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They make me so shy, but it always seems that after I get myself pumped enough to talk to them, they are horrid. They backstab, are dramatic, insist of making a public spectical of the fact that two girls like eachother. So the ******** what?! I am bisexual and would like to see my relationships with men and women to be pretty much the same. I mean, we're all people, right? Why does everyone have to be so sexist even in the gay community? Why can't we do away with the concept of a permanently dominant or permanently submissive partner? Why can't I ever find the normal girls that are nice and easy going like myself? That's why I pretty much gave up on serious relationships with women, it seems that the fact that we can't get married yet seems to suggest that the relationship should remain worthless or something. Like exclusive dating is not allowed in the lesbian world. I'm too much of a romantic for that, I guess.

I suppose I'm only being cranky. I doubt they act this way on purpose. And I have a boyfriend now who treats me pretty well and is not so hostile or dramatic. I find it refreshing and lovely, which is why I've stuck with him for almost 2 years now. Even though the girls still drive me crazy sometimes.

I guess what I'm trying to say with this post, is I wonder: do any of you ladies have this problem? Do most of your relationships remind you of the 7th grade? None of my gal friends who are gay/bi seem to get what I'm saying at all. Whenever I bring this up it seems like I just get blinked at.

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