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love is 4ever

I'm looking in the mirror,
Thinking that no one would want me.
But then i met you,
And you showed me a different way.
You were perfect,
Lean, lovely, and beautifull.
I thought,
I wasn't worth your time,
But then you showed me that
Love knows no boundries.
And it didn't matter what
Size you were,
But the personality
that shined like the midnight sky on the inside.
You tell me i'm beautifull,
And it truly makes me feel so.
Some days i sit,
Staring out a window
Watching the world pass me by.
And sometimes i think that there isn't
Anything to live for.
Why am I here?
Am I just waisting my time?
Some times I think I'm crazy,
But then you are near me,
And i know i'm not.
I keep alot of s**t bottled up
That hurts deep inside of my soul,
And just know that i get colder the older i grow.
And no pain is wasted
and nothing is compared to the tears that i've tasted.
But ******** it there's no reason to cry no more
I got my honey the only one that i adore.
I feel so speacial when you talk to me
That i could explode with joy
Some times i feels like
The weight of the world is on my shoulders
And it feels like my neck will break
Should i just give up?
I ask myself
Now i love you more than life in itself
And i got a set of family and friends that are determined
To make my life livin hell
But i handle it well
considering the situations i'm dealt
But it always seems i'm the one getting hurt
But then i see you and it suddenly seems
Like my shoulder blades have just shifted
And the weight of the world has been lifted

to: james porter
from: your sweet baby angel heart heart heart heart heart