Inside you I was Reborn
Tiah RP Log: Love me or leave me.
*Her ample eyes softly closed as she rested herself against her mate; her paws lay limp against his backside as she nuzzled her chin along his dark mane; inhaling softly. A satisfied smile passed her maw as she rested herself upon him; her orange and cream fur softly laced along his dark red pelt as she spoke out to him with an indefinite tone.*
"Tell me, what are you thinking about...?"
*They were both shaded by a near by tree; it's shadow covering an immense amount of golden grass around them, turning it into a dark gray hue. Her body was rolled up against his, as she hung over him like a small cub would, adoring him sweetly.*
His eyes rested closed as he lay lazily upon the side of his body, his arms and legs sticking out from him as he felt his mates head resting along his mane. His eyes slowly opened, staring at what was in front of him. He seemed to be in somewhat of a faint daze, no doubt somewhat tired but then again this is how he always was.
"Nothing in particular..."
He lied, closing his eyes once more. The one thing that seemed to pass through his thoughts was the usual of what to do next. He felt somewhat bored and un-entertained. He was growing sick of this place despite having not even staying there for a day. He felt as though it was time to move however he found it difficult, despite his thoughts, his body seemed to have a different opinion. he felt tired and unusually exhausted, perhaps he would lay there a bit longer before getting up to move again.
"Mmm… your boring."
*Tiah laughed to herself before moving away from him. Her claws contracted slowly as she slinked upward and yawned; her envy colored eyes softly narrowed as she gazed at him with a smirk. Without any words the female moved back to him and sat in front of him; gazing down at his frame.*
"Nothing is always on your mind; when did you lose the ability to think?"
*She joked before clawing at the scars upon his face. They were reminders of when she found him.*
"Your one to talk, you always ask that same stupid question expecting a different answer each time....."
he spoke, lifting his head as he shook her claw off from his face, moving to stand to his feet. his head hung low, almost touching the ground as his eyes opened slowly once again. yawning, his mouth opened widely as he moved both his paws forward, stretching himself as though to make himself feel a little more comfortable. the tension in his muscles loosening as he moved to speak.
"it starts to become repetitive after awhile......"
he said, in a low tone of voice sounding almost spiteful in his words however hardly meaning anything by it. she knew never to take what he said seriously despite how offensive it may sound. it was just in his character to say such things without giving it much thought. he moved himself forward, walking slowly, his eyes remaining half closed as a tired look overcame him. he hadn’t gotten much rest in the past few days and finally his lack of sleep was beginning to catch up with him.
"Well, at least I ask questions."
*She frowned and followed him as he started to walk away from her. Her eyes shifted from him to the ground as he spoke again; his words never were easy to take. It took her years to get use to his personality yet she still found herself wanting to rip his tail off for being so uncivilized with her.*
"And you walking away from me isn't repetitive?"
*She sighed and padded along side him.*
"Haven't been sleeping much-- have you?"
*She asked with a questioning brow. Tiah was not always around... so she really didn't know his sleeping patterns.*
"Me walking away may be repetitive but it achieves desired results....."
he spoke somewhat coldly. he had a lot on his mind, ever since his exile from his pride he had become rather bitter and cold towards others. The events seemed to constantly reply back in his mind, if only he had been able to succeed he'd have been the ruler of the pride. However thanks to that traitor, he was now forced to live in the wilderness. something he wasn’t exactly used to, despite the many years he had already spent living. It was as though god had casted him out of heaven and he was left in darkness. Left to just stay there staring at the gates of paradise that would no longer be open to him. he felt angry, sad, frustrated, everything seemed to irritate him so. he couldn’t help but ponder such questions like "what if" to himself. there were more thoughts within his mind then he let Tiah know. however his thoughts were his own, he didn’t much care to share them with his mate at this time. he stopped momentarily, his head shifting to look behind him as he saw Tiah moving along side him
"No i haven’t... I’m sorry i snapped at you...."
