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 Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 1:06 am
((For only Rahu and Sgina unless given permission otherwise etc etc))
Sgina finally managed to sneak away from her family all of it. Between the foals and Randee Sgina walked with a twich in her eye. Though the family getting back together made her feel better in some ways it was also driving her insane.
It seems she has all but lost herself to the pressure of motherhood and even then she was failing at being a good mother, atleast that's how she felt. Tonight though she was out looking for Rahu, she just needed someone who understood her and could maybe even remind her abit of the old days when she felt alive and not so chained to the ground.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 1:13 am
Rahu had been avoiding an contact at all with anyone since he had come back. and ever since he came back, he kept himself secluded and was being anti social which was how he had always been. if anything he was as coldhearted as even, maybe even more if those he even knew he atlest somewhat saw him. giving a flick of his tail, he hardly cared if anyone heard his footsteps as he let his hoofs drop hevaly to the ground. even so his mind wander to think about what had become of sgina as he been gone. but it didn't linger long as he pushed that to the back of his head. he didn't need to be thinking of anyone if he was to rid himself of the weak emotions he had.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 1:25 am
Sgina rounded the coner of some trees and heard some hoof beats comming her way. Her ears perked and she followed the sound till she spotted a familiar dark stallion for a moment and only a moment she smiled slightly. Rahu always seemed to run into her when she wanted to see him, she hadnt really gotten into seriously tracking him down and just like that he was before her. She forwned still not able to forget her motherhood and familily issuses.
Walking fowards nickered to make herself known.
"Hey Rahu."
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 1:31 am
his head jurked into the direction he heard his name and a nicker while coming to a halt with a defensive posture. blinking, to his surpise that it was Sgina who was walking towards him and so he relaxed slightly. " and what are you doingabout alone by yourself Sgina?" staying in place, he wondered why she was not with her son Victor, who seemed to always need to be watched because he was so full of energy. but then he also remebered that it seemed he always ran int her when she was looking for him for what ever reason and so he awaited ehr responce.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 1:56 am
"A little jumpy are we? Trying to clear my head and I was looking for you. Mostly just to catch up, I'm kinda going crazy with things right now." It would be obvious she wasnt herself, her tone was soft and she looked tired and her eye was still twiching from her inner stress.
Victor was either with Randee or his father, Sgina wasnt sure which it was things like this that drove her insane to the fact she couldnt seem to keep track of them all.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 2:09 am
Rahu snorted and stared at her. " you seem more jumpy than i or atlest diferent with you talking in a soft tone which i know you dont talk soft. besides that you look liek your ready to snapy though tired." it was easy for him to notice this all, even though he had been away for a while. if you looked at him, you could see he hardly took careof himself lately and seemed to have a coldness about him.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 2:56 am
"Yeah, Im not sure what it wrong with me. I just know I feel complete but I dont feel alive." Sgina looked Rahu over and took a few steps closer just to get a better look at him.
"....Are you doing ok?....You dont seem right...........Zira seems messed up too. Did she talk to you before she left?" Sgina didnt really know anything about what had happened only that Zira had seemed flustered and had told Sgina to watch her favorite cave before Zira just took off.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 11:53 am
" what thngs gotten dull while been away or something?" Rahu never liked anyone geting close up to him and when Sgina closer to take a better look, he snorted. " why would you ask such a thing when you can see i am." at the subject of Zira, he looked away and shook his head. " no." was his only responce to the question, though infact he hadn't even really talked to Zira before she took off. " whats been going on while i been gone?" was the last thing he spoke before seeming starting to walk off, though he jsut wanted not to stand still.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 4:01 pm
Sgina eyed Rahu and grumbled abit it was more than obivious that that Rahu was lying to her.
"No just making up with the family and being nice I guess, I dont know." Sgina snorted and followed him but at a distance feeling that something wasnt right with him.
"Why would I ask? Your a mess that's why, and your acting weird. The air around you is thick with tention what am I supposed to think? The better question Rahu is what has happened to you?"
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 4:34 pm
Rahu rolled his eyes a bit and shook his head. " must be so much fun to have been dealig with that." he was being a sarcastic a** at this point, as he contiuned to walk in no particualer direction. " explain how im acting weird as of right now and how im a mess." giving a snort and a flick of his tail, he wasing lookign at her and only kept looking forward. " i see no reason there would be tension from me in any way. and what happened to me? thats a question i wontbe answering."
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Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2007 1:38 am
The way Rahu spoke to Sgina woke her up abit and down right pissed her off. She galloped infront of him still giving him some room she snorted and gave him an annoyed look.
"Rahu who the hell do you think you are talking to? Some prissy mare that you dont know? No you are talking to me, your daughter!!" Sgina still felt that Rahu was her father even though her family was doing better.
"Explain, explain???? Rahu your being an a** to me right now and I certainly did nothing to deserve it. How are you a mess? Look at yourself Rahu I only see a dirty shell of the stallion I knew not too long ago.
You are either going to answer my question or give me a give reason why you shouldnt anwer. I was wondering what was with Zira, but if you treated her like this there is no wonder why she took off. Im surprised she is going to come back for that matter." Maybe Sgina was over reacting but she had been holding in some anger from being kind to Randee and such so it was just an explosion like Sgina tended to do.
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 12:55 pm
Rahu stopped in place as he caught Sgina cuting him off. he saw the annoyid look also after he had stopped, so he knew she was mad. " ou had no right what so ever to start questionign me like this over somethign that has nothing to do with you at all." eyes narrowed, his temper was flaring. " i wil not explain anythign because i choose to do so and you know i hate explainging myself. i am a shell of my old self?? you hardly even know the real me, and don't bring Zira into this."
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 8:51 pm
"Rahu you are so selfish and not in the least sensitive.I asked thoses questions cause I....care about you. They have everything to do with me. Like it or not you've made yourself my father, and as long as your my father I have the right to ask questions when I feel there is something wrong with you. And if I dont know the real you that's your fault not mine." Sgina stomped her hoof her muzzle twiching slightly she was holding back both the emotion to want to attack Rahu for how stupid he was being as well as tears. She didnt understand why he was treating her this way and if it werent for Zira acting weird Sgina would think that Rahu wanted rid of her or something or was that what he was trying to do?
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 8:59 pm
Rahu's jaw clenched and twitched as he stood there listening to Sgina. " i can understadn that but somethings are better left unasked rigt now. and when in the hell was a sensitive in any huge way? you have known he well even I am not sensitive. Selfish am i? now why am i that?" one look at her eyes showed that she was more than upset with him right now owver what he was saying. but what was he supposet to do? comfert her fasly when he wasn't one to do that anymore after he had goneand figured out what he truely wanted.
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 12:30 am
"You were always sensitive to me rather you realized it or not Rahu! Maybe you feel like somethings are better unasked but take a moment and put yourself where I am standing. My father who Ive always counted on has suddenly decided to be an a** to me. If you dont want to be my father anymore than say so already and be done with it instead of doing whatever this attemp is.If you want to be hated so damn much by me or whatever your doing a fine job of it!!....."
Sgina paced in a tiny circle before him trying to work out what she was feeling.
"Fine! I dont need this! I dont need you! I never needed anyone! Got that Rahu!!." Sgina said swftly getting in his face snorting hard then turning to walk off fluttering her wings slightly out of confusion and or frustration for the whole matter.
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