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PostPosted: Mon Jan 22, 2007 2:14 pm


Well, we all know that major things are posted in the announcements page, but I really wanted to have a mod's blog for all the members to read... or just stare blankly at for two mintues and then place a safe comment that seems to show interest... biggrin
Most of the time i spend on gaia is here in this guild (if I am not spending my tokens from daily chance on the slots or cards) usually its just poking my head around in all the topics and seeing what everyone else is up to... which seems to be about the same as me... just mosing around and having fun... I'm glad to see that as art should be fun and not just for those who can draw! Life is art, whether it be in chemistry or digging a garden...
My shop which i have recently redone is going steadily despite a temporary close for which i need to plan and get organised for the coming year. Although I have been churning out over 20 artworks so far I can not do so during the year as I have to study for my HSC... which also goes for two years! I hope I am here long enough to tell you all about it. So as a result I will have to decrease the amount of commissions a day I do... so instead of doing two to three I will have to go to maybe one or something... but that shall be okay because the shop isn't that well known and I can just potter away at them when I am not at work... as well as that I may even post when my shifts at work are so that people know what nights i won't be able to do it!
My studio also needs to have the skirting boards painted today and the door frame and the window from memory too! I have such a long to do list today! I just hope I'm able to do it all! I have this nice purple diary and in it I have the to do list of the day... it helps me organise myself. However usually I write it down and about three days later it gets done :S it is really strange! but it does get done.. evantually... sweatdrop
This guild is fun too... i think i mentioned that somewhere above... hmmm... rolleyes but anyways... I was very honored to be asked to join this guild but Kittine... i had done quite a few artworks for her and i guess in the future will still do if she wants them biggrin I do a bit too much art sometimes I think but I enjoy it so I guess it's not that bad!

However I shall have to end my rant here as I need to go have breakfast xd catch you all later!

~Lil heart
PostPosted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 3:37 pm


Thursday 25th Jan
10:28 am
Status: Is there still sleep in my eyes or is my imagination?


Sometimes i think you go to bed more awake than when you wake up... the only thing I remember was waking up nearly every two hours to which I mumbled to my mother "I work Sunday though"... Do not fret, it was in response to something her and dad were discussing...

Well the walls of the studio are going to be painted this afternoon and the furniture in by Sunday! To which I am excited... what's even better is that I have some time to do what I want... so long as I get my extensive To Do List done... sweatdrop They are things I aim to achieve everyday... yesterdays to do list was only 50% complete and most of the bodgey jobs that required little if no effort.... so today I'm going to try harder...! Like do the bathroom, the toilet (AH! It's trying to eat me alive!) and maybe vaccum my bedroom... I would also like to sweep the floors and get a bit of Kingdon Hearts 2 gamelay in... then there's a commission I have to do... *sighs* yeah... and jack tells me I do too much during the day hence I get tired...

oh well... I'm not really getting any major work in so I guess I can do that.. I don't start school till the 31st of Janurary anyway so while I can I will.... plus im not working today biggrin


Catch you all around some time!

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PostPosted: Thu Jan 25, 2007 4:55 pm


Friday 26th Janurary 07
~ Australia Day
~11:47am
~Status dreading work in less that two hours


Yeah So I have to go to work today and knowing my employers as I do they'll ask me to spend the remainder of my australia day working... i am not looking forward to it... it's a bit of a catch 22 really...

They tell you if you can't work than say so (includes the dont want to aspect as well) but if you dont it'll tarnish out opinion of you and there's a good chance we'll fire you after your seasonal contract is over...

thats why I hate work! I can't do anything and when i do do something good that little snake of a worker whom bugs me everytime she's in comes over (and in front of the managers) and makes me look bad... so I am in the bad books once again after working my arse off to make sure I wasn't because of that slacker of a worker... man it makes me mad!

I kinda want to throw in the towel and tell kmart to ******** themselves! (Excusing the language of course) but then again if I do that it won't look very good.. my mum says to grin and bare it because that's how she has worked for seven years in her job... and I should but man do I hate ... it's really stressful knowing you have no life as you are at the mercy of your own workplace! Due to it being a casual postion it is really hard to get regualr hours and I've often had to ring my parents to tell them I won't be home till 10 or 11 as I have to stay late!

