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 Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 11:40 am
Hmm, wuts going on now??
Not much I just have the tweekiest dreams and they are so weird and hopefull untrue >.< I wake up going O.o what the hell... its crazy I wont go into detail at this moment.
Work... yea fun... I actually am not supposed to work this weekend but I can't find anyone to work for me and I told them I couldn't come in because i'm supposed to be going out of town. But my plans for that got cancled and they already like made plans for me not to come in so I can't go in and I couldn't find any one to work fo rme so I really hope they found someone to work for me.
Aww, I didn't get paid as much as I thought I would have but thats a'right i'm making an UUBER AWESOME trip in a few weeks I got the plane ticket and the hotel cost covered now its just money for taking out my UUBER AWESOME GIRLFRIEND!! thats a'right I get paid one more time before I leave for there. and damn I can't wait to fricken see her. She's so amazing. I want to hold her in my arms and keep her there and not EVER let go of her... I love her so much ^.^
I'll post random rantings every once and a while here ^.^ this thread will get filled up quite fast... haha I like to rand... and rant... AND RANT.. MUAHAHA
*cough* I wonder if someone actually read all that?!?!?!?! if you did your awesome thats alot of typing-ness ^.^ I love to rant so stay tuned or not... either way i'll rant ^.^
*cough* bye bye now
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 12:02 pm
Aww Quinnie my dear brother, I have a song to sing to you about you and my dear friend/Sister Mar!
Quinn and Mar...
Sitting in a tree...
K.
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N.
G.
First comes love...
Then comes Marrage...
Then comes baby in the baby carrage!
AND WHAT ABOUT ME!?!?! YOUR NOT EXCITED TO SEE ME!?!?! -runs out of the room crying-
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 12:07 pm
Just so everone knows, i'm not REALLY Heather's brother i'm just a close friend and act like it and Mar isn't REALLY her sister she's also just a close friend and acts like it. So everyone knows... i'm not dating my sister... Just thought i'd throw that in so nobody gets confused... ahh yes Heather i'd hug you ^.^
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 12:13 pm
-crosses arms and looks away- Just a hug!?!?!
Oh and what Quinnie-Poo said was slightly right. Also as you can see he likes to tease me on ocations and I laugh about them!
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 12:18 pm
Yea Heat/her just laughs... Also yea Heather a hug got a problem with a hug?? well, if you do to bad ima give you a hug...
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 12:21 pm
You know what... You know what.....
I don't know what...
OH!!
I want one everyday then because your awesome like that!
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 6:19 pm
GAHH, A MEETING AT WORK!! I'D RATHER SAW OFF MY ARM!!
FOLLOWED BY TRANSITION NIGHT
THEY HAD POPCORN!! W00T!! ^.^
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 12:12 pm
RAWR!!! Thats all I gotta say
haha ^.^
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 11:30 am
Wow... my birthdays suck... They just do. It's always inevitable something has always happend every year of my birthday since I can remember and now its implanted into my head and every year on my birthday I always get in this crazy as hell mood *sigh* Well, yesterday was my birthday my grandpa was hospitalized cuz he broke his wrist and shoulder. Yea he's old. I guess its just the fact that something bad always happens on my birthday. He's fine yea pretty sure he went home but still... bothers me. Today I stayed home from school just cuz. I really didn't wanna go to school today. I'm kinda in a spacey mood and in a very bad one. Thats a'right tho i'll get over it. I got the ACT's tomorrow. I shouldn't even be in a bad mood... I really shouldn't I don't have to work till Tuesday don't have school till Monday I can do wut I want. *shigh* I hate thinking. I always do it. I think too much always have probly always will. Tsh, people shouldn't need to remind me that they care about me but it seems as tho my mind yerns for it. I kno people do I really kno they do. HAHA, that made me laugh its kinda like i'm arguing with myself... well... I kinda am but still. I'm allowed I can rant about w/e I want MUAHAHA. I hate being alone... sweatdrop I think, then I get mad, then I get depressed, then I get... *shrug* idk wut it is its just my crazy talkin I guess. Oh well, i'll get over it... At some point in time.
