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 Posted: Wed Mar 14, 2007 12:33 pm
I don't want to be like this, I HATE being like this...I can't even go visit anyone...I can't see my friends... the black pelted goddess mused to herself. The red symbols seemingly painted in red upon her moved with every step she took in what seemed like a never ending circle she was making around a clear puddle, into which she peered at her reflection.
Why can't I be normal?
She flicked her tail in annoyance and sighed. The nightmares were always there, she could always see her family, falling, red, then nothing, tears, she could feel them on her cheek even when they were not shed during her nightmares. Ryu'Rage wondered how she could break free from it all, accept it, accept the past? Then who could heal her wounds, who would have her have a future?
Her stomach rolled, she was making herself sick by not eating...she just, just didn't want to see the blood...it brought illusions to her silver eyes.
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Posted: Wed Mar 14, 2007 2:53 pm
The god of famine had woken as usual form his death like sleep, moving through the savannah like a zombie.he had for the moment let his obedient little goddess sleep, his paws leading him towards something unusual. A hungry, something hungry, not starving soemthign with a pang of hunger where there should be none. Tattered ears perked as he came through the undergrowth a slow, ragged breath escaping his sealed lips as he looked up on the goddess before him. She could not starve, immortals could not suffer a famine so why could he feel her hunger pangs? "Your hunger taunts me." A voice echoes then, his voice a disjointed scrabble of words which did not come from his mouth but from some wheer else entirely.
Stoney grey eyes watched the goddess blankly, that icey cold gaze stareing straight through the jet black femme. He took a slow ragged breath then, the god of famine, his body shacking uncontrolably as he did so. "You should eat goddess, it is hard to pull away from a hungry power." That voice again, thick, loud upon her ears, coming as if from no where the bedraggled deathly, zombie like body of the famine god never reacting to it's words.
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2007 5:12 pm
Ryu'Rage peered up, her silver hues settling on a tan-ish colored pelt, gray pupil-less eyes and a seemingly torn and tattered body. Thats what I feel like...on the inside... she mused. Though she knew better to say such things, especially when she didn't not know the extent of this other gods strengths. She flicked her tail, heard the voice and tilted her head.
It was from him but...not.
Strange.
"I don't wish to see blood...stranger..." she meant 'stranger' in the way where she did not know his name, not as an insult. "My nightmares, are plaguing me, my rage inside I can feel it eat away at me on the inside...I fear the sight of blood may fuel me into something I do not wish to become..."
Then she was quiet, curiousity, she wondered who he was.
"I am Ryu'Rage...who're you stranger?"
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Posted: Fri Mar 16, 2007 12:23 pm
Listening to the goddesses words, he understood whom she was, rage? yet she was afraid of it? Strange to the god of famine that she should distance ehrself from her domain thusly. Letting out the breath he took some time ago the voice echoed once again, disjointed, a quiet strange voice mingled with somethign bone screechingly curious.
"I am what you see goddess, they call me Jaddis, if you need a name." the sickly thin figure stepped raggedly through the undergrowth then, showing the black goddess what he was in his intirety, his lips sown tightly shut, his body skin and bone, a creature seemingly hanging upon the edge of life and the brink of death.
"Why do you fear that which is your domain?" the skelinton like body sat the, the rib cage becoming even more prominant in this possition the ridge of his spine becoming deathly obvious. "It is so much more simple, to embrace it." As if remembering then, the ragged body took a shakey breath inwards, those cold, dead eyes looking at nothing, though the voice, that strange floating sound which touched her ears was most certainly adderssing her.
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Posted: Fri Mar 16, 2007 12:38 pm
Ryu'Rage watched as this 'Jaddis' seemed to reveal himself, others might think it strange, but Rage had seen strange and weird things before, so she was not bothered by his presence at all, even if he looked the way he did. Sometimes, others didn't like the fact that there was blood on her wings.
"I fear the fact that I may lose control and become what I am, become enraged...if I do...I have a problem controlling myself...I do not wish to harm anyone...I've done too much of that already..." he thought of her family, how those others tried to take her, use her as a weapon, but they fell trying to save her, her fight with the white god...all of it.
She was in fact afraid to embrace it...she didn't know what she'd become.
If she would be whole.
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Posted: Wed Sep 05, 2007 1:12 pm
The deathly thin god listened as she spoke and one ear even attempted a movement to listen to her tale though perhaps it more likely moved for the fly which had landed upon the large chunk that had long ago vanished from his ear. "It is strange Goddess that you fear such a thing, I long ago embraced my domain, to fear what you are is to struggle against great adversity." This was probably the longest conversation the god of famine had, had in a very long time and his stone like eyes turned on the dark goddess for the first time in this whole conversation, they turned to look upon her joining the action which his disjointed voice. "You are young" The voice paused and he coughed out his breath his lips opening slightly blood seeping down his chin as he did so. "I was young, once a very long time ago but I allowed my life, or death, or exsistance to become this what you see before you, I embraced my fate, accepted it, you, like many, probably think to look at this beast that he must be beyond help, beyond any sort of glee."
The lips turned in a smirk, pulling and tearing at the already bloodied stitches that held his mouth bound shut. "Embrace your life goddess, it is foolish to fight agains that what you are, it is a battle you cannot win and will drive you in to insanity's rhealm." Another cough echoed then fromt he body, his whole form wrtching as if he was about to cough up the very bones and sinnew which held him together. With a long, gasping breath the body once again gained some sort of shakey posture, the body shaking like a leaf the sounds of his bones creaking with this odd movement.
