The world is so dark these days. I walk among the people and only see shadows in their eyes. They move so lifelessly that the air becomes heavy and dull. I feel their hearts become faded over time and love becomes only a word. How can they live like this. It seems that they simply wish to close their eyes and fade into oblivion.

Hidden from your eyes in the shadows of our world people suffer. A child is raped and hurt for years. Does anyone notice? Someone drags a knife across their skin to release the pain. Do they see the scars? A man throws a handful of pills into his mouth to loose himself. Does anyone care? So much pain and darkness in this world where the light of the sun shines down.

When you look around you into the eyes of strangers and friends do you see happiness? Or do you see the desire to fade away? For my entire existence I have lived and fought for everyone. I've killed and tortured the corrupt whom bring pain to others. I have stood as a shield between the hurt and their tormentors. My body is destroyed day in and day out. My heart is shattered countless times by those I love and live for. My very soul is dark with suffering and evil. Still no matter what I have not lost hope.

My heart heals and I still love, more then before if possible. My body holds itself together and I stand strong for all around. My soul burns and cleanses those whom need it. No matter what happens to me I have not lost hope for anyone. How is it then that so many have given up and fade away?

I listen to everyone and I have loved more then anyone. My life is not my own but for you to use as you need. This body is here to shield you from the corrupt. Never have I nor will I give up. I will live until the day when I am no longer needed. I will not fade from existence as so many have. If I suffer like this for your sake then can you live for mine?

When you need me most I will come for you. When you need to speak I will listen. When you need someone to love you I already do. From the very depths of your heart you can feel my love for you. I ask only that you have faith in me. Please live for me. Live for yourself. Just live.