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i see colors swirl around others i cant see if i have one. i also have weird dreams and visions often i cant draw yet sometimes i will zone out and next thing i know there is a full fledged way detailed drawing in front of me and i dont rember doing it. i am a christian i know this is weird but i am confused as to all of this and sometimes my dreams i am running though the forest a muddy forest when i wake up i am fully dresed and i have on mud covered shoes.... they were not before i went to bed. oh and the weirdest part is one night my BF was rubbing my back to help me relax and he felt a lump on my back when he was rubbing it later because i hurt some he felt it was bigger later that night i swear on this i sproted wings i was scared out of my mind and the next day they where gone.... ok i probely sound crazy. but i have a friend and he and she both say i am a queen of a land in what they call the demonic world. i am confused scard and worried all at once.they also say i can transform at will but it has yet to happen.

hey!

Sounds to me like a couple of bored friends for yours are lying to you and feeding you BS...

Unless you're feeding the people of this forum BS... I mean cmon! Wings?

...And what makes you think that these people you are talking to about this actually know something about it? Once we establish a sense of truth here, I'm willing to help, but right now my bullshit radar is going off like crazy.