Oh well... wish me luck I guess!
PostPosted: Fri Jan 26, 2007 1:02 pm


Saturday 27th Janurary 07
~ early in the morning
~ 7:51 am early in the morning
~ waiting to have breakfast!


I can't have breakfast till 8:00! scream *grumble mumble grumble mumble* oh well i guess that's plenty time to jot down something here... or rather type exssessively about nothing sweatdrop I quiet like writing down whats going on in the small cranies of my somewhat bland existance. Which reminds me i have to go to work today xp at least it's only for three hours and the last 15 minutes will be me trying hard to get wet as I am watering the plants in the annex...it's kinda hard when your a water magnet..
My mother has told me that all through my life... even if there was a terrible drought with no signs of water to be seen I would somehow miraclously come back drenched in in mud and water. Mum said it was how she knew we weren't all going to die.... stare
well yesterday Kim my department manager put me in charge of watering the plants before I leave after every shift... when she asked me if I had watered them yesterday i immediately thought she was being funny as my feet were schelching and pants were dripping... so even if they didn't getwatered at least i know i did! Maybe i'll grow taller and be more productive... either that or im doomed to wet shoes my entire kmart life...

now there's something to consider...

not only that I started an art auction which isn't going too well i'm afraid crying ... we had trouble at first with it appearing in the wrong forum so I had to ask the mod to move it which they did so fast ^-^ was very happy!

But that's as far as it has gone really... as noone seems interested... sad oh well... i'll just give it more time I guess... if you want to see how not active my auction is click here!

well see you all later!

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 27, 2007 11:44 pm


Sunday 28th Janurary 07
~ late afternoon
~ 6:03pm
~ Waking up...

well I have had way too long a nap for my own liking really but that is okay I suppose.... it kinda spanned to three hours instead of half an hour but that's alright I guess... if I was tired then I was tired and I suppose I needed a rest before I look at the tasks ahead for tonight *shudders*
Not only do I have three atworks to look at I need to clean my room out and organise it for the studio... you see today we went out and bought all the furniture for my new studio ready to open on the saturday for which I am uber excited about! I am having only two people coming to help break open the champaign bottle (metaphorically speaking of course) but they are the ones whom shall be using it the most so it is only appropriate that they come...
I have also prepared some dinner so all i have to do is just put it on.... which takes the whole mental process of what to have for dinner out of the picture which makes it rather easy to now function... its all about the mental I think... sometimes I'm not sure how I get things done when my brain is telling me "no emma don't... i'm sizzling here," but that's k... the worst that can happen is that I become an automatic vegetable but at least I can trust myself to get the job done...
I sent my artwork of the dresden dolls for the second time and got a rather nice response as always! It's great have a nice response to my art as it makes me feel what I am doing is having some good...

ANother note the auction has only had one bid which was Kittine because she's an art addict... but apart from that it is very quiet... how does one get advertisement in this place? For the struggling artist Gaia is a harsh place I must say... thank god I can come running to this guild and know it'll take care of me... come on people help me out here crying its a great prize... but anyways... i should leave it here...

catch you all some time!
PostPosted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 3:57 am


29th of Janurary 07
~ Late evening
~ 10:46pm
~ Home from work!

Well tonight was not as bad a shift as what I had expected it to be... in fact it was rather pleasnat just doing recovery by myself without anyones intereference really... but there you go I like it when all th emanagers piss off! Gives me real valuable thinking time. They are usually along the lines of, "Wonder what the time is?" "what? Why is it the time the same as when I last looked?" "don't look at the time," "Oh wait a second... I think that's in stationery..." I hardly got anything done but what I did do was rather mickey mouse top notch good! If that made any sense I want you to have this cookie....

