Hellishly in Love
A Song
Age: 16
Is there no way of escaping
Once you've fallen down this slippery hole?
You see, it’s no ordinary fall
I'm just trying to let you know I'm here
But you just think I've lost my mind
Why is love so hard?
So hellishly confusing?
Why does it seem like the more I fall in love,
The more I end up crying myself to sleep?
Please don't just leave me all alone
'Cause this is killing me inside
I can't survive following you forever
Never with deliverance
But I can't help it, can't you see?
I'm just so hellishly in love...
I follow your steps so precisely
Like a lost sheep, like a curious small child
Yet you strike your hand out to shoo me
To get me out of your life
I guess I'm just not good enough for you
Why is love so hard?
So hellishly confusing?
Why does it seem like the more I fall in love,
The more I end up crying myself to sleep?
Please don't just leave me all alone
'Cause this is killing me inside
I can't survive following you forever
Never with deliverance
But I can't help it, can't you see?
I'm just so hellishly in love...
Why can't you accept me?
I don't throw myself at your feet
Just so you can kick me in the face!
Give me a chance and you might see
Something you might like in me
'Cause everything in you I liked
But now I wonder why!
So I'll cry myself to sleep
But not over something like you!
I'll cry myself to sleep for not realizing before
That you're a waste of time and life
And my love for you is through!
So when you read this, just leave me alone
'Cause it killed me inside when you denied me
I'll survive without your putdowns and your hate
I'll find my own deliverance
And when I disappear from your life
I really hope you miss me and realize one thing
I was so hellishly in love
But my love for you died.
A Song
Age: 16
Is there no way of escaping
Once you've fallen down this slippery hole?
You see, it’s no ordinary fall
I'm just trying to let you know I'm here
But you just think I've lost my mind
Why is love so hard?
So hellishly confusing?
Why does it seem like the more I fall in love,
The more I end up crying myself to sleep?
Please don't just leave me all alone
'Cause this is killing me inside
I can't survive following you forever
Never with deliverance
But I can't help it, can't you see?
I'm just so hellishly in love...
I follow your steps so precisely
Like a lost sheep, like a curious small child
Yet you strike your hand out to shoo me
To get me out of your life
I guess I'm just not good enough for you
Why is love so hard?
So hellishly confusing?
Why does it seem like the more I fall in love,
The more I end up crying myself to sleep?
Please don't just leave me all alone
'Cause this is killing me inside
I can't survive following you forever
Never with deliverance
But I can't help it, can't you see?
I'm just so hellishly in love...
Why can't you accept me?
I don't throw myself at your feet
Just so you can kick me in the face!
Give me a chance and you might see
Something you might like in me
'Cause everything in you I liked
But now I wonder why!
So I'll cry myself to sleep
But not over something like you!
I'll cry myself to sleep for not realizing before
That you're a waste of time and life
And my love for you is through!
So when you read this, just leave me alone
'Cause it killed me inside when you denied me
I'll survive without your putdowns and your hate
I'll find my own deliverance
And when I disappear from your life
I really hope you miss me and realize one thing
I was so hellishly in love
But my love for you died.