*At his sudden verbal attack at her Tiah’s back muscles tensed and without any thought she snarled and pushed herself at him with extending claws; impulse pushed her to do this… she wouldn’t let him do this to her again; he wouldn’t get away with belittling her. With a deep hiss the lioness pulled him down to the ground, ruffling his red coat against the golden grasses of the outskirts of the Pride Lands. A deep murmur passed her heaving chest as she held him down with both paws; speaking in a whisper.*
“Stop it... Isaakkkk.. just stop it.”
*She purred softly under a slick grin. Tiah was just doing the only thing she could; He wasn’t willing to tell her about what was eating at him yet... so until he opened up to her she was forced to use drastic actions. With a deep sigh the lioness withdrew her claws and rolled off of him slowly.*
“..Then go get some sleep, I can see that you don’t need me.”
*The fact that he said ‘sorry’ to her meant a lot, but right now she could have cared less. With a deep frown she looked away from him and padded on ward. If he wanted to talk to her in a civilized manner then he would have to find her.*
his eyes simply stared tirelessly back at her as he was pushed to his back. he wasn’t in much of the mood to physically fight with her. he simply lay there, staring up at her as he felt her paws beat down against his chest as she held him down. at this point his mind was in another place, he simply lay dazed unable to stop thinking of what could have been. however as it time passed, as she rolled off of him, he seemed to snap back into reality, hearing her words. telling him to get some sleep, however he found it hard. for some reason he felt compelled to constantly be on the move, perhaps in his mind he thought the further away he got from his pride, the easier it would be to simply let go however he couldn’t. it was an obsession to him.
What happened back then was all he could think about. he rolled himself up to his face, not saying a word as he continued to walk away from her. perhaps he would consider trying to sleep. it was starting to become something he desperately started to need. however for some reason every time he closed his eyes he could see his king staring back at him, a condescending gaze of disappointment. it seemed to torture him. just the thought on its own seemed to only anger him further. however perhaps after he got some sleep he would be in a better mood. he left the area trying to find an old tree to sleep under.
*A dull look now played over the orange and cream female as she moved herself into a trot and padded to the nearest waterhole. He r envy colored eyes softly shifted from the waters to her paws as she sighed and sat down. She hated when he blocked himself from her; she hated when he failed to talk to her about things that upset him… she hated having to yell at him to get him to look at her; this couldn't be healthy.
Did he not love her anymore? Was it because she didn't want cubs?- or was this something else all together? Whatever it was it pained her too, she was really unable to help him in his current state.
With another tired sight she looked back and smiled. He was already out of sight.. but his sent still reminded. Tiah couldn't leave him like that, even if he would have left her.. Tiah couldn't bring herself to leave him on a bitter note. Frowning softly to herself the female turned back and started off in his direction again, hoping that he was moving slow enough for her to find.*
he hadn’t been moving very fast due to the lack of sleep however, he had already found a spot fitting for him to take a small nap. he was standing right underneath a large tree, his branches towering over him as it provided him with shade from the hot sun. he smiled slightly as he closed his eyes, ungracefully falling over to his side, his head buried in the straw colored grass. his eyes closed as he tried to relax himself. his body slowly filling and exhaling air. he blinked a few times, as he slowly started to fall victim to his body’s needs. he couldn’t stay awake much longer, though it had only been but a few moments since he got there he found himself dwindling between the dream world and the real world. the two seemed to slowly merge together as he found himself slipping away with each passing moment. he just wanted to sleep for a little bit. even if it was only for an hour.
"Isaak.. I'm.."
*Tiah stopped slowly as she gazed over at her sleeping counter part. She smiled faintly, feeling at bit upset at herself for being so mad at him… he was so tired, shame on her for taking that out on him. With soft paws she slowly moved herself over to him and sat. At first she simply smiled down at him and adored his sheepish state, but as he started to drift off into a light slumber she found herself moving down beside him, joining him. Her chin rested along his paws as she curled her orange body beside his red pelt; nuzzling her face back into his mane once more.