I was thinking today as I tend to do that, do people actually bother to read this rather boring piece of diary space or do hey merely think she has nothing to do... and as I thought about it some more I realised that yes noone probably reads this and yes it is no doubt I waste of space... however I do like to type rather random crap that happens in my life... pity it isn't really usuful crap (if it was it'd be interesting wouldn't it biggrin )

Well the long awaited opening of my studio is on saturday however the room was completed ahead of time which I am delighted about. After downing dinner I went into the studio (which mother and I had finished painting today) all ready to do the assemsbling of the furniture (from IKEA) only to find that while I was working, my family had gone in and assmebled it and arranged it so beautifully for me as a surprise! GOd I love them they are so good to me! It is great... I shall take some photos for you and show you all what the studio looks like and what we have all done to make it look like that... pity I didnt take a photo before we began so you could see what a s**t heap it was before we got it all up and running.... it is so nice in there!

I also need to look into getting a new tablet as my last one has broken and doing CG commissions is a b***h! I hate doing them and love doing them if that makes sense (here... take another cookie) I love to do them and they are fun but they can be a b***h as doing it by mouse is rather hard and they don't turn out the way I want them too! However, as I have money in my bank account I shall set out to rectify that problem!

Tomorrow I shall be catching up with my friend Jack and am somewhat excited about that! I also get to pay a visit to the art store as I need to purchase a set of new pencils as the ones my big brother so gracious bestowed ypon me have nearly been worked down to a little piece of wood that would've once resembled a pencil.... however the tine is nice and I rather like it... its german biggrin

anyways I shall catch you all later whether you read it or not!

Caoi

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PostPosted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 10:44 pm


30th of Janurary 07
~ Nice sunny afternoon
~ 5:32pm
~ Home after having a great day!

I am about to go and work on some art in my studio for the first time. I am really excited as I have yet to get used to working in there... unfortunately I am very tired after having a great day with my friend Jack...

caught up with him today obviously. I had to go to the art shop in the suburb that he lives in as my previous set of drawing pencils can hardly be considered thus... but oh well I have rectified that problem. I shall also take some photos of the studio on saturday and post them in the entry for that day I don't want to spoil it for my two friends one of which I know follows this attempt of a blog... so I'm afraid dear-friend-whom-I-know-may-be-reading-this-right-now you will have to wait till the opening before you get to see it biggrin

However it was a nice relaxing day before I go and start my school work tomorrow.... I am really pysched about it and there has been a lot of effort gone into the preperation for it.... So I really really want to do well!


I have bought some art as well... here's one I bought as I thought thhe artist was so cool! Her name is Em_Jay so go stalk her for some art! totally worth it!

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The art auction has taken a turn for the best thankyou to two bidders whom seem to be competing for much more than my art it seems... however I may be wrong biggrin the highest bid from when I last checked was 25K from Kittine... however it is a good prize so at least check it out and leave a comment (to whomever actuallly bothers to read this)

well I really don't have much to add to that except I need a new tablet....

catch you around !
PostPosted: Tue Jan 30, 2007 9:24 pm


Now With Entry Title


As you can see I bothered to type a few more words so as to make refernece to previous entries... most of them don't have titles however to make things easier for people (particularly the ones that bother to read... here have a cookie you guys) I have decided to add a title to the top of my diary entries... well it'll all be down hill from here... now all we need is a disco ball, booz and raving music and we'd all be set to parteh!

I started my schooling today... i'm now self taught and boy is it easy! It's so much fun and i'm really having a great time with it... ok so its only the first day but hey its better than having to report it was s**t and I hate it right? yeah... i thought you'd all agree...

Oh before I forget if you wish to comment on any entries please leave a message either in me PM box, me profile or right here! I love people PMing me or dropping me a line!

I think I spend a good portion of my time gambling... I am trying to raise some tickets for my friend who wants some jokers stuff but he has on;y about 170 tickets so I'm helping out... but I hate jinx! Bloody luck on her side *grumble mumble muble grumble* ok so I'm done there... dont want any tickets then just throw them my way biggrin

I also commissioned another artwork so here it is...! I love it its so cute!

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its from sakise! I liked it so much I went and bought another! So I cant wait to get it biggrin

The auction is going great too! Of course there has only been two bidders but the funds are steadily growing higher biggrin So its up 35K! Can you believe it?! Wanna check it out? Just click me sig and it'll take you straight there!
anyways thats about it for now!