>.<
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 1:27 pm
Ever have those days where you just kinda... are there?? You don't want to do your school work but mindlessly it gets done without effort and you go along your day in a haze. You talk to people but it just doesn't feel like its you who's talking... you are just looking out your own eyes and not really you. Where you try to form thoughts but they wont come out quite right. then you start actually making thought connections and the only thing you can possibly think about is people letting you down or hurt coming from something unkown to you even. Then you start to get mad because you don't know wuts wrong with you. You just hope someone will start s**t just so you can finish it?? You feel like you just isn't good enough for a single soul in the galazy. You think that if you give advice to someone it will probly be bad advice and wont help them at all and in fact make things worse?? ever have those days where you wish you could just sleep or be left alone and when you are finally left alone you wish someone would touch your shoulder and say "hey man lets go for a walk you look like you could use some company" or for someone just to give a flying ******** about how you feel about someone or something. Ever have those days where so bad you want people to care about you but you can't tell them to just care about you and you can't vaguely hint toward it because then something bad will happen. Ever have those days wen you really should smile but for an unkown reason you don't?? Ever have those days where everyone thinks your so strong because you help them with their problems but prehaps you just need a little lovin'?? (haha saying "you just need a little lovin' made me smile and laugh) Ever have those days where you want to help people so you can feel better or make people laugh just so you can feel better?? Ever want someone to just come up to you and tell you how cool of a person you are?? Ever want a friend of yours just to go "I kno I never say this but you know... you are a great friend it seems as though if I ever need someone to talk to you are always there to listen and when your not I can just say seriously man I need your help and you'll drop your own problems for anyone who has problems they want to talk about" Ever want someone to give you just a bit of credit for anything?? Ever think everything is your fault?? Ever have those days where you feel completely useless and undeserving of all these things I speak of?? prehaps I am just having a bad day I ask to myself... but it seems as though its gone on for about a week... a week exactly from today... Apr. 12... my birthday...*vents* Time to put on a smile for everyone to see
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Posted: Thu May 03, 2007 9:14 am
*Splash* yup that was my life hitting the eternal shithole... Well this sucks I did HORRIBLE on the ACT's I kno its not too much of a big deal but it was a really big deal to me... I only got a 17. So now I feel i've failed myself and even someone els. That doesn't detour me from what i'm going to do in the futur a WHOLE hell of alot. I mean ima go to a community college for a few years get general classes out of the way (maybe by then i'll get smart ehh??) then maybe go to Iowa or Michigan (somethings telling me I wont get into Michigan but i'll try anywayz. i'll just take the ACT's again and buckle down next year its not that big od a deal to other people but it is to me. I feel like i've let everyone down and that now people might not trust me to complete my responsibilities... (O.o maybe their right...) But I still want to be a psychologist or a counselor of some kind. I'm just really pissed off at myself now... god damnit... this sucks. *sigh* no ima go and do nothing... awesome... feels like wut i've done with my life is get my leg stuck in a bear trap... gotta pry it off to move forward and even still i'll be limping for a while... ******** wut have i done...
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Posted: Tue Jul 03, 2007 6:00 pm
Haha, so a'right not only did I find out my mom's side of the family is totally trailor trash but, people keep cuttin me down today. Like wuts with today jeez?? eek i'm always being cut down but today it was just by everyone... I mean its no big deal really I take s**t all the time but damn. I guess i'm more irresponsible than I was a few years ago or something. This is wut I get for helping someone?? Really?? This person goes and does some really bad s**t and she needs someone to talk to so i'm here for her n' all even tho we've had a bad history. I still give her the time of day. All I get repaid is s**t talk ******** that. She turns her problem into mine by switching a situation which is even a falsehood. Just because she ******** cheats on all her boyfriends doesn't mean i'm not loyal. I'm probly one of the most loyal people anyone is ever gonna meet. she dates some guy then turns around and ******** another and this is MY problem?? I can understand being there for people but it was her ******** up she shoulda known better. So because i'm not a heartless monster and I talk to her and give her advice as to wut she should do all she does is takl s**t and take pills. How is that gonna ******** help anything?? Wut if I wasn't there for her?? i'm affraid of the worst... So she throws my helpfull-ness into my face by accusing me of s**t... How does this even make sense at all?? *sigh* I tell her that she's a friend but how is that even remotely close to treating me like a friend?? She's my ex... But still (I hate to say it but she doens't exactly have that many friends to begin with) This could be the reason why. But s**t not even a "Thanks Quinn for atleast being there wen I called" Grr... Well, atleast that situation is solved now and she can go about her life again until the next time she ******** up (I really hate to be mean and say that but I got this feeling its gonna happen) Then she'll probly call me again and being the person I am I ******** HATE LETTING PEOPLE DOWN!! So ima probly end up suckin it up and helpin her anywayz. Even tho I don't get a thanks or the time of day otherwise... Great friendship eh??
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Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 12:38 pm
Beans beans they give you gas, they go
in your mouth and out your-
Thats all I got to say.
razz
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Posted: Fri Mar 05, 2010 1:46 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 05, 2010 1:48 pm
Xxi Ownz Ur FacexX
Beans beans they give you gas, they go
in your mouth and out your-
Thats all I got to say.
razz I finished it hehehehehe 3nodding blaugh
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