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Posted: Thu Nov 09, 2006 9:12 pm
Name: Satou Kalhoun Birthday: 7/16/04 Gender: Female Marital Status: Single... never dated. Personality: Abrasive
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 5:57 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 24, 2007 12:32 pm
 Name: Lysius
Nickname: None
Age: Lost count.
Gender: Male
Rank: Sargtlin
Height: 6' 4"
Weight: ...?
Hair: Dark brown, 'spikes' naturally.
Eyes: Light brown.
Distinguishing marks: Long scar down right arm; mottled patterns or reds, browns and grays on tail and ears.
Abilities: Swordplay; undefeated.
Likes: Popcorn shrimp :3 Snow, any blade, Afyas, Uuthlis, card tricks, simple magic, excuses to bring out the military.
Dislikes: Cold (excluding snow), Olplyns, Jatin, Soyala, power hungry anythings, most veggies, electronics.
Personality: Generally thought to be a complete a*****e, despite the fact that he's actually very agreeable. Don't get me wrong, he -can- easily be a complete a*****e, but generally isn't. To anyone he's on good terms with, he's a very nice guy, much like a Vhaid in demeanor and leadership qualities, though a Sargtlin in his strength and quick temper. However, once a grudge is made, it lasts. And trust me, you don't want to get on his bad side.
Other: Lysius was still very young when the massacres began, escaping to the forest with the same group as Raechel, his parents, and quite a few others. His father took he position of Sargtlin in the Council and, after some time, Lysius was appointed the position in his place. Shortly thereafter, his wife of...well, quite a while, was killed in a skirmish on the forest's edge with the Ba'rra Ssan--by another Jivvin.
Lysius was devastated and, to this day, has yet to really move past her death. He lives alone in the village, channeling his thoughts and energies into the leading of his rank and doing his best not to dwell on the past. Seething in the shadows while her murderer roams free.
Questions: None yet.

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Posted: Tue Apr 24, 2007 2:09 pm
Satou slowly pushed open the door and peered around the corner. She did see anyone, and somehow that seemed strange. There had always been SOMEONE at the cabin before, and the place had never been silent. somehow that made Saty uneasy... almost like her family was gone.
"I"m out back! Did you two have fun?" It was Keppit's voice, and it was indeed coming from out back. It was a mere second and a half before the zombie woman came walking around the corner, hammer in hand. She took one look at Satou, dropped the hammer and rushed forward to hug the daughter she hadn't seen in so long. Satou was shocked by the move, but quickly relaxed into the hug. She could remember a time when she had hated this woman... but seeing as to how they had neither seen nor talked to each other in almost six months, Satou had come to realize that this zombie woman WAS her mother... and Satou had been missing her.
"You... you... Where the hell have you been?" Keppit's face was a torrent of emotion, and she plunged back in for another hug. Satou allowed this one too and found herself grinning ear to ear as she hugged her mother back.
"Keppit... I'm sorry." She pushed her mother away from her slightly so that she could look her in the eyes. "I've been living in the village. I told Ranald that." They were remarkably the same height, so there wasn't much intimidation going on.
"I know that." Keppit huffed slightly as she picked a leaf out of Saty's hair. "I just wanted to make sure that you were alright... I worry, you know. And I've heard terrible things about the village from Gus."
Saty smiled and laughed slightly. "But Gus has never seen it first hand, Mom." She blanched slightly as the word Mom, slipped out of her mouth.. she rearely called Keppit that... in fact, out of all the Kids, only Jen did. But as Saty glanced up to see how Keppit was reacting, she found herself grinning as hard as Keppit.
"Oh Saty, I've missed you so much." She picked another leaf out of Saty's hair and stood back to look at her. "You look thin, are you hungry?"
As much as Satou hated to be babied, she really was hungry. She'd walked all the way back from the village stopping only to rest and sleep. "I am actually... I'm starving."
"Here. Sit down and rest... watch some tv or something, and I'll make you a sandwich." Keppit turned and hurried over to the kitchen corner. The whole cabin was all one room, with three sleeping lofts in the ceiling, so Saty could still see her as she moved about the counters.
"Tv's one of the few things I didn't miss while I was in the village. I think I'll help you."
Keppit looked shocked for a second. The only time Satou had ever offered to help was when the Jivvin had watched Keppit accidentaly grill her hand at a bar-b-que a year ago... and then she had been more concerened for the cleanliness of the grill rather than that of her adoptive mother. "What did they do to you in the Village?" She said it with a laugh.
