I don't ask for just nodding and sorrow for me. I ask for prayer, positive energy, blessings.
I'm very scared. My beloved always liked to tell me little random facts. One day he told me that they stopped using (Or something to this effect) the lethal injection or had to water it down because it would cause horrible pain. And it was the same stuff they used to put down animals.
Of course I cried because we put down my old dog that way. Now I'm scared... I'm so scared...
She's been my friend since I was three. Hell she was such a b***h always growling snapping but I guess it was because she felt me as just another dog almost. lol we've been together since we were both kids.

Anyway Thats why I might be gone for a bit.
