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 Posted: Thu Feb 01, 2007 8:53 am
This is going to sound kinda weird at first, but hear me out.
When I was in kindergarden, I stated notcing the opposite sex, there was this kid I liked, his name was Mike. Of course, you know how childhood love is; Pushing them off the swings, teasing them, etc. I would constantly pull him over to me and hug me and stuff. He was like "eww, get away from me."
Then one day, when we went on a field trip, we were in a planetarium and the teacher made him sit next to me. when the lights went out, he picked up my hand and started kissing it. Of course, we were both 5 and stuff, but that was my first crush, and it was a doozy of a big one. So since then, me and him were considered "Boyfriend" and "girlfriend". Yes, I know, it is a childhood, kindegarden thing.
It was like that till I was 8 and I moved away. And for a year or so, I would cry alot and I missed him alot.
Now I am 16. Me and my best friend were talking about our first crushes. I mention him and the room got dead quiet, her and her sister stared at me as if I had a tumor growing rapidly on my face. They said "OH MY GOD!! WE KNOW HIM!!" They showed me his myspace. So I requested him. He had alot of pics of him and his girlfriend up there and all. He started talking to me and he mentioned how we used to pass notes telling eachother we loved eachother and all. He also said he moved to jersey and he moving back to my city and we should hang.
The weird thing is, is he transferred to my school. And My best freind and me were walking down the hallway, and she saw him, she pulled him over and we talked to him for a minute. When I saw him, my stomach felt him it collasped through my butt. I never felt that feeling before, it was a good, but kind of painful feeling. I only saw him a couple times since he's been here, and I don't talk to him on the internet like I used to, but I am starting to really like him. and on a comment his GF posted, apologizing for something, saying she hopes he won't break up with her, I got a huge smile on my face. If he broke up with her, I would be so happy. I feel horrible that I feel this way, I feel like a bad person, but I can't help it.
I know I seem like I am really creepy, but I dunno. I dunno what I am expecting but writing this, I prolly just want to vent it out or something, but does anyone have any advice?
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Posted: Thu Feb 01, 2007 2:18 pm
I don't think that's creepy at all. Pretty much everyone wants the person they want to break up with their partner.
One question though: Why the hell would someone apologize to their partner on MySpace as opposed to an e-mail or something? Jeesh.
I think it's cute though. And it would be a classic love story if a first love is rekindled.
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Posted: Thu Feb 01, 2007 3:33 pm
I really think that's really sweet. I can understand where you're coming from.
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 3:36 pm
....I find it very cute....and no....you shouldn't feel ashamed....afterall.....you feel the way you feel....why should you deny it?...
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