I'lll just smile and pretend that I'm okay
I'll just laugh so I can forget about my pain
I'll just hold on to you so I can feel secure
I'll just lie and hide the truth once more
All the verses and the choruses seem to familiar
Now that I've sung them a thousand times
In the auditoriums of my mind
I dont even have to think
The actions programed in my heart
I'lll just smile and pretend that I'm okay
You can insult and I wouldn't say a thing
I'll just laugh to hide the fact that hurting
So once again you'll think it's only fun and games
When really it's picking me apart
I'll just laugh so I can forget about my pain
When I find someone that I love
I'll cling to them because I cant make it on my own
And I'd do anything for you if you'd just him be the chance
But no one seems to see past my foolish front once more
I'll just hold on to you so I can feel secure
Once I've been hurt and rejected there's one thing left to prove
That the broken person I am can trick you
I've done it a thousand times before and this wont be any different
I'll just lie and hide the truth once more