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This is the site for my future blog or meaningless rants, mostly borne of boredom and a general loathing of the majority of humankind.

Meh, I'm hungry... MUST... HAVE... FOOD.

Wow, I liked this. ********, loved it. It's a blog, yet I feel like I'm reading a book of some kind. I can picture everything going on with you perfectly, and that's something I try so hard to do when I write. Too often I'm reading s**t and having no idea what's going on (and I've wrote things that confuse people myself), but you portrayed the stress of another assignment, where you live, and what you want to do in just one paragraph using words that I've never even heard of!! xD

eek I loved that blog...I got nothin' interesting to say. OH! I actually do! I just ate a whole box of this FiberONE cereal without milk and I have a feeling in about five minutes I'm gonna be shitting my colon out.

But nice rant. Papers suck, I remember I had to write a thousand word essay about WWII last year. 'twas Hell! gonk


OOF! xp I can already start to feel it! gonk

[Spirits, spirits come and go.]

It takes time to become weaned to a new life of constant rush and a lack of healthy equilibrium between work and rest. One begins to forget what they've left behind until they decide to look back on the path they've managed to walk, run, hack, slash and tackle their way through.
Every once and awhile, unwelcome motifs of the life they wish to forget choose to randomly materialise in front of them. The cosmic joke, the act of god that rudely awakens one to the reality that they are stuck with their battlescars forever, until it is deemed right to inflict new ones.

I had one such instance today. Two in fact. One I made public to a select group of friends as a humorous little anecdote - the knowledge I was cornered by the laughing stock of the Class of 2007 serves as a lovely break from conversations regarding stress and loneliness on their part. Good for them.
The other was not so light. I saw the b***h again. The one I considered a sister for a good five years of my life; until the untimely death of our much loved mutual friend some four years ago signalled the end of a friendship, the demise of a tight-knit enclave of like-minded and flawed individuals. She is my deepest living battlescar, and we stood meters apart on the train home. Nothing but deafening silence and the icy stare of white-hot blame and hatred for a good one and a half hours. Until our suburbs of residence became our arbitrator and the two bitter opposing sides had to part ways.
She got out at her stop, stood still in front of my window, back facing me.

Train doors close, she remains still, struggling with her heavy bag - back turned, she tries to face me again.
Train moves forward with me on it, not even glancing back. I reach my destination unscathed.
Hell of a metaphor.


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I need sleep...

[Dead To Me List v.1]

If youire a Kornspace regular, you'd know that Khris has compiled his 'dead to me' list for all to see. They include enemies he's made and people he's disillusioned with. They include Lamb of God, Papa Roach, Terry Bozzio and D@Z of Kornunderground/Kornsimpol (LOL).
Well, I was bored and decided to compile one of my own - for I have made many enemies and have been disillusioned with countless people in my 18 years on the planet.

So here it is:

- A lot of the people I was formerly friends with in the periods of 1995 to 2006.
- 2 of my 7 ex ******** buddies'
- My uncle Rodolfo
- Fred Durst
- Brian Welch
- Trent Reznor
- Marilyn Manson (love his music though... lost a bit of respect for him after he left his wife Dita for a 19 year old slut)
- David Draiman
- Adema's remaining members
- Papa Roach
- Prime Minister John Howard (well, never liked him anyway)
- My Year 12 Lit teacher (DOUBLE CROSS ME WILL YOU?)
- Neopets

.... eh guess that's all for now xD

.End.

Dude when was Papa Roach NOT emo...?

And "This is the last kiss goodbye" or some shitlike that. When they were singing stuff like 'Getting away with murder' that song is awesome.

Wow...You guys really need to listen to LoveHateTragety and then you'll know that Papa Roach has ALWAYS been an a borderline emo band. Only album that isn't emo is Infest.

And Getting Away With Murder isn't their new album, that would be The Paramour Sessions.