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 Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 9:59 pm
may have become an hero.
She's only someone I know on the Internet but... oh god. The last post she made was a day ago, and before that she was consistantly posting more than once every day. And then she made this completely spastic post that was just... s**t; when I look back at it now I think to myself, "haha she couldn't have been serious about anything, could she?"
Could.
She.
She's been falling more and more into this pit lately of random emo confessions (like she tried to off herself and failed) and going from being really squealy to having random nervous breakdowns. And I basically just gave her straight blunt s**t all the time because A.) I was scared of her doing something to herself and B.) I have had it up to ******** HERE with depression eating my friends alive.
And she made that post and she hasn't signed on, she cleared her status on MSN before signing off yesterday... I commented on her post and was just like, "You better ******** be okay. Make a goddamn post RIGHT NOW."
I'm pretty sure someone on my f-list knows her IRL so I'll be talking to her tomorrow if she doesn't turn up.
Just... whoo. If I get news that she's gone, goddamnit, I seriously will cry. I've found myself increasingly annoyed with her over the past few months but now I've realized there will just be this gaping hole if she's gone. She's such an integral part of my group of friends... we absolutely cannot lose her. We just can't.
What will I do if she's dead? I'll have to call my mom, I guess, and just cry, and she won't understand but she's the best set of ears I've got, I guess...
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Posted: Fri Feb 23, 2007 9:08 am
That's the terribly tragic thing about internet friendships, as opposed to friendships formed in a small town where everybody knows everybody's parents cause you all shop at the same grocery store. In a small town, if someone drops off the face of the earth everyone knows *why* and can, and usually will, tell you *why*. But with internet friends, it's really much harder to keep track of them in the event something does happen to them.
I try not to dwell on it, but I confess I do worry every so often, "What if this person whom my only contact with is through the internet were to drop off the face of the Earth? Would I ever know?" Not even suicide or anything like that. But say, a car crash. It's kind of an alarming thing that really highlights just *how* vunerable people are in the grand scheme of things.
I hope your friend is ok. It could be that her computer's down, or that her internet's down, or that her power's out, or that she's just got a whopping case of the flu or the runs. These things happen. But if you are worried about her doing something to hurt herself maybe you could find and give her the number of her local suicide hotline. Or something.
*hugs*
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Posted: Fri Feb 23, 2007 7:42 pm
She seems to at least be alive, we, er, think. We don't know anything else than that because she hasn't signed on and hasn't gone on Facebook and just plain doesn't seem to have come on the Internet for two days. One of our friends texted her twice, both messages went through, but she's receieved no replied.
*hugs back for Peeka* blargh. I just want her to get her punk-a** online and talk to us.
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