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 Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2007 4:40 pm
Dad is starting to set me a bed time and take my keys from me so I don't go running around to run my errands and wanting to take my phone away. I've had it. I'm not his baby, I'm his 21 year old daughter and have my own life. Doctor's keep giving me wrong meds and perscribing me s**t I'm allergic to. They should do their job right for the amount of money they make. My friends are having probs and stress in their own lives; being sent to hospitals and trying to take care of other people's problems so it's hard to cheer up each other when we're both depressed and ready to just say ******** it and drop everything, not caring someone else has to clean up.
I've just about had it. And the fact that my bf lives a 4-6hour flight away from me isn't soothing anything. I need him the most right now to hold my hand and let me cry on his shoulder, but he's not here and it's killing me. sad
I'm taking a break from gaia and hope DC can keep the guild somewhat active.
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Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2007 4:54 pm
It's understandable that gaia is the least of your problems right now and we don't blame you for dropping this...I hope you get through this stress fast and come back soon...I'll do as much as I can around here...
p.s. those doctors suck, I think voodoo would be better
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Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2007 6:24 pm
Hey, hope you get the right meds so you can be back to your self soon,take it easy and just try not to push yourself to much right now, I know that you may not be your dads baby girl anymore but he is just worried about you so try not to get to upset with him for just trying to make sure your not going to over work yourself to death. wahmbulance
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Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2007 9:01 pm
Feel better soon, PFF! heart
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Posted: Wed Apr 18, 2007 3:12 am
So sorry to hear that. I agree with bunny that your dad is just really worried about you and wants to help you get better. Don't worry about things here. I'm sure DC will do a great job. Feel better. heart
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Posted: Wed Apr 18, 2007 6:28 am
PFF,
keep care of youself it sounds like your under alot of stress at this time and it's understandable you need a break from everyone that is causeing stress or is understress, sometimes you need just me time to sort all the good stuff and bad stuff and when you don't get "me" time then everyone will stress you out more and you'll feel like your pulled in to many directions.
i'm glad i could hear some news about what's happening with you on the account that i was worried so bad about you, i know and don't expect alot from you on posting on the account that you are very stressed and need to have some time to relax and enjoy the suroundings around you intead of people clobbering you. it is inderstandable on needing a vication on the account that everyone needs one every once in a while that is another way od helping people from loosing their minds.
I FREAKIN HATE DOCTORS!!!!! in my lifetime i have seen doctors make mistakes and one time it accualy killed a classmate of mine, she was out of school for the longest of time on the account that she was sick and the doctors was helping to get her feeling better and back to being healthy well she got to feeling better and was able to go to school the next day and she ended up passing away in her bathroom while she was getting ready to go to school from a hard spot on her heart that the doctors "clamed" they didn't know about.
Word of advice when you feel this way...all stressed out and feeling clobbered by everyone to keep care of their problems back away take a break on the account that you need to help yourseldf and keep care of yourself before you can help anyone else,it took me a while to realize that myself sweatdrop
Is there a way you can have your b/f fly to you?
keep care of yourself again and do what you need to do to make yourself happy and better,and please i beg you, please, please don't do anything stupid there is alot of people thatcare about you and want the best for you.
Love and light,
K paganjuggalette
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 5:53 am
I'm sorry, I hope everything gets better... heart
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 7:26 pm
No worries all, I'm getting things handled and my dad has loosened up after I told him what happened to me as a kid. :/ Of course, in order to make him loosen up and treat me better I have to tell him I was molested... UGH. I swear. I told him he didn't wanna hear it, but he asked for it. So fine, he knows now. But I didn't want to overload him so I didn't tell him all the other s**t I've been through ROFL.
Anywho, I'm better, spent $300 on pharmacy vitamins and pain relievers, I'm too scared to take the meds the doc's gave me. sad I'm looking for a place to move into down by my work and school cuz I'm leaving my dad's house once and for all. I knew I needed to be forced, and even though the last few days have been better, I'm still leaving, just not in such a rush now.
Tommy will be down here second Sunday of June, and I can't friggen wait! I'm going to have a blast with him and blow everyone else off haha! JK. I want him to meet absolutely everyone I care about. I'll make him get on gaia more so you guys can talk to him too, but remember... no judging him cuz of his age or appearance or anything else. Just judge him by his personality. Got it? My mom is getting on my nerves cuz she says she'll give him a chance but keeps saying negative things about him. Grrrr. We got in a sort of fight and now she things she's a bad mother. *sigh* And just before mother's day. I've gotta fix this too now. Can't let mother's day go by with her thinking she screwed up.
She's the best mother I could have asked for. In fact... I'm glad I didn't get to choose my mother. She did everything right, even if I do still say she was too overprotective. However, can't be too safe in the ghetto.
Love your mother's kids. Show her you care. And if you're in your rebellious phase, let her know it will pass, and for her to keep doing what she's doing (unless of course she's beating you black and blue, cuz that's no bueno).
*hugs guild* Back when I can find time.
<3,
~PFF
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Posted: Fri Apr 20, 2007 8:43 am
Yay! Glad you're doing better! heart
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 12:57 pm
I'm happy to hear that you doing better.just don't over work yourself,and be careful out there. I hope your boyfriend gets there safely take good care of yourself and hope to talk to you when you get better enough to get back on gaia,I just won't be on starting Thursday because my daughter and I are leaving for three days so if your back on when I get back I hope to hear from you and know that your doing much better.
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 5:45 am
Im sorry I wish that things were going better for you, and hope that they do get better very soon...
****HUGS**** heart
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