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 Posted: Sun Jun 19, 2005 9:18 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 9:38 am
((as with my others I used to post in her old journal till I lost it. ^^;; Lets start new here.. in a new style))
"I hate everyone!" Dementia screamed the words in anger as she ran down the hall, nearly tripping over her tail as it twitched along. "I'm a freak!" She wailed in dismay causeing anyone in the halls to stop and stare at her as she ran.
Hateful, spiteful, filled with anger. None of those things actually matched how she was feeling right now, or better still they did, but they were directed at herself. Rather than venting her moods on others she had taken to attacking herself, wanting to stop changeing into what she was. She wasn't dark and evil, so why did she have to look like she was?
"This is a punishment for me teaseing and hurting people isn't it? I couldn't place nice so they are makeing me look mean and evil and I don't mean to." She ran into her room and sat down, her claws digging into pale skin, ripping at her own body.
"Please, I will be good, just make it all stop." No words were getting through to her though, and she just kept hurting more.
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Posted: Thu Nov 17, 2005 11:28 am
Things were not getting better for the demon girl. She hated the way she looked, which was apparent from the raveing and ranting that she was doing lately. More than that she was feeling more and more like she didn't want to be part of her own family. The self image that she was growing into was makeing her more detached than ever.
When little Adon or Tobias had come to her for attention she had pushed them both away and told them to get lost.
Tobias had done so swiftly, moving away from his sister and looking for something else to do, which had involved the cat that he kept around ever since christmas.
Adon was more stubborn though. The boy had watched his sister closely and smirked. He too was feeling the same kind of detachment. He didn't like to be looked at or talked to much, and so he hid.
Dementia scowled and walked down the hall of the apartment raveing in hatered at herself. "I want to be like Sylas. People like the way he acts and looks. People like him so much that he had just left and he is already on his own. I wish I could be like him."
If only she knew the truth.
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Posted: Mon Mar 27, 2006 5:42 pm
BKAC The BKAC is being completely revamped, this includes the owners. Please go post in your journa(s) that you have received this message and will RP. In one week if i receive no responce your child will be taken. Meaning all replies are due April 3rd 11:59PM. This message is going to everyone, if you're on haitus you'll be safe. That means if you posted in the haitus forum that you wer eon haitus, not if you threw it in your sig and left for me to go look you up. Also, make sure you read the new requirements and rules. If your journal has been deleted there will be a thread to request a new one. Also please go get your child recerted in the certing thread. Links are avalible on the new threads main page. The BKAC's new thread is located here Any questions or comments should be PMed back to this mule.
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