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Michi hadn't mentioned anything of the Lowellsy sort since before the baby was born....... But night before last we got into a conversation on it..... There's things in the house. o.o;;

There's a thing that watches us in the shower... A shadow from the bathroom window that comes from NOTHING........ And while we were talking about seeing shite.... I mentioned the thrid eye thing, and Michi poked her forehead and saw a face above the baby's bed. x_x;;

Apparently, the reason she's been avoiding most of this stuff is because of the baby. She doesn't want anything to happen and him to get involved. Kinda makes sense. She says she sorta misses it though.

Makes me a bit more paranoid to be here alone, though.... I thought I was just freaking myself out over the thing in the shower, but then she said she noticed it. x_x;;;

Hn.... As for me, I still wanna find out how to make my perception better......

I won't be happy until I can actually sit down and talk to them. Kinda like 6th Sense but without the post-mortem spookyness....

I wouldn't know how to get a good enough answer from them. All I have here is my necklace and the cards.....

Indeed. x_x;;;

I just need to work on like.... Meditation or something..... If I can concentrate more and connect.... I dunno... I explain things stupidly, but...... There has to be a way to make a connection.

I'd ask Michi, but.... For some reason it's hit or miss talking with her about those things.....

I wish it were that simple. But, unfotunately, there's new developments.

Some s**t went down last night.

Yesterday evening, when I went to change the baby, I laid him down in his bed (the one she saw the face over) and he started freaking out. I thought maybe he was just throwing a fit because I was putting him down, but.... When we went to go to bed last night, Sarah leaned him down towards the bed to lay him down, and he freaked out again. Like, major freaking, she was all upset by it. I jokingly said maybe he was afraid of the bed, and she looked at me and was like, "Or maybe whatever's BY it." I'd been thinking that, but didn't wanna say it. Meanwhile, she's standing there by the baby's bed with the baby and he's still freaking out. I told her to move away from the bed and see what happened. .....She did, and he quieted down.

That's what started it. Long story short, Michi's back. She'd been wanting to ignore all that stuff since she had the baby, but she broke down and put up a barrier last night. Something was pissed about it, too. I felt it. Sarah was really upset about having to do this stuff again.

Then we ended up having a long conversation about things, including some stuff about me and a preist and priestess that I've known since I was five -- who, weirdly enough, were Michi's mentors in Aberdeen.

I've lost things. I have been since.... God, a long time. I don't know what I am, but the general concensus is that it was a "clerical error" of some sort that got me here. I feel full of myself saying it, but.... I dunno, I just have a really weird feeling. Even Paul, the mutual preist, thought so....

Also, when I was little, and my mom took me over to Paul and Carmen's (the priest and priestess again), they gave me this picture of a lion painting because we were all leos.... Mind you, this was MANY MANY years ago, and I forgot all about it. But! A few days ago, I was flipping through a book that I brought down here with me (for some reason, the german dictionary, of all things) and that picture was in there. I thought it was weird at the time, then forgot about it until last night when we started talking about them. I ended up digging through all of my books because I'd forgotten where I saw it, and was thinking I had hallucinated the whole thing when - Presto! I found it. I wanted to show it to Michi. It's tacked on the wall by the head of our bed now.

As soon as we have money, we're gonna get sage and go over the house with it. That was the first big flaw.... Since she was trying to ignore everything, the house was never 'cleaned' before we moved in.

Also, I wanna ask Pengu if she's noticed anything about the house. Always best to have multiple opinions, y'know?

So.... What do YOU think?
I think s**t is going down.....