She wanted to be where ever he was, even if they didn't get along all the time… Tiah did love him and she would be by his side for as long as he wanted her to be. With a soft yawn the female smiled and gazed out at the lands once more, before closing her green eyes and resting her head back against him… in sleep she found peace; in sleep they bonded.*
*Her ample eyes softly closed as she rested herself against her mate; her paws lay limp against his backside as she nuzzled her chin along his dark mane; inhaling softly. A satisfied smile passed her maw as she rested herself upon him; her orange and cream fur softly laced along his dark red pelt as she spoke out to him with an indefinite tone.*
"Tell me, what are you thinking about...?"
*They were both shaded by a near by tree; it's shadow covering an immense amount of golden grass around them, turning it into a dark gray hue. Her body was rolled up against his, as she hung over him like a small cub would, adoring him sweetly.*
His eyes rested closed as he lay lazily upon the side of his body, his arms and legs sticking out from him as he felt his mates head resting along his mane. His eyes slowly opened, staring at what was in front of him. He seemed to be in somewhat of a faint daze, no doubt somewhat tired but then again this is how he always was.
"Nothing in particular..."
He lied, closing his eyes once more. The one thing that seemed to pass through his thoughts was the usual of what to do next. He felt somewhat bored and un-entertained. He was growing sick of this place despite having not even staying there for a day. He felt as though it was time to move however he found it difficult, despite his thoughts, his body seemed to have a different opinion. he felt tired and unusually exhausted, perhaps he would lay there a bit longer before getting up to move again.
"Mmm… your boring."
*Tiah laughed to herself before moving away from him. Her claws contracted slowly as she slinked upward and yawned; her envy colored eyes softly narrowed as she gazed at him with a smirk. Without any words the female moved back to him and sat in front of him; gazing down at his frame.*
"Nothing is always on your mind; when did you lose the ability to think?"
*She joked before clawing at the scars upon his face. They were reminders of when she found him.*
"Your one to talk, you always ask that same stupid question expecting a different answer each time....."
he spoke, lifting his head as he shook her claw off from his face, moving to stand to his feet. his head hung low, almost touching the ground as his eyes opened slowly once again. yawning, his mouth opened widely as he moved both his paws forward, stretching himself as though to make himself feel a little more comfortable. the tension in his muscles loosening as he moved to speak.
"it starts to become repetitive after awhile......"
he said, in a low tone of voice sounding almost spiteful in his words however hardly meaning anything by it. she knew never to take what he said seriously despite how offensive it may sound. it was just in his character to say such things without giving it much thought. he moved himself forward, walking slowly, his eyes remaining half closed as a tired look overcame him. he hadn’t gotten much rest in the past few days and finally his lack of sleep was beginning to catch up with him.
"Well, at least I ask questions."
*She frowned and followed him as he started to walk away from her. Her eyes shifted from him to the ground as he spoke again; his words never were easy to take. It took her years to get use to his personality yet she still found herself wanting to rip his tail off for being so uncivilized with her.*
"And you walking away from me isn't repetitive?"
*She sighed and padded along side him.*
"Haven't been sleeping much-- have you?"
*She asked with a questioning brow. Tiah was not always around... so she really didn't know his sleeping patterns.*
"Me walking away may be repetitive but it achieves desired results....."
he spoke somewhat coldly. he had a lot on his mind, ever since his exile from his pride he had become rather bitter and cold towards others. The events seemed to constantly reply back in his mind, if only he had been able to succeed he'd have been the ruler of the pride. However thanks to that traitor, he was now forced to live in the wilderness. something he wasn’t exactly used to, despite the many years he had already spent living. It was as though god had casted him out of heaven and he was left in darkness. Left to just stay there staring at the gates of paradise that would no longer be open to him. he felt angry, sad, frustrated, everything seemed to irritate him so. he couldn’t help but ponder such questions like "what if" to himself. there were more thoughts within his mind then he let Tiah know. however his thoughts were his own, he didn’t much care to share them with his mate at this time. he stopped momentarily, his head shifting to look behind him as he saw Tiah moving along side him
"No i haven’t... I’m sorry i snapped at you...."