Saty laught back. "Here... I'll make you one and you make me one... how's that? Then I'm not helping, and for all you know I could be spitting in your sandwich."
Keppit grinned right back and shook her head. "It's good to have you home."
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Posted: Tue Apr 24, 2007 2:41 pm
Satou yawned and stretched slowly. As she woke up she saw the cabin ceiling and it took her a second to realize where she was. She had spent the last three days with her mother in the cabin she had grown up in. During that time she had met a new baby brother that had occured while she was away, and heard great tales about Keppit's own trip into the past. Because Keppit had been so open and seemed to know what she was talking about , astou opened up in return and had told her mother all about her plans to go back into the past.
Keppit had been weary at first, but she gave in when Satou pointed out that time passed so much more slowly in the future because of the way the doors worked. She had resorted to telling her daughter what to expect in some fashion, though Keppit hadn't lived in the village when she was back. "I just don't see why you have to leave so soon...." had been the last thing Saty remembered talking about the night before.
She climbed down the ladder from Gus's loft (her old loft was currently occupied by a snoring Alexander Edward) and avoided stepping on Elayeth sleeping at the foot of the ladders. Droomi was crashed out on the sofa, arms and legs hanging over every side, and there were three little jivvin sprites all sleeping soundly snuggled up against the dino anthro. Satou knew that Gus was away and that Jen and Jim had moved out. She looked around for other members of her family, and saw Ranald crashed out, ungracefully in the bed normally reserved for Keppit. Satou supposed that the white haired woman had come home not too long ago and taken the bed because Keppit had already vacated it. ... then she heard a giggle in the back yard.
She pushed open the back door and smiled as she watched Nate (her newest little brother) run unsteadily across the yard to where Keppit was waiting with arms outstretched. The zombie woman glanced up and smiled at her oldest daughter. "Good. You're up. You want some breakfast before you leave?" Keppit was obviously not happy about Satou leaving, but she was respecting the wishes of the Jivviness.
"No... I just... I just want to watch you and Nate play for a little while before I go." Keppit shrugged and complied. Satou watched for a short while before the need to say something arose...
"Mom... Mom, I'm sorry I was a rotten kid." Nate was so cute and happy... that was so very different from what Saty had been.
"Oh Saty... you weren't a rotten child. You were difficult, but I never thought you were rotten." Keppit lifted Nate high into the air and brought the giggling todler over to the jivviness. "Every kid's different, and that just makes it easier to love them all." She passed the infant off to Saty and walked into the house. "Hold on to the tyrant there, I'm going to make som breakfast..." She laughed. "Besides... it's about time that the rest of those layabouts got up."
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 5:36 pm
Satou found herself walking briskly across the village. She was a woman on a mission, and she wasn't about to be stopped. She was on her way to see Soyala, and though the prospect of seeing Soyala again was daunting, her mind was made up. She crossed the path in front of Bonnit's house and waved to the man as she passed.
The only time she stopped long enough to talk to anyone was when her boot came untied and she had to stop and fix that dilema.
Soyala's little house was, unfortunately, not only clear across the Village, but a short ways into the forest as well--not to mention invisible unless she wanted you to see it. However, she was actually quite looking forward to Satou's visit; the Daewl knew her guest would arrive shortly, even if Satou hadn't warned her of the visit, and was presently preparing some tea for her visitor's pending arrival.
Meanwhile, in the village, Lysius was just bidding goodbye to Raechel after a brief visit of his own to the Afya's. After a wave to the healer, he turned and started down along the road towards his own home to check in briefly before continuing on to the arena. Life in the Village had been comfortably dull of late, which meant a storm was undoubtably brewing somewhere. He would ensure that his Sarglins, at the very least, were ready when that storm arrived.
Initially he noticed Satou only out of the corner of his eye, and, crouched as she was to lace up her boot, he continued on past her without so much as batting an eye. However, only a brief moment later, her appearance clicked, and he froze in place. For the first time in who knew how many years, the Sargtlin looked....scared. Slowly Lysius turned in place, eyes narrowed in confusion as they fell back to the should-be stranger, for the moment simply watching her. Satou finished tying her boot up and stood slowly giving herself time to stretch out her leg which had cramped slightly. She turned a little on her spine to try and get out a kink, and in the process she noticed Lysius staring at her... It startled her a little and she tried to pretend that she hadn't notcied... but that didn't last long...
"Can I... Can I help you?"