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PostPosted: Thu Feb 01, 2007 3:04 am


The Ponderings In Kmart



As I walked about Kmart for four hours this evening my mind began to wander as to how to make my blog more interesting. I immediately came to the conclusion I needed pink, flying elephants and no doubt a clown somewhere. These thoughtsmerely provoked a sigh as I continued forwards towards the lunchboxes, shaking my head as I found they had been left the way I thought they would be. A Mess. If anyone asked me, do you have a life beyond the walss of Kmart I would laugh, for it feels on somedays I do not. Thus I remind myself as I check the next person's bag and watch with little interest as the sercurity guard walks past and chases her down, "Emma, You do breathe life beyond these walls."
A I stood at the door for the space of half an hour I tried hard to not look too bored. That in itself was a challenge for there are only so many ways one can ask "can I check you bad ma'am/sir?" The other walk past and they all know my burden, for it one that only the most unfortunate must endure. Hence the reason I consider sneaking into work through a vent rather than venture past the front doors.
Last night I went on a bit of a spending spree. I gathered a few pieces of art as one does whilst being bored. Unfortunately, I have yet to recieve payment for a commission that I did about a week ago now. It is people like that that spoil it for many for I am now weary of starting any forms of work until such time I know for sure I'll get paid. However, I am nieve` and do not pay much attention. Another fault is my incapability to say no to those whom ask even cash is a problem. However this shall have to rectified in the future for I do not like to be scammed!
Yet let's end these ramblings on a good note! Here are some of he arts I bought last night! Please enjoy!

This is from clleo whom did this couple art of my avi and my best friend King_Jack1's avi... in the month of may we are going on an art quest. We want to collect art for our birthday which we share
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These are from Tanua whom owns a shop for chinese ink paintings... totally check it out!
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PostPosted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 12:38 am


Moving About


Trying to think of something a little more constructive in the way of a title but that effort has failed miserably. today was a rather nice day with calls from two good friends and the studio opening tomorrow proving to be a rather exciting affair... which reminds me must have ribbon on the door so I may cut it to mark the oficial opening. I shall post some pictures too so you may all see it! 4laugh
Went looking for art today... man it is a hard task on gaia trying to get people to buy your artworks. Being commissioned requires more selling of yourslf and wears than waiting for them to creep up. Usually if I don't go looking for work it don't come in.. which leaves me to wonder whether the people sitting and waiting for art actually go out and search for it? I know personally im always mosing about the request/commissions forum just to see if anyone would commission me. Some days I get a couple and some days i turn up rejected and with no sign of money coming in anywhere. But one must continue through with a steady heart knowing somewhere out there people want your art...

anyways... enough blameless rabbling... catch you all later!

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PostPosted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 1:45 am


I'm not good at Playing the Hostess


well today was the grand offical opening of the studio! Yes we cut the rather makeshift blue ribbon and celebrated in the proper way the opening and now the use of my new area which from what it did seem today would be used more often by my guests than its owner.
I only had three extras pop around to celebrate with crackers and beetroot dip but from the way i am feeling at this present moment it was enough. I am very tired yet glad that I had done it. ANother sprung to mind was the fact, "yes noone actually reads this!" but that is ok if they do not for I feel it is alright to rant a litle without fear or favour.
However I am considerably tired and feeling in a very floppage mood. Constantly rubbing my eyes in an attempt to stay awake I am starting to think I shall need some kinda of miracle drink if I am expected to maintain a level of entertainment my two guests seemed to enjoy. I wish I could concure however. The forth guest was gorgeous. It was a pity she had to leave the party so soon. Yet she was sorely missed. But back to the other two I feel as if I cannot maintain their level of friendly banter as it twere. I think in the vent these two heads meet again, I shall remove myself and take a nap to save my body and head hurting too much. It also means whatever playful banter that does occur does not involve me as the subject. My mind is not ampt enough to live up to it and thus i fall short of looking like a compltete and utter idiot wanting to deliver some paintful vengance.

But nevermind it is was a lovely opening and photos shall hopefully go up tomorrow!

And last but not least the artwork I have purchased from sakise! personally i love it! so please enjoy!

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PostPosted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 1:47 am


To Fix or Not To fix? Is That Really A Question?


