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 Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 10:47 pm
Nyoka has waited, quietly, in her room for Rune to leave. As she had hoped, he didn't come to say good-bye. Maybe he thought she was still sleeping.
Which, is all for the better. As soon as she heard the door close, and lock, she called her sister.
Now, she is sitting on the couch, a whiskey and Pepsi in her hand, and the TV muted and tuned to some brain-numbing talk show. She had told Aylana to just let herself in, as she still has the keys to the apartment.
Now, it is just a waiting game. She needs someone she can trust to talk to about things.
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Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 10:56 pm
Standing outside Nyoka's door Aylana bites her own bottom lip before she sighs. She honestly didn't know what she was doing here. She thought after her brush at Christmas, Nyoka wouldn't want to speak to her ever again.
Shaking her head she pulls the key out placing it into the lock. With a flick of her wrist she pushes the door open "I'm here but um...I can't stay for long. I have to get back to the bar. I'm meeting the painters soon." stuffing the key back into her pocket she pulls her coat off hanging it in the closet.
She had finally manage to get rid of the fat she got from having the twins. With a smooth stomach she decided that wearing her short tanktop with a button up drop top blue sweater would be nice for a change. Adjusting her low rider blue jeans she stands there looking at Nyoka.
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Lenore Silme-Natenhar Crew
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Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 11:02 pm
Nyoka waves her hand, and shakes her head. "I asked mum to meet them. I hope you don't mind . . . I just . . . I didn't know who else to call. Even after everything, I still trust you the most out of everyone in my life. . . ." she sighs.
"Look, I don't hate you, I don't distrust you anymore. I have had time to think, and I have been really miserable without you in my life. I mean, you're my sister. The closes thing I have to one, anyway, without you and I haven't been born from the same mum and all," she looks over at Aylana, and holds up her drink, before taking another sip. "I want us to be friends again, and not just because I need to talk to you. Because, I do miss you. I miss you popping in just to say hello, I miss having you call me for something stupid, I miss you making fun of me, and I miss making fun of you. I miss all of it."
She shakes her head and sets her glass on the table in front of her. "I guess what I am asking, before we start talking is . . . can we bury the hatchet? Forget I was being a git for a while there?"
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Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 11:49 pm
Aylana frowns alittle before she shook her head "You were acting like a git. A huge one at that, I understand that Medusa was hurt my Nyx. But you hurt me, the moment you turned you back on me and called me Nyx. You know for a damn fact I've tried hard not to become her. I gave up everything just to make sure I didn't. To have that tossed back in my face was uncalled for." shaking her head she sighs.
"I do miss you Nyoka, but I'm not going to stand around waiting for you to decide that I'm okay to talk to again. I have kids now and my life finally back on track." placing her hands behind her head she looks up at the ceiling. "By burying the hatchet do you mean in my back?"
It was her way of accepting the sorry, she had to get mad at Nyoka before she could let go. Plopping down next to Nyoka she chuckles hugging her "So what been going on, you sounded upset on the phone."
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Lenore Silme-Natenhar Crew
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Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 11:54 pm
Nyoka almost, almost, gets angry again. She made the effort, after all, to appologize. Something she tries not to do a lot. And, here Aylana is, throwing all of her stupidity back at her!
But, then, she gets the giggle and the hug, and Nyoka gives her sister a bone-crushing hug.
She then sighs, and takes another drink of her whiskey and Pepsi. "I wasn't upset," she says, in as dignified a voice as she could muster. "I was pissed, and slightly jealous. . . . Would you like one of these?" she asks the last very abruptly, and shakes the glass in front of her.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 12:32 am
Aylana eyes widen, she knew Nyoka could get pissed. But jealous was something she was new to when it came to Nyoka. Shaking her head to the drink she just watches Nyoka "Care to explain why you were so pissed and jealous? And who's a** do I have to go kick?" she was trying to get Nyoka to chuckle. It seem like she really needed it.
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Lenore Silme-Natenhar Crew
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 12:38 am
"There are several reasons I am pissed. One being that the club is not opening when it was supposed to. Another is because I come home the other day, and I find that Rune has smashed my toaster with that damned aluminum bat he bought. I want to wring is sunny little neck, I swear to the gods. I am taking the new toaster out of his wages, you just wait. . . ." she takes a calming breath. "Oh, right, you don't know," she smiles, slightly, and gestures to the pillows and blankets she has folded neatly next to the couch. "Rune lives here, now. He wanted out of his guardian's, and being the good friend that I am, I let him bunk here. Nothing's going on, by the way. Just me being slightly annoyed with him sometimes."
She then takes a long drink, and pauses before she continues. "And, I am pissed at myself because I thought Morty liked me, and I know, now, that I am attracted to him. We have this weird chemestry, or so I thought. But, no! He tells me he has a girlfriend! Laylana, that's her. I know her, she is sweet. And, all I want to do is go and rip into her, and smack him around for leading me on like that!" she frowns, her eyes narrowing (and glowing) as she looks off at one of the posters on her wall, imagining doing those things just then.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 1:01 am
Aylana eyes widen alittle before a frown forms on her face. She couldn't help but get slightly upset that Rune was staying here. She didn't know why through, they weren't dating or anything, shaking her head she sighs before nodding "I remember Laylana, she a total swetheart."