Fear gave way to complete and utter confusion as she spoke, and the moment she fell silent the Sargtlin started over, hesitating briefly just infront of her before placing his hands on her arms. "Satou?" Lysius seemed completely and utterly out of his element, not at all the strong,self-assured Sargtlin of moments before. "Saty? Wha... what are you doing here? Where did you come from? Where have you been?!"
Satou backed up slightly... a very confused look on her face.... "I don't.... how do you know my name?" It was a straightforward question and also a cheesy one. She knew it was cheesy when she said it, but she couldn't think of anything else to say....
"I don't think I know you..." Said with confusion...
"You are Satou," he mumbled aloud, more to reassure himself than to actually have her verify. There was no mistaking her. She was...different than when he had last seen her, certainly, but that had been...how many years ago? "Where have you been? Of course you know me." He paused briefly and what little hope had risen in his expression faded away once more. "..Don't you? Saty?"
She shook her head slowly... back and forth... back and forth... but she stared back at him. Meeting his eyes without faltering, somehow trying to tell if this was a joke.
But by the look on the man's face, it wasn't a joke. He really thought that he knew her... "My name is Satou... people call me Saty... but not many people, because only my family calls me that... I haven't seen them for months... " she stared back at him for a second. "You're very handsome... but I've never seen you before."
"You're joking with me," he insisted with a weak laugh, and gave her arms a little squeeze, smile returning ever so slightly. "You have to be. You couldn't just forget... That's impossible." Despite his words, he seemed far from sure of himself. It wasn't as if situations of the sort happened just every day. People didn't come back from the dead. "It's Lysius, remember? We... we're married, Saty."
When he gave her arms a squeeze she wanted to pull away, but when he said they were married she did pull away... quickly and forcefully. And the look on her face went from confusion to fear.
"I'm not playing with you. I grew up at the Jivvin center, and I lived in the woods with a human and other center Jivvins... I just petitioned to move into the village two months ago." She stammered the whole explination fearfully, as if saying it faster would make it easier to resolve this.
"I swear I've never seen you before..." She cowered from him... "You're scaring me."
Her sudden retreat stunned him, and he released her arms with complaint, hands hovering briefly in the air before falling back to his sides. "But..." He cleared his throat and ran a hand throat his hair, hesitating a moment longer before turning his back on her. What had he been doing? He was going somewhere--the arena. No, he didn't need to go there, the arena could wait. Saty had been in the Village for two months? And no one had told him?! No one had questioned it?! ...Maybe he was imagining things? He glanced back over his shoulder, half expecting her to have vanished, and when she hadn't he fought to control his expression and nodded slightly. "My...mistake. I apologize."
Saty just stood there clutching her arms where he'd held them. He looked so flustered, and it just scared her more... He really thought he knew her. But she DID NOT KNOW HIM.
She just nodded slowly "It's ok..." whispered the comment and turned back on her path to Soyala's... she took three or four steps before turning back to make sure he wasn't following her, and then she ran...
She ran as far as she could towards the Daewl's house before she had to stop and catch her breath. Saty stood there panting resting bent over with her hands on her knees... "I've never seen him before..."
Then she straightened and walked quickly the rest of the distance to Soyala's house... she was about to knock on the front door, but she turned back for one last look down the path... just to make sure.
nothing... *knock knock*
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 5:44 pm
He hadn't followed, no. He had considered it, and it was incrediably difficult to force himself to remain in place, but he had. She didn't know him, why should he follow? But why didn't she know him? Did anyone else know her? He needed to talk to Kyros... And he needed to talk to Jack.
Forgetting the arena completely, he hurried up the road in the opposite direction that Satou had gone, face drawn and pale as he made his way to the Vhaid's.
Come in, came the odd, echo-y voice of the Daewl from, apparently, directly above the Sargtlin a split second after Satou's hand left the door. The door in question swung open to admit Satou through, hovering patiently in place before closing behind her. The room hadn't changed in the least since Satou's last visit so long ago, save perhaps for the tea set carefully arranged on the coffee table and the white Daewl nestled in a chair beside it. The Daewl offered Satou a warm smile and lifted a hand towards a second chair, gesturing for Satou to join her. I've been expecting you. Have you been enjoying your stay in the Village?
Saty smiled slowly and nodded. "I have. It's what I've always wanted..." But there was something wrong about it... she couldn't bring herself to admit it out loud to the villagers who had helped her so much in the last few months... but she could probably tell the white jivvin. That was after all why she was here.
