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Do you like school?

i like school actually... i hate the stupid projects and tests...


I have 7 projects to do!
and im taking 6 MAJOR STATE TESTS starting this may. my life has been destroyed... i am as well the only one in my grading doing so. im only supposed to take 4 but my mom is making me take part of the SAT this year becuase she thinks i can do it, and my English teacher is making me go into a higher level class next year meaning i have to take the regents this year to go into it next year. I hate my English teacher, because she's making it so i don't have any prep or help at all! She handed me a yellow book, which i despise already! And i have to read 3 books by myself and pray i understand them, then complete everything in that yellow book. I have to basically teach the stuff to myself, and whatever i don't teach myself, i don't learn. What i don't learn, i go into the test not knowing it.

Stress much! stressed

and that's just the big stuff... i got regular crap going on... like i failed a history test on Friday. And the normal drama and family problems i usually have.

the "editor" of our schools Lit Mag has been on my back too... and that is one club out of the 7 im in... i also missed a student government meeting today which i have to go find out from the teacher what was about...
Honors society is going to be the end of me... if i don't get accepted my father will kill me. (not literally but i will be a "bad student" to him and in a lot of trouble) I have a 95 GPA and so many extra activities i better, the only thing i don't have is a school sport. And everyone in Honors society seems to be on some kind of sport... im guessing that it has something to do with the people running it being coaches. x_x Then i have to finish reading a book for book club by Thursday. and Create a dance solo for my chorus.

My parents have been yelling at me to get more sleep so i don't even have the opportunity to stay up and do hw anymore... i have to be in bed early.

My two best friends keep teasing me (they are guys) and keep telling me that they know a boy who likes me... and i think im starting to piss them off by saying i don't have time for a relationship with anyone at the moment. The last thing i need is drama from them.

Which just reminds me that im going to have to blow one of them off 2morrow morning to go yell at Guidance. My guidance councilor is so flipping stupid! mad she can't do anything correctly, my schedule is soo messed up! and i need to talk to her about next years schedule too... oh boy i can't wait for that! Im take my first AP classes ever... 5 of them actually... it's going to be such a FUN year!

[this is kinda long, but this is also the only 5 mins i have on gaia for the day.... maybe the week... i don't know, i'll have to see.... ]

see i was just perfectly "happy" cause i forgot that i have a test tmw
and a project due in 2 days which i need to start....

and now i am reminded of those things... joy

and i do like "school" itself in general
just not my science classes xd

I like getting a gewd education but sometimes I get so swamped I want to shake teachers like rag dolls. domokun

I take that back. I took Humanities in high school. Philosophy and Religion are vedy interesting (to me, at least) whee