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I haven't felt like this in so long.

My world has begun to crumble...
Piece by piece has cracked,
and now they are falling.

Leaving me back where I began,
back where I would feel dark,
back where I would trap myself in a mask.

But what's the use?
No one has noticed...
no one will be left to care.

I'll fall alone.
After all, I guess,
I always have been a runner.

I've run when it was about to break,
but I don't want to let go,
I'll bend until I cannot anymore.

I found happiness finally,
someone who didn't want my mask,
someone who loved me.

My barriers were broken,
and yet I was trained into being stronger...
Into growing a backbone.

I learned about the darkness,
and it's endless appeal,
I learned freedom.

And I am losing it again.
I am becoming trapped by what intralled me.

It's killing me,
by stealing her.

And I want to fight now,
I have to. I've lost this battle before,
I've lost someone before, because
I wouldn't fight to keep them.

I won't lose...

But do I even have a chance?