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 Posted: Mon Apr 02, 2007 5:12 pm
This is long, and kinda sappy, but I couldn't post it on myspace. The guys there would have probably made fun of me.
A former love of mine is getting married. And when I say former love, I mean I was head over heels for this guy, but the love was never returned. Well... Let's just say he always had a girlfriend, and that always stopped me from making a move.
He's five years older than me, and I had always had this awsomely mega huge crush on him since elementary school. I'd write in my diary about him or shake up a magic 8-ball and ask silly things like "will he ask me out tomorrow??." When I got a cell phone, there was a time where I had sent 507 text messages back and forth with him in just one month. He went to two of my homecoming dances with me, which I was sooo scared of asking him to go to. One year, we even cosplayed together for Otakon as Haku and Zabuza.
So... though I say the love may have never been returned... it was returned to me in small cute ways. Then I met Scott... and about all feelings for my former crush had just seemingly dissapeared. I love Scott, and I don't intend on leaving him, but I do wonder... what would have happend if fate had led in a different way?
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Posted: Mon Apr 02, 2007 8:40 pm
Well, really you never know. Cameron is getting married; whose' to say that even if you did love him like that he wouldn't leave you?
You never can really know with those things. Fates leading in different ways can alter things that were never thought about before.
I shall tell you of things later, without the posibility of on-lookers.
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Posted: Tue Apr 03, 2007 2:33 pm
^_^ That's great! I mean, even if you still do love that person, just keep in touch with them! Even if you are married, just remember that your childhood friends might still end up as your best friends ever! I mean, this happens to me a lot of times, and I'm still good friends with all the guys I know that got married and such. ^_^
Feelings of true love may disappear, but love is still there. Love is a thing that never disappears! Even though you may not love him wholly, you still love him right? Even though my Nii-san has someone he likes, I think and hope..., I still wuvvles my Nii-san! Come to think of it.. does he even have a crush on anyone...? Anyways, Always stay like a friend!
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2007 2:46 pm
Yea, I still love him. But not Love LOVE him, heh. I just.. still have that girly feeling inside of me whenever I think about him, you know? That feeling of... gee... he used to be my knight in shining armor... *sigh*
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 11:11 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 14, 2007 7:02 am
So, he's now your knight in rusty armor or something?
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Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 1:03 pm
Xtralife So, he's now your knight in rusty armor or something? You know... *ponders* I talked with him the other day on aim about this acctually. Made me all giggly. =3 He's over in Japan right now. Navy boy, he is.. *sighsighsigh*
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