She didn't knwo what to say about Morty though, everytime she saw Nyoka and him together they seem to work. She saw the sparkle in Nyoka eyes when she was around him. She just didn't know her sister to get jealous over a guy.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 1:09 am
Nyoka turns glowing eyes on Aylana, and frowns. "Don't take her side, dammit! She's a horrible, wretched insect!"
She shakes her head, and slumps a little. "I know, I know, she's nice. I met her, once, I recall. But, that doesn't stop me from hating her right now."
Her frown deepens, and she empties the contents of her glass, before slithering over to the bar counter that seperates the kitchen from the dining room. She gets herself another drink, and then goes to settle back on the couch.
"It's stupid, isn't it? I mean, me holding even the little bit of hate that I am holding for Laylana over her dating someone that I happen to like?" She takes another drink, and set the glass on the table. She runs taloned fingers through her hair, and leans back against the couch, her wings resting flat on either side of her. "And, the worst part about this whole thing is that . . . I am doubting myself. Like, alright, I couldn't read Morty, so can I really read anyone? Did he think I was easy and just wanted a lay, because I am sure Rune and Arkie told him that I have slept with them. I mean, dammit, people keep telling me I am hot or pretty or whatever, and I can't even land the guy that I am attracted to? So, yeah, the self-doubt makes me pissed, too. I thought I was over all of that."
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 1:36 am
Aylana winces ducking her head alittle before she shakes it. This Nyoka was very new to her. Sighing she leans forward placing her face in her hands "Nyoka welcome to what I go through. That all I can honestly say, because I know what its like to feel jealous even if I believe I have no right to." shrugging she leans back looking up at the ceiling.
She had just felt it for a moment towards her sister when mention Rune being here. She swore to herself up and down the road they were just friend, but she got upset when she thought of him with another girl. She wouldn't help but feel silly for it.
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Lenore Silme-Natenhar Crew
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 1:40 am
"Yeah, but . . . what the ******** am I supposed to do about it?!" she asks, slouching in her seat like a petulant child. She isn't supposed to be like this. She isn't supposed to care about anyone else anymore. After that thing with Aadil, she should have been done. She should be having a casual, sexual partner, and not worry about dealing with jealousy, or any other emotion.
Her still-glowing eyes turn toward Aylana once more, and her frown deepens still. "Wait . . . what are you feeling jealousy over?" she asks, narrowing her eyes as she studies her sister.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:02 am
Aylana sighs shaking her head "Its stupid okay, you shouldn't allow a guy to get to you. Were suppose to be having fun remember?" she was really trying to get out of answering Nyoka's question. She rather not have her sister mad at her again because she wanted Rune to herself.
She knew it was impossible, they were just friends. But she couldn't stop the feelings she had for him.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:08 am
Her ears practically twitch when she realizes that her sister is avoiding her question. First, though, she feels the need to address what she does say.
"I'm not allowing a guy to get to me," she says. And, I am the picture of denial, right now, she thinks. "And, yeah, that sounds stupid, especially after what I said just a moment ago."
She shrugs. "I am having fun. What do you call that little tryst with Arkie? It was once, but whatever. There are a lot of guys out there I could be flirting with, maybe even have something with. I don't know why the whole Morty thing got to me like it did. Maybe because it was so out of the blue, him telling me that. Especially after how he acted at Prom, and afterwards."
She then says, "Now, could you please answer my question?" with a sweet, innocent smile on her face. Somehow, she thinks she has heard it before. . . .
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:13 am
Aylana frowns looking down at her lap "I can't because the moment I admit this I know its real. And it can't be real, its just can't be. Its like setting myself up to get hurt again. I know it won't happen, but I can't help but think it will." she knew Nyoka would figure out who she was talking about just by what she said.
Looking up at her she sighs "I just can't Nyoka, I can't say his name. If I do I know all the feelings will come back in full force." she knew it would happen anyways. Since the night during that storm, she knew she was healed, but her life also changed.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:21 am
"You know, he has matured. What I said before doesn't really hold true," Nyoka says, tapping her chin. "I mean, he lives with me, and we haven't done anything other than the random cuddling during one of my stupid romantic movies, or talking for a bit and falling asleep in my bed. With a labido like his, I thought I would have to put a lock on my bedroom door. But, he keeps out, and aside from the random lewd comment, or the innocent flirting, he is being a good boy. . . ."
She shrugs, then, and says, "I can't make you tell him how you feel, or even speak his name in front of me when you are telling me that you still love him, but I thought you should know that. I don't know, maybe you and I need to really grow a pair. . . ."
She then smiles, the glow in her eyes being replaced by an amused glittering. "How about you and I just make a pact, or something. You tell Rune you still feel something for him, and I tell Morty that I am attracted to him? You never know, it might work out."
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