 She has a LOT of faith in me more then I do in myself! I can't be far from her.. I can't.. It hurts.. I am trying to make her better but I am making her worse from my studies! I can't study and do good and they are suffering!
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Posted: Tue Jun 05, 2007 5:52 pm
125. and just put your past behind you... whatever happened don't let it effect you now... just try your best to get threw your relationship and everything will be fine...good luck with that
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