My next-door neighbor had a muscular disease. He lived to be 5 years old and then he stopped breathing and the doctors couldn't get him to start again.
I babysat his 10 year old and 3 year old brothers. We watched as he was loaded in to the ambulance. We received the news at the same time. We cried together at his funeral.
This happened two years ago and I'm still having trouble getting over it.
Please pray for me.