"You knew I was coming?" She had heard strange things about Soyala, and it was true that her name was the one to drop if you needed to inspire sudden awe... "I knew you could do that, I jsut didn't think that I was worth your 'knowning' things about me." She grinned... something about this woman made you admire her. "Do you know a Jivvin Villager with red and brown spotty ears and... gosh dangit, what did he say his name was?" She tried to think for a second... but she'd been so frightened over the experience that she couldn't remeber what he'd said his name was... "Started with an L.... But he said he knew me..." Said they were married.... "She looked up at Soyala, bitting her own lip in her confusion. She wasn't scard any longer, rather she flet safe here.
Good, good! she praised with a smile, lips moving only as she took a sip of her tea. I'm glad you are happy. And of course I did. I always know when someone nears my home... If I didn't, you wouldn't be able to find it, she pointed out as if this made perfect sense. To the Daewl, after all, it did. The wards around her home had been up for who knew how long. Unless she wanted someone to find the tiny cottage, actually entering it was impossible.
The white Daewl lifted a brow curiously at the question, though she didn't seem particularly surprised by Satou's words. Lysius, she supplied immediately, with a pitying air in the unspoken voice. She sighed softly, this one an audible sound, and set down her cup, instead helping herself to a cookie from a bowl on the table. He's the head of your rank, actually. Poor soul... Hasn't been quite right since his wife passed, I dare say. A brief image of amusement passed across the Daewl's face, but just as quickly it was gone, replaced by the same sorrowful expression. He said you were married, you say? she asked without lifting her eyes from her snack, even if Satou hadn't verbally said such a thing. Pay him no mind, he mixes people up sometimes. He lost a lot of friends to the massacres.
"Lysius! That's right that's what he said his name was." She stopped again to think, picked up her cup of tea and stared down into it for a second before taking a sip. "I've heard so much about him." She'd actually been meaning to find an excuse to meet him, because surely that was what Village jivvins did... they introduced themselves to their rank heads... "But not in this day and age is seems." She said the last bit outloud. It's been so long since she had lived with a personal bond that she'd been out of practice talking telepathically... she knew that Soyala would get most of it anyway. She'd read some of the public journals lef t behind by villagers that had told all about how the village was run, and satou found herself dissapointed by how much different the village she was living in seemed from the one described in teh journals... She wasn't sure it it was her, or the descriptions, or if the village really had changed...
"He was so scary..." He thoughts flitted back to Lysius...
Lysius probably would have saught you out sooner had someone spoken of you directly to him, Soyala admitted quietly, and set down her half-eaten cookie on a napkin. She folded her hands on her lap and sat back in her seat, eyes returning to Satou while she explained. He is very devoted to his rank... I believe your arrival was somewhat glossed over, which may or may not have been a good decision on our Vhaid's part. I believe your similarities to Lysius's late wife had many of the Council worried as to how he would receive you. We rather expected a reaction of the sort.
He can be intimidating, she continued, sliding into the next subject with ease. Though he rarely means to be. A byproduct of being the head of the Sargtlin rank, I'm sure. Once he comes to his senses, he will probably seek you out and apologize for his behavior. It was a rare day indeed that Soyala would actually defend the Sargtlin head, but for the moment she seemed genuinely concerned for him...and for his appearance in Satou's eyes.
Saty nodded again, something she was doing a lot today. "It was good to meet him I guess... Makes it less daunting if I ever ahve to talk to him again." She blanched at the thought of another Jivviness living a long time ago who looked like her and shared her name. Maybe Lysuis's wife had been her mother or her grandmother! But that was sad becuase that meant that her biological mother or grandmother was dead and that she'd never get to meet them.
She sighed and let herself sit back and enjoy the tea. "Soyala... I haven't gotten a chance to thank you... for allowing me to move into the village." She really meant it. "It's mostly what I always wanted." but... "i never dreamed it would be this slow moving and hard to get Jivvins to teach me things... but it's still great."
The white Daewl laughed softly, a sing-songy, musical note to the sound, and shook her head. It was my pleasure, I assure you. I have never quite agreed with the Council's tradition of secrecy. Had my friends and I behaved as they do now, this Village would have never been established; the strangers would have been chased away from our forest. If we were kind enough to allow them into our land, they should offer the same privileges to the so-called Center Jivvins, such as yourself.
Soyala smiled fondly over at Satou and straightened up a bit in her seat. Jack shared your curiosity when he first arrived here... He wanted to know everything there was of the Village and its customs, of its history and need for secrecy. However, I would not encourage you to take his route. He was foolish, as he has realized in the time since. She paused briefly, eyes falling to her cup as she leaned forward to refill it. It will likely be some time yet before the Villages warm to you to the point that you truely begin to be one of them... There is a great level of distrust between the unbonded and those raised by humans. However, there are ways of getting around that...