*At his sudden verbal attack at her Tiah’s back muscles tensed and without any thought she snarled and pushed herself at him with extending claws; impulse pushed her to do this… she wouldn’t let him do this to her again; he wouldn’t get away with belittling her. With a deep hiss the lioness pulled him down to the ground, ruffling his red coat against the golden grasses of the outskirts of the Pride Lands. A deep murmur passed her heaving chest as she held him down with both paws; speaking in a whisper.*
“Stop it... Isaakkkk.. just stop it.”
*She purred softly under a slick grin. Tiah was just doing the only thing she could; He wasn’t willing to tell her about what was eating at him yet... so until he opened up to her she was forced to use drastic actions. With a deep sigh the lioness withdrew her claws and rolled off of him slowly.*
“..Then go get some sleep, I can see that you don’t need me.”
*The fact that he said ‘sorry’ to her meant a lot, but right now she could have cared less. With a deep frown she looked away from him and padded on ward. If he wanted to talk to her in a civilized manner then he would have to find her.*
his eyes simply stared tirelessly back at her as he was pushed to his back. he wasn’t in much of the mood to physically fight with her. he simply lay there, staring up at her as he felt her paws beat down against his chest as she held him down. at this point his mind was in another place, he simply lay dazed unable to stop thinking of what could have been. however as it time passed, as she rolled off of him, he seemed to snap back into reality, hearing her words. telling him to get some sleep, however he found it hard. for some reason he felt compelled to constantly be on the move, perhaps in his mind he thought the further away he got from his pride, the easier it would be to simply let go however he couldn’t. it was an obsession to him.
What happened back then was all he could think about. he rolled himself up to his face, not saying a word as he continued to walk away from her. perhaps he would consider trying to sleep. it was starting to become something he desperately started to need. however for some reason every time he closed his eyes he could see his king staring back at him, a condescending gaze of disappointment. it seemed to torture him. just the thought on its own seemed to only anger him further. however perhaps after he got some sleep he would be in a better mood. he left the area trying to find an old tree to sleep under.
*A dull look now played over the orange and cream female as she moved herself into a trot and padded to the nearest waterhole. He r envy colored eyes softly shifted from the waters to her paws as she sighed and sat down. She hated when he blocked himself from her; she hated when he failed to talk to her about things that upset him… she hated having to yell at him to get him to look at her; this couldn't be healthy.
Did he not love her anymore? Was it because she didn't want cubs?- or was this something else all together? Whatever it was it pained her too, she was really unable to help him in his current state.
With another tired sight she looked back and smiled. He was already out of sight.. but his sent still reminded. Tiah couldn't leave him like that, even if he would have left her.. Tiah couldn't bring herself to leave him on a bitter note. Frowning softly to herself the female turned back and started off in his direction again, hoping that he was moving slow enough for her to find.*
he hadn’t been moving very fast due to the lack of sleep however, he had already found a spot fitting for him to take a small nap. he was standing right underneath a large tree, his branches towering over him as it provided him with shade from the hot sun. he smiled slightly as he closed his eyes, ungracefully falling over to his side, his head buried in the straw colored grass. his eyes closed as he tried to relax himself. his body slowly filling and exhaling air. he blinked a few times, as he slowly started to fall victim to his body’s needs. he couldn’t stay awake much longer, though it had only been but a few moments since he got there he found himself dwindling between the dream world and the real world. the two seemed to slowly merge together as he found himself slipping away with each passing moment. he just wanted to sleep for a little bit. even if it was only for an hour.
"Isaak.. I'm.."
*Tiah stopped slowly as she gazed over at her sleeping counter part. She smiled faintly, feeling at bit upset at herself for being so mad at him… he was so tired, shame on her for taking that out on him. With soft paws she slowly moved herself over to him and sat. At first she simply smiled down at him and adored his sheepish state, but as he started to drift off into a light slumber she found herself moving down beside him, joining him. Her chin rested along his paws as she curled her orange body beside his red pelt; nuzzling her face back into his mane once more.
She wanted to be where ever he was, even if they didn't get along all the time… Tiah did love him and she would be by his side for as long as he wanted her to be. With a soft yawn the female smiled and gazed out at the lands once more, before closing her green eyes and resting her head back against him… in sleep she found peace; in sleep they bonded.*
