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 Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 8:07 am
I can't go to a doctor or a therapist or even call a hotline.. all of them are required to report a serious problem, and I'd probably be admitted to the hospital. (which means Leto gets taken away and put in sole custody of his father, and I'll never get anything but ******** visitation rights)
I know I'm not going to kill myself, I have my little boy, and I would never leave him. But I still can't stop thinking about it. I need to figure out where the hell to go from here-- I have a s**t job, no money, no home, no way to support myself and my son, and student loan payments start next month... And I can't get past this overwhelming urge to just slit my wrists long enough to figure anything out and I don't know what to do...
I tried google to see if there was any sort of online counselling available, but I suck at searching things...
I dont know what to do.. Anyone know of any good online resources?
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Posted: Mon May 14, 2007 9:14 am
Well, I know a lot of people balk at this, but I'd look into local churches.
Really, it seems horrible, but they often offer free counseling. Not to mention, they have helped people out time and time again, as long as you find one that is openminded and you are too. I don't know about your area, but look into your local mental health center for free or low cost therapy. Honestly, your mental health is the upmost importance. You said so yourself that you and the father are at least on good terms for custody. Please, for your son's health (I know you won't hurt him), do whatever it takes to get care. Even at that age, they pick up these things.
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2007 1:33 pm
I agree, try going to your nearest church.... they will be able to help you.
Also, how old is your kid? They are very demanding.... especially if you are caring for him by yourself.
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