Saty sat forward slightly... "You're talking about when they took his wings, aren't you...." She remebered the rumors that had gone around when Jack had returned, sans the beautiful uthliti wings. "He wouldn't talk about it... but it must ahve been bad." Bad for Jack and whoever it was rumoured that he had killed to earn the punishment.
But there were ways to learn more quickly, do the things she longed to do, meet the jivvins she needed to meet, and be the jivvin she somehow knoew she wasn't living up to... "How? What do I have to do?"
Mhm. Soyala frowned faintly, closing her eyes briefly as she lifted her cup to take a sip. Had circumstances differed slightly, he would have undoubtably been killed instead. He is lucky the situation played out as it did.
She said no more on the subject, and instead summoned back a smile, though her eyes remained focused on the rim of the teacup. Strangers have not been welcome in this village for many years now... Towards the last of the massacres, the Village was sealed off, and, under the formation of the Council, newcomers were strictly forbidden for some years to follow. During that time, with so few Jivvins, the village became extremely close-knit. You'll find almost everyone here already knows everyone else, if only by name in some cases. Back when the massacres were only just beginning, now... everyone was much more welcoming. Ironic.
"So you're saying that everyone here knows I'm an outsider, and because they've been here for hundred's of years, it's going to take a long time for me to fit in..." She sighed and relaxed again, taking another drink of her cooling tea. "You got my hopes up for a second there, that's not very nice." but she was smiling as she said it. "I supposed that since I'm unbonded I have all the time in the world to work out my problems... and let's face it, I'm not brave enough to get myself killed by being stupid." She laughed.
"A hundred years from now I'll be everybody's best friend... I'll be where Lysius is now. Going crazy, seeing my dead wife in every jivvin that passes..." She knew that wasn't true. "he must be so sad."
That's precisely what I'm saying. She chuckled softly as she listened an utterly disregarded the comment about Lysius and his sorrows, brushing it aside with only a nod. A hundred nears from now? Or a hundred years from then? Setting her cup down, she rose to her feet and stepped over to the window, drawing aside the curtain to peer out. The Jivvin House, have you heard of it, Satou?
Satou furrowed her brow and nodded slowly. "Yeah... my mom used the doors there..." then it all started to click.. at least... she thought it had started to click. "But I thought we weren't allowed to... to travel... I thought there were rules against it."
"Wait... we are talking about me going back right?" She said it out loud for her own sake... just to better understand.
The Council has long been confused as to the exact abilities of the doors... The center door, after all, is, for all intents and purposes, perfectly normal, then right door sealed away against any but my Daewl. But the door to the Past... Pausing, she turned away from the window and made her way back to her seat.
The concern in using the doors has always been the threat of altering the past. Attempting to change things that have happened by undoing them before they could happen, in a sense. However, this is impossible. The Past has already happened, it cannot rehappen. Everything that will ever happen in that time has by now, and nothing that has happened can be changed to change life today. Anyone who goes back to the Past has already been there. Do you understand? The Past is unalterable. If you go...you have already been there.
"So..." she was grinning... "So I can go back and see if the village I dream about is the one that existed hundreds of years before my time, and there's nothing stopping me but me..."
"Don't get me wrong, it's not that I think badly of the village now... it's just." Why am I trying to explain this when I don't have to? "what am I waiting for?
The Daewl only smiled. Folding her arms across her chest, she lifted a brow, inclining her head ever so slightly in the general direction of the House. I don't believe I'm the one you should be asking that, Satou. What -are- you waiting for?
Satou suddenly leapt out of her chair and threw her arms around the Daewl... She wrapped the white jivvin in as tight a hug as she dared and then let go just as quickly. Thank you, friend. "thank you so much!" She downed her tea and headed out the door... she could be heard calling out from the path a moment later. "Thank YOU!"
She walked all the way back to the small cabin that she had been sharing with two other young jivvins. She spent a short while chopping up firewood in the front yard of the cabin, simply because she had said she would before... and then she packed her bag, said her goodbyes and she headed home.
She knew that she had to say goodbye to Keppit and Ranald... and Gus and Jen... and then she was headed for the Jivvin center...