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Posted: Wed Sep 05, 2007 1:37 pm
Rage's eyes narrowed and she cast her eyes to the ground, try to focus, try to keep it hidden away, though something was boiling, this god told her to embrace what she feared, how could she embrace such a monstrous thing? He did not understand he would not embrace what she was, least thats what she believed so.
"I am not," she uttered when he said she was young, for so long she had been in existence, though many might label her as young because of her choice actions, to the world and others she might be young, though then again, for much of her life she secluded herself from others.
He did not understand.
"I've already battled myself more times then you may comprehend, and I am still sane yet," though she wasn't quite sure what sane was known as these days, oh wel, from what she knew, she was sane, only cursed, only cursed.
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Posted: Thu Sep 06, 2007 8:11 am
The bone thin body of Jaddis rattled then as a dry cold laugh left the body. This laugh was not form the disjointed voice but instead from the body, for a change. His lips tore where the thread periced through his lips, it almost seemedlike he would rip them from his lips he laughed so much but no, the thread held tight and the body that the goddess of rage saw before her sat still once more though it shiovered from the effort of laughter.
"I may understand more than you think. It is choice that keeps this body moving, choice to continue onwards in my domain even though the body pains and whitheres so near to death yet cannot die. I have seen rage in the past it is not something I would like to trifle with. Coupled with war it is an unstoppable force, alone it can do many things if it can be controlled with rationality." The steely voice echoed above her head and around her ears, perhaps rage would realise that the voice was just for her, that if any other beast would wander by all that would be seen would be a vertical body so close to death stareing at a black goddess, they would hear no sound unless he wished it.
"I have spoken to many gods in my time Lady rage, do not distance yourself from that which is you, it will cause you more heart ache." The shakey body let out a breath then, confirming that the skeletal frame was infact still alive. This was certainly becoming a long conversation for the god of famine, he had never sat so long and conversed with another without them at least occasionally flinching or giving a quick goodbye to retreat away from his presence, often even gods felt the pangs of hunger around him though he could not make a god starve he could give them the cry of hunger just with his presence.
"Tell me lady, what do you see when you look at me? You confuse me by your stillness, many leave my presence in a hurry, yet you stay and stare and speak. It is that above all things that baffles me goddess, you do not embrace your power but surely your power keeps you from cringing." The lips turned in a smile, his body did not often react with the voice, only on odd occassions, he had long removed his true mind from the skeletal form, for to be so close to it would cause him pain. The lips bled a thick deep red as he sat there those cold stony eyes fixed upon the goddess.
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Posted: Wed Sep 19, 2007 2:00 pm
Her heart ached so much more then he could believe she mused, her heart was torn, beaten, drowned in pain, ached with loss and guilt, and beat so unsteadily, her heart was weak, yet she still continued on with her life as it were. Flicking her tail Rage's silver hues stayed on the god before her regardless of appearance, noises, blood and scent, it mattered not to her, she was the goddess of rage after all, she had seen many things in her life.
Many painful things.
"No need to give me such terms, I do not deserve them," she said simply, not emotion coming to her face, her eyes told it all, she was not proud of what or who she was, what she had done and not done in the past, yet how could she help it anyway? "I can stay because what I've seen through my life makes me see things in many perspectives..." it was the only sane explanation she could give.
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Posted: Wed Sep 19, 2007 2:12 pm
Jaddis stopped breathing all together for a long time, and silence raigned as the air around him buzzed with flied, creatureds that thought him dead enought o eat, though the body did not seem to notice their presence or be bothered by it. At last the head nodded. "yes, we all stay to fullfill a purpose. I will always fullfill mine, I go where I am needed lady rage, follow your paws to where you are needed." At last he breathed once more and the silence was broken.
Stone dead eyes watched the female quietly, as if he was thinking about what to say next, after all the goddess before him was something he understood, rage, rage had many a time led to a famine, unbridled rage was the cause of war, he could follow war or pestilance in to battle and come out the other end with his job complete. "Perhaps you require a companion Lady, I do not understand why you keep yourself in check, you are a force to be reaconed with and I have followed much less powerful forces in to the brink than you. You see what i am? I follow after you and your ilk have finished. It is my place to bringthat which will bring the next generation. Without war, famine, rage, pestilance death, greed, hastred, there cannot be life. We do a service you and I and our kind though we are dissliked. Do not turn your back on what you are, you should be proud of what you are as I am."
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Posted: Sat Sep 22, 2007 3:39 pm
"A companion?" the idea flooded her mind and she shook her head, "No, I don't want to lose anyone else in my life, tragedy has struck me many a time, I do not wish to live through it again you must understand."
No, she would not lose another, she would not bing herself to do it.
Flicking her tail she sighed, peered at the ground and rose to her paws, taking a few steps, looking back at the god of famine, "Forgive me, I am not as proud as others might believe I am to be, but I know who I am. God...friend" she stated with slight hesitation, friends could be lost just as easily as family members, "I must take my leave, muse upon what has been said, yet though I do hope that perhaps one day you'll have a companion, as I will not."
With that she gave a final nod and went on her way, such things to speak of, it made her blood boil, and she did not wish to strike another today, who's bones already creek as hers did.
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Posted: Mon Sep 24, 2007 11:23 am
The bone like figure watched as the dark lioness walked away from him, his slatey eyes never changing. He let out a torn ragged breath, his lungs emptying of air. "May the fates guide you lady rage." His voice answered behind her as he too stood and turned towards the call, his paws leding the way to his next destination.
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