The boy I love
Says he likes me back
And admits to trying to hold my hand (which never happened properly. the most proper was, he was holding my thumb XD)
But he has a girlfriend =_=
ANYWHO
Recently he's brought up a previous crush, which also is a guy.
He said that he spent the night at this guy’s house and they almost had sex
When I asked him "what is almost?" he wouldn't answer me!
First of all, I am NOT jealous.
Though I want to kill this person.
Because. If it weren't for his perverted ness, the boy I love would have been happy with this person, maybe.
I think that's why I'm angry =_=
I suppose a little of me is jealous
. But the furthest I want to go is a kiss.
A lip kiss, no tongue ><
I have no reason to be jealous...
But maybe its because he got to touch him (I’m not sure what exactly happened. he won't tell me which is another part of why I’m frustrated!!!!!!)
GRR I'm so angry and I want to die
Or cry
I want to hug someone and just break down!
T_____T
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