A hug was quite an unusual experience for the Daewl, and the surprise was clear on her face even after Satou released her and ran off out of the door and down the path. Chuckling softly, the Daewl shook her head, and with a wave of her hand sent away the tea set to wherever it had come from and went about her business. The little cottage blinked out of sight, and the forest was still once more.
Things were proceeding exactly as planned.
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 5:51 pm
((just Fyi... Soyala has temporarily changed the door so that when Satou wnet through it she would end up in a certain place at a certain time... Anyone else going through the past door will end up in the standard timeframe ^_^ ))
Satou's head was spinning, and for a moment she wasn't sure where she was... visions of her mother's goodbye swam in her head... pictures of Gus and Soyala and Jack... The two wingeds that had shown her their sparring skills... Nate... and then her mother again, saying goodbye....
Satou opened her eyes and waited for the world to stop spinning. It complied, and she found herself sitting in a smoky room with a quickly retreating headache. She didn't have time to think about what was happening, becuase at that moment two figures came around the corner, fighting each other visciously. Satou jumped to her feet in confusion trying to figure out what was going on... and it came to her in a flash...
She'd walked through the door into the past. But this wasn't anything like Keppit had said... she was in the center, but the place was on fire! And there were... people?... here fighting. The smoke was getting so thick that she couldn't see who it was that was fighting. Satou turned and felt for teh door she knew she'd come through, but it wasn't there. The door was gone, and all that stood in it's place was a wall. This was not good.
She inched her way out of the room with her back pressed up against the wall as hard as she could make it, but all she succeded in doing was backing out of the room and into a man. With a grunt he knocked her to the floor, and barely missed her head with his foot. She scrabbled to her hands and knees, thanking whatever powers that be for the rising smoke. The air down near the floor was clearer and she saw the bottom of a window sill across the room. That quickly became her destination, and moments later she scrabbled ungracefully out the window and into a small shrub...
...which, thankfully, was mildly soft and only marginally on fire.
Saty rolled for a second and then took off running into the woods.
The House was burning. Fire billowed up through the upper floors, and was quickly spreading down to the lower levels. Not only that, but it was full of people--as was the land around it, people coming, people going, all with weapons, fighting, slashing, hacking through the billowing smoke at anything they determined was an enemy. Which, in the end, was surprisingly simple: one side had tails, the other didn't.
Satou charged off towards the trees and, as she neared, a group charged out to meet her, only to run clean past and towards the House she had just abandoned. Jivvins, all of them; reinforcements. And then the battle was gone and she was among the trees, with another Jivvin running directly at her side. He waved her forward and changed to Llar, rushing on ahead of her, mottled fur hardly visible in the dim lighting. "Keep up, hurry!"
Saty hadn't really looked up... all she knew was that she was running, and then there was another jivvin in four legged form running beside her, telling her to keep up. The recess of her brain informed her quickly that if she was going to be able to keep up with him then she'd need to changes as well... so she did.
It was a form that she hadn't used since she got her crystal, and so the first thing that happened was that she almost fell flat on her face.... but she didn't. Instead she ran, full length a step behind this other jivvin off to his left. She found that she wasn't in as bad a shape as she might have expected, but apparently she didn't have the endurance that he did...and she slowly began to fall behind.
He never once slowed his pace, but offered a word of encouragement here and there when he noticed her lagging. However, after a distinct amount of time had passed and the sounds of battle were lost in the distance, he came to a sudden stop in a flurry of leaves and, laughing, changed back to Quen. He was young--younger than her, perhaps, but an adult nonetheless, and looked strikingly familiar...though, in the dim lighting, it would be difficult to place.
He stepped past her, back the way they had come, and paused, listening briefly, before turning back her way and pacing back to his original spot to stretch his legs after the run. "Rest, we're safely away. I don't know you--you don't know the Village, then. I'll get you there, never fear."
Satou collapsed dramatically down into a sitting position, panting out her exhaustion. "That was the house! And it was on fire!" The words were said in between pants as she caught her breath. "That's.... " That's where I grew up was what she wanted to say... but something deep inside her clicked and her brain told her that it would be rebuilt... it would have to be, in order for it to exist in her own time.
She changed back to fourther and rested back on her hands. "Thank you. For helping me run out of there." She paused, wondering if she could ask who was fighting without sounding like a moron... and quickly decided she couldn't. Instead... "I almost got my head stepped on in there.
"It was, and it is," he agreed confidently, quirking a brow at her before resuming his pacing. He walked awkwardly, making a point to stretch his legs with each step. "Which means the fighting will probably end soon," he continued, and twitched an ear back in the direction they had come as if expecting the returning troops already.
