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 Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 6:52 pm
 I never knew Cody, but we had talked a couple times in passing. He was in the same class as me to. Class of 07, graduating this year. Pride of the school basketball team, damn good at it to. I heard he had gotten several scholorships because he could play so well.
Of course, I didn't really know more than that. His dad was a local judge, He got high scores in everything, Declared genius by the state, Dated a fine a** woman, and was sure as hell popular from what I could tell. He sure had it all, And I think everyone in the school wish they had a fraction of the talent he had.
His body was found Sunday morning. He had hung himself in his bedroom with his own belt.
I was wowed. The whole school was, I mean the kid had everything. Everything. And here he goes and kills himself. Perfectly happy on the outside. Happy in every way imanginable.
Now I'm not the slightest bit depressed over this, so don't think I am. I'm just amazed how somebody could have all that going for them, and still commit suicide.
I guess we'll meet him wherever he is now, and I'll be able to ask him in the afterlife sometime.
~<3
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:07 pm
People might seem to have everything, they might seem so happy, but in all reality...it could happen. People tend to show a different image to the outside world, especially if they're feeling that way and want to hide it. (and there are quite a few who do) They might seem to have the world ahead of them...but for some reason or another they get depressed. And it might not go away.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:11 pm
Yeah, what IHD said. People I know IRL probably don't know I've contemplated killing myself before, but I have.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:14 pm
Dukes Yeah, what IHD said. People I know IRL probably don't know I've contemplated killing myself before, but I have. Same here. ^^; It's not something I let on to people IRL.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:15 pm
He must have not been able to take all the pressure. Orr...
I've heard of some people choking themselves to get a sort of high off of it. I heard of this one kid that was trying it and accidently hung himself. That could be it.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:16 pm
InternalHardDrive Dukes Yeah, what IHD said. People I know IRL probably don't know I've contemplated killing myself before, but I have. Same here. ^^; It's not something I let on to people IRL.
///+ Buzz Bro... +///
YEAH... it sucks that people I know IRL are in this guild too >.<
... that's all I can say.
///+ ...Blue+///
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:17 pm
InternalHardDrive Dukes Yeah, what IHD said. People I know IRL probably don't know I've contemplated killing myself before, but I have. Same here. ^^; It's not something I let on to people IRL. Yeah, also I don't let on IRL that my home life sucks, I just generally don't let people come over my house and that works out well. I have to pretend I am sick if it's a really bad thing so people think whatever signs my body shows are just illness, but otherwise I keep it on the DL.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:21 pm
There was a kid at my school who hung himself in October, I think. From what I heard, he was playing the choking game, and wasn't able to free himself for some reason. I wonder why people do that or commit suicide when they haven't even become legal/left school.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:22 pm
A lot of people know now that I had tried to kill myself... I failed, obviously. But no one even noticed I had tried... I just told them I had fallen, but still, no one noticed. The second time, I just couldn't manage to finish pulling the trigger cause of the ******** song that came on Much right as I was about to... Instead I threw the gun at the TV. The third time, I was eating the pills too slowly and blacked out and slept for a day before I got through them all. No one suspected a thing any of those times, they even thought that I was really happy... so I can see how someone who seems to have everything could do it.
Please do not quote this post... if people take it badly I'm going to delete it. Thank you.
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:25 pm
///+ Buzz Bro... +///
This thread is hitting a little too close to home... I think I should stay away before I start crying.
*goes off and waits for Nymphie to get here*
///+ ...Blue+///
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:50 pm
buzzkid24
///+ Buzz Bro... +///
This thread is hitting a little too close to home... I think I should stay away before I start crying.
*goes off and waits for Nymphie to get here*
///+ ...Blue+///*snuggles Eiki*
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:56 pm
InternalHardDrive buzzkid24
///+ Buzz Bro... +///
This thread is hitting a little too close to home... I think I should stay away before I start crying.
*goes off and waits for Nymphie to get here*
///+ ...Blue+///*snuggles Eiki* Um? *Hugs.*
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 7:58 pm
Someone could seem to have the perfect life and be surrounded by so much but still be alone and have nothing at the same time feeling like everything around them is a lie, feeling like they don't belong and will never really belong.
It takes a loooooong time for some to realize that things eventually work out that there is some reason for why they're here.
If I get this to post it's because I mangaged to hit submit without looking ...
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 8:02 pm
Eikichi Taro Stalth InternalHardDrive buzzkid24
///+ Buzz Bro... +///
This thread is hitting a little too close to home... I think I should stay away before I start crying.
*goes off and waits for Nymphie to get here*
///+ ...Blue+///*snuggles Eiki* Um? *Hugs.* It's just that I understand what you went through. I've been there myself. I just don't really know what to say. sweatdrop heart
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Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 8:03 pm
Insomnesiac Someone could seem to have the perfect life and be surrounded by so much but still be alone and have nothing at the same time feeling like everything around them is a lie, feeling like they don't belong and will never really belong. It takes a loooooong time for some to realize that things eventually work out that there is some reason for why they're here. If I get this to post it's because I mangaged to hit submit without looking ... *snuggles*
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