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My Father, or Lack Thereof

you walk through that door
like you've never been here before
you call me your daughter
i see no hell hotter
like the fiery death upon you feet
you never look back through the heat
it hits me hard like a brick
as i realize time ticks
one day down, two more years
distracted by incompetent fears
you see me trip, watch me fall
you never really cared, thats all
shes carrying your new favorite
go ahead, do it, take the kit
its a baby girl, oh-no
you never noticed, here i go
goodbye father, goodbye dad
since your now blind, its sad
i must go, i must not despair
but why not, you don't care

you said i would always be your baby girl...
you lied

Happiness
Happiness is overrated
Too many times I've hated
The way that things have to be
Just makes no sense to me
I can't imagine why
Through everything that hides
Happiness is among the things
That make up all these strings
It messes with my way of life
And makes of me, a sacrifice
If only, if only, the children chant
Its not all I scream in rant
Happiness is not what it seems
Though you can't tell through cheerful screams