When no sound was forthcoming, he returned to his odd pacing, and lifted a hand to brush aside her thanks. "You're lucky you didn't. And think nothing of it, it's my job. b*****d stuck me on runner duty, wouldn't let me fight." He rolled his eyes, clearly less than pleased with the situation.
She climbed slowly to her feet. "Oh I'm sorry." She laughed good naturedly. "I think I know how you feel. Nobody wants me to fight either. I keep getting stuck with the minor tasks that any old biddy, or tiny kid could do." Like chopping up the firewood while her cabinmates got to go practice in the arena, she thought...
none the less... "You said you were going to take me to the village?"
"He's overprotective," he replied somewhat bitterly, and pulled one leg up behind himself in another stretch. "Which is ridiculous, because I have more talent in my little finger than half of his so-called soldiers could ever dream of attaining." He paused briefly, catching himself, then nodded, and, letting his leg fall, broke into a light jog. "Up for a run? I have to get back, they may need help with the wounded."
Satou watched in amusement as the young man jaunted off, then she started at a jog to try and catch up. The first few steps she took were hard placed and out of rythm, but it only took a second or two *or three* for the steps to fall into place. She caught up with him, considering he was obviously going easy on her. "So that's what you do? You run the injured?" She jogged behind him a little. "Well I'm sorry then, since I'm taking up your time... I'm Satou by the way."
"I run whoever needs to go wherever during these skirmishes," he explained with a shrug of his shoulders, and cocked his head to spare a glance back after her. "With all the wards the Daewl's've put on these trees, it's almost impossible to get anywhere unless you know where you're going. So I'm the path guard. Which is basically the Sargtlin's excuse for keeping me out of the fights." He shook his head, but offered a smile. "Lysius. Keep up." And, returning his eyes forward, he broke into a sprint.
Satou stopped dead in her tracks... "Lysius..." The head of her rank in the future. She hadn't even recognized him in the shadows of the trees... and he'd seemed so much happier... His problems must not have started yet. She laughed to herself and started jogging after him again.
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 5:53 pm
"Firewood!" It had been a good few years since the House had burned, collapsing in on itself and effectively ending the battle that had raged within it, along with the lives of a good score of men from both sides who hadn't managed to escape before the roof fell in. In the time since, the battles had all but ceased, with minor skirmishes popping up only every few months, though the tension between sides had remained as fierce as ever. With the lull in actual battles, means of relieving that tension were growing scarce, and it was very quickly bleeding into the lives of everyone involved in the mini-war, especially those of the Village.
"We live in a goddamn forest, and it's summer! Who needs firewood? Just walk outside and pick up a stick if you're cold in this bloody heat." The Sargtlin snarled, storming along the road a good few feet ahead of his companion, intent on keeping as much space between the two of them as possible. "If you hadn't gotten it into your head to go off and pick fights for no reason..."
"Me!?!" She scoffed. "Look in a mirror butthead!" She wasn't about to try and catch up to him at all. He could walk as far ahead of her as he wanted. "At least you're still allowed a weapon." She'd had her dagger taken by the Sargtlin, and had been specifically told that if there was to be any chopping or cutting done on this little 'outting' then she'd leave it up to more 'trustworthy' blades.
She snorted her disgust. There he was walking in front of her, all sure of himself... "You jumped in not too long after I did, if you remember corectly... I just wish my daddy was the head of rank so I could get off easy too."
"Easy?!" he snapped, shooting a glare back over his shoulder at her. "I got off easy? He took your little knife and told you to pile up sticks, and I'm the one who's home free? Manual labor!" He threw his arms up in disgust, and returned his eyes forward.
"Not as if woodchopping is particularly difficult at any time... But it's the principal of the matter. And if you hadn't initiated that, I wouldn't have had to jump in and save your a**. It's a sad day indeed when a Sargtlin can't hold her own against a few Olplyn," he scoffed.
She didn't have an answer to that... it was true... she couldn't hold her own. "Well next time don't save me then!" She bent down picked up a stick and pinged it at him, watching it bounce harmlessly off his shirt. "I still maintain that stacking the firewood that you chop is a worse punishment than manual labor." She huffed again. "He doesn't even think I'm good enough for that! And that is the principle of the matter!" She scooped up another stick and pinged it off a tree as she passed it.
"Stupid Olplyns." She muttered the statement and then picked up a third stick.
