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Shamans Tale Vice Captain
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 Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 5:19 am
  This journal is for the Shaman, Kioku, and her owner brokenraven. No one else may post here unless they are giving permission to from brokenraven.
Stats:
Spirit Guardian: - -
Spirit Type: - -
Other: - -
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 4:12 pm
Table of Contents
1. Official Stuff
2. Table of Contents
3. About Kioku
4. Major Events
5. Friends and Others
6. Reserved
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 4:27 pm
About Kioku
Name: Kioku
Nickname: Kiku
Age: 17
Date of Birth: 3.2.05
Gender: Female
Siblings: None
Friends: She's barely met anyone...
History: Mother always said the island was our paradise. Father always claimed Tamashii was our sanctuary.
But then our zion, our temporary haven from the discrimination we faced in the outside world, found itself attacked by something we coudn't fight against.
I watched as Mother and Father died; I suffered a less drastic version of the plague which killed so many.
Now there are babies. So, so many babies whose parents have died. I can only do my best to help Zai with them... help find those who will take care of them...
Quote: "Keep moving because your memories can only take you so far..."
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 4:57 pm
Major Events Nothing yet...
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 5:01 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 5:08 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 7:37 pm
July 6, 2005
...I've been babysitting a little boy by the name of Hao as I sit here in Miss raven's home. He's a darling, a real sweetheart to me, and without a doubt, he's the strongest shaman baby I've ever come across. However... something about Hao worries me more than I can say.
In his gurgling baby speech, I always heard a ferocity that made me fear that something would happen when he grew up, that this sweet child would bring some sort of chaos to the island. And now that he's a little older... I can see that same intensity reflected in his eyes.
"Kiku-neechan, you and I'll always take care of each other, right?" he asks me every morning as he hugs me close. "We don't need other people, besides maybe raven-neechan, right?"
He says those strange things, my little Hao... I worry about him. I want to take care of him, but... he's really... strange sometimes. He seems to think that... anyone who isn't 'one of us' is against us and dangerous. He barely trusts Zai-- and Zai is the resident Elder!
...I care about him, and I won't leave him, but... I don't know what to think sometimes... what should I do?
Since he's grown too though... I've felt a strange presence around him... it cares for him, but it scares me...
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2005 5:18 pm
July 20, 2005
It was an... extremely awkward day yesterday, when Miss raven came home carrying another little boy. She called him Draco, and said that he would be living with us-- I honestly think she has something of an obsession with small ones. But she's kind to them at least.
Draco's quiet and carries within him the same darkness Hao holds... it makes me worried that the children raven-san has found are so... different from others. But we will do all we can to see that they don't fall to the darkness within them-- they're still so young. Who can predict the future?
Hao at least took well to him-- he seems to have decided that Draco is a fitting addition to our 'family', even though he looks so much paler than the rest of us. I do adore these boys...
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2005 10:26 pm
July 24, 2005
Well, I've spoken with raven-san about some of the thoughts I've been having lately, since that conversation I had with Zai-sama and Tuari-kun. She's assured me that there's nothing to be concerned about; that they have elements which speak to them clearer than anyone else, but it doesn't make a difference to her or to some others. Like our boys.
She's started teaching me what she knows about 'Healing Touch', an energy practice she uses to understand better the world we live in. It's calmed me several times, and I really appreciate her support. I've learned so much, and she's incorporating several ideas I've told her about shamans, so hopefully we'll be able to start our own school soon enough.
I don't know though... I'm concerned. Hao and Draco keep going off in secret-- I'm afraid Hao's teaching Draco things that the baby shouldn't know yet... even though I love them dearly, I wonder sometimes if we did right to take them in... they feel so... dark sometimes.
I know that there is a balance to the universe-- but does that mean that for every being of light there is one of darkness? If so... does that mean that Hao and Draco are the dark to others' light?
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2005 6:26 pm
August 22, 2005
I'm worried. And I don't know why. I think... it might have something to do... with the dreams I've been having. I suppose you could call them nightmares-- dreams where you wake up and you're too scared to even scream... but at the same time... there's no reason for it. There's no reason for me to feel screams filling my chest...
Unless these are premonitions...
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Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2005 10:45 pm
September 16, 2005
I'm worried about raven. More than worried about her-- she's slipped into a type of melancholy akin to that which has often overtaken those grieving. I'm not sure why-- all I can pick up from wht she's told me is that events are forcing her to rethink her beliefs about herself.
Perhaps it's that she's begun to feel that she's often mistaken as a cruel, vindictive person. In truth, she's a person who feels rather uncomfortable around most people, so she tends to be careful until she feels comfortable-- then she starts to act like herself: a teasing joker with a bit of a dark side.
Given, she CAN be rather short with those she doesn't think much of-- she's an elitist, born and bred. But at the same time, she tries not to let that interfere...
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