Well I have been looking around for a new tablet pen/ new tablet and it seems that finally after near months of paintstaking mouse Cg work I may have either one sooner rather than later... and in my opinion about bloody time too! I have been near beside myself thinking I shall never rise above the ranks of which I am currently situtated yet there, just in the horizon is that stone pedestal. there upon it lies the tablet/ tablet pen that will enable me to continue my quest to become a great artist!
Do I sound desperate? Well i hope I do because I really want to fix my tablet!

Anyways, I have noticed that valentines day is very special to many people as my shop has had a good run of business since introducing the couples sale. Maybe I should hold annual season sales to improve business. I can't wait till the new CG + range is realeased. As well as that I was thinking of opening two new shops. One for avi edits (if my tablet is fixed in time) and one for simple shop banners at very (and I mean very) minimal fee. Along with my music classes I hope to pick up and my work and my studies I should be fairly occupied ^-^ (thats what Im struggling with... keeping occupied!)

I may even look into new drama classes but first I should convince my mother I can handle work and music classes and study with art, and practice in between. I was thinking today that with the amount of things that I do that i tend to do a lot in the way of keeping busy. When I go to do a "to-do-list" there are usually ten or so items there. They include exercise as well so with all that how do i fit in time to eat, sleep and rest? I dunno to be honest ^-^

Oh well! I also got some more art today which was great... i think its awesome and it reminds me of my early days. I hope you enjoy it!

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PostPosted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 5:46 pm


OMFG.... Valentines


No its not what you think. I am not about to rave about the fact Valentines is coming up and yet again I face it with the prospect of not having a special someone to load me up with thigh expanding chocolates. I've been there and done that so there is no point ranting about the cliche of human existance....
oh no my friend... it is instead about all those commissions that have poped up out of bloody nowhere! Yes I know I should be happy with the fact people want to buy my art instead of me having to go search for it but I am suddenly aware that there are quite a few of them and theres only so many hours I can go without sleep sweatdrop
I'm not saying they should stop its just after having to work so hard at making sure I was getting even one in four at one time is an awful lot! Im going to have to curl up in a ball and forget everything.... well at least it means im that much closer to getting my friend's gaian bday presents which I thought may ake me some time to quest for but obviously I was wrong!
However it is nice to now I have some work in store as well as everything else but that os all right... so long as I get it done in the hours that I have left to scrape up it should be fine....
I am looking at trying to set up two new shops and an art contest/request depending on how things go. You'd think the auction (which is gonig fantastically... yay for my demon bow!) and the shop were enough but no... now I want to make a graphics (banners and the like) shop for ordinary gaians without much gold and an avi edit shop (however need new tablet!) not only that I wish to do another auction some time near June and then a contest/request in may for my friend and I's birthday. So that's a lot to think about yeah? I'd say so!
well not only has that been aroung but in desperation I entered an art competetion.... I doubt I shall win anything but that was a heap of fun! As well I continue to do my studies and am going out on saturday to a movie with another one of my friends and working sunday.... do the events ever cease.... that must a be a retohrical question stare

and on a last note

heart heart HAPPY GAIAVERSARY KITTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heart heart
PostPosted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 10:27 am


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PostPosted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 2:25 pm


My Hatred For Gaia


Yep, believe it or not, gaia has made me very mad! I decided due to some crazed streak of an idea that I would enter something into the avatar arena only to be meet with flaming, disconted n00bs and the like saying my avatar was not original and not fancy enough. Of for cheese and biscuits sake! You cannot win with gaia! Unless you have been here for sometime trying to find your place is way too hard... even for someone whom has hung around here for a while.
what can you do when noboday cares that you're trying to make your way around gaia... and not the easy way either.. It has been a rather hard slog here and there and I know this is one of them. I'm doing alright in the art department and think I have found a nice ground on which to hover at however, try something else and you've smashed into a rather nasty brick wall with the comments "unoriginal" or "seen it before"
It makes me so frustrated as people see me as the n00b and the first thing I want to do is well... won't mention it here... not very nice! You just can't win and that... that makes me angry as not even those whom want to show the gaian community what they can do are shot down.. never to be seen again.
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