I'm feeling lucky, old lady! Fortune tapping at my elbow!
Hello, fabulous guild!
I am so terribly happy to have you guys here when I need you.
To the prayer request.
(And I appologize in advance for my... Colorful language.)
Lately, I have felt like such an attention hog. I, myself, hate those kind of people and do a fairly good job of not being an attention hog.
To me, people who are overly hogging attention are stuck up and conceited. They are some of THE MOST annoying people to me.
Anyway, I am finding myself poking my friend in the side (which makes her jump) whenever she is talking to her boyfriend whom she doesn't spend that much time with.
I find myself waiting for all attention to be on me before I speak.
I find myself getting depressed when my friends won't talk to me at lunch.
I only do this with my friends, though.
So tell me (your opinions, if nothing else), am I being a stuck up, conceited b***h and a total attention whore? Why does this only happen with friends? Am I doing anything wrong here? Isn't it natural to like attention?
And there's more.
I currently have a headache and also need to do some school work. I think that a good, long hot shower would do me good but I find this need to do my work before I worry about myself and my headache. Have I become so much of a routine "daddy's girl" in the sense that my parents pounded "work before play" into my head as a child (and as I am now older, I am starting to see that that is not always the case, like right now) that I am allowing things like this, that common sense counters and speaks against, that I am willing to put work infront of my (mental) well being?
Am I?
Please, give me your advice. I would love to hear from anyone on either of these topics but the first more than the second.
Finally, please pray for me. I am afraid that if this doesn't get resolved soon that I will go suicidal again or something. At least turn to drastic measures to try and cope with this.
Thank you and praise the Lord that I don't have to do this alone.
(And by 'this,' I mean life [among other things].)
I am so terribly happy to have you guys here when I need you.
To the prayer request.
(And I appologize in advance for my... Colorful language.)
Lately, I have felt like such an attention hog. I, myself, hate those kind of people and do a fairly good job of not being an attention hog.
To me, people who are overly hogging attention are stuck up and conceited. They are some of THE MOST annoying people to me.
Anyway, I am finding myself poking my friend in the side (which makes her jump) whenever she is talking to her boyfriend whom she doesn't spend that much time with.
I find myself waiting for all attention to be on me before I speak.
I find myself getting depressed when my friends won't talk to me at lunch.
I only do this with my friends, though.
So tell me (your opinions, if nothing else), am I being a stuck up, conceited b***h and a total attention whore? Why does this only happen with friends? Am I doing anything wrong here? Isn't it natural to like attention?
And there's more.
I currently have a headache and also need to do some school work. I think that a good, long hot shower would do me good but I find this need to do my work before I worry about myself and my headache. Have I become so much of a routine "daddy's girl" in the sense that my parents pounded "work before play" into my head as a child (and as I am now older, I am starting to see that that is not always the case, like right now) that I am allowing things like this, that common sense counters and speaks against, that I am willing to put work infront of my (mental) well being?
Am I?
Please, give me your advice. I would love to hear from anyone on either of these topics but the first more than the second.
Finally, please pray for me. I am afraid that if this doesn't get resolved soon that I will go suicidal again or something. At least turn to drastic measures to try and cope with this.
Thank you and praise the Lord that I don't have to do this alone.
(And by 'this,' I mean life [among other things].)
That was me telling you not to be stupid.