His hissed through his teeth and made a grab after the stick as it bounced off his back, but missed and it fell to the ground. He bent and scooped it up, and gave it a shake her way. "And get chastized for being in the area and doing nothing to help? I can't win in this situation! If I fight, I'm wrong, if I don't, I'm wrong--had it been anyone but Olplyns, I could have maybe, maybe talked something out, but, gah..." He grimaced and tossed the stick away, mumbling an echo of her words. "Stupid Olplyns."
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 5:57 pm
Satou was standing in the practice arena with a dull, but still well made sword. It had been several years since Satou had come to the past, and she'd almost lost track of how many... certainly less than fifteen all in total. She'd been taking sword lessons with Lysius for about five years now... He'd started her on dagger, and then they'd moved on to double dagger, and jsut last year she was promoted to sword usage...
the swords were getting the better of her.
Satou stuck up a pose and then went into the motions of pary and thrust and gosh darnit what was that last one? stab? couldn't be stab... too simple.
"You're still holding it wrong," he instructed with surprising patience, and stepped over to show her the proper grip for the umpteenth time. Once he and Satou had stopped biting each other's heads off whenever they spoke, he found he rather enjoyed her company. She was a good student, anyway... Or, at the very least, a determined one.
"You're holding it like you hold daggers. You can't, the swords're too heavy. You'll either overbalance and hurt yourself, or your opponent will knock it out of you hand. Here." And he plucked the the sword from her hand, only to set the hilt back against her palm and position her grip around it. "Like so. Let's try again."
Stepping away, he retrieve a practice-sword from where he had left it shoved point-down in the dirt floor of the arena, hefting it in his grip before nodding for her to attack. "You're offense, go."
She wasn't surprised when he plucked the sword from her grip... he'd done it a hundred times and she knew he was only able to do it because she was, indeed, still holding her sword wrong. With a sigh she adjusted it how she knew it needed adjusting. Then she took up her offesive position, which wasn't too bad considering it wasn't all that far from a dagger pose.
But after a few short parries and strikes, the teacher got his kill in and Satou pulled back with a sigh, letting the sword tip droop down into the dirt. "Maybe I'd better just stick with daggers."
He smiled sympathetically and jammed the bladetip down in the dirt once more, shrugging. "You are improving... I think the sword's too big for you, is the thing. Not that you can't handle it, but it's more than you're used to..and, frankly, more than you need."
Turning his back to her, he stepped towards the edge of the arena to pick through the assortment of weapons they had brought along for the practice. "Could try a shorter sword if you'd like, but I really see no point in that. You're good with the double daggers. You're small and quick, it's easier for you to avoid swords than block against them. Keep the long blades for hand to hand combat and hold onto a few short daggers for throwing, and you're set."
"Hmmnnh." She smiled sadly but with humour. "So I'm a sword fighting failure." She walked over to the weaponry and dropped her sword in the pile. Glancing over the other stuff she pulled her hair into a tighter knot and picked up two medium sized daggers... her personal favourites.
Then she struck up a defensive pose and shook her head at him mockingly. "It's not your fault that I can't manage the swords... you're not all that bad a teacher." And then she laughed... "You'll be sorry you taught me daggers so very well." He shrugged. "Can't be good at everything. I'm the only one who can get away with that," he added after a beat, and, grinning, abandoned the pile while she selected her new blades. Laughing, he retrieved his sword from where he had stuck it and gave it a little sweep towards her. "The day you and your little knives beat me in battle, Satou, is the day I hang up my sword and become an honorary Afya."
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 6:19 pm
Satou leaned back with a sigh and poked the red earred man in the ribs. "Hey, butthead... have you got any bread left in your ration? I'm half starving." The words were whispered as she grabbed one of her arms with the opposite hand and wiggled it lifelessly at him... "look! I'm wasting away to nothing, and all I can do is sit here and stare at the trees wishing I had some food." She sighed. "how long is he going to have all of us sitting out here? I talked to Ferran and Gret last time I checked in and it seems like nobody has even seen a Ssan since day before yesterday." She huffed. "A good fight is one thing, but sitting on patrol for-EVER is another..."
She sat for a second then turned back to Lysius with the prettiest, girliest smile she could and batted her eyes at him... "So? Any bread left in your rations?"
Lysius bit back a laugh at the display, instead pretending not to have heard and peeking from their hiding spot to survey the area. It had been a few days now, and still they hadn't seen so much as a scale of a Ssan. Perhaps they had called off their plans? Or, it was entirely possible that the Ssan knew they were there and were just biding their time. Their sense of smell, Lysius knew, was unrivaled by any other creature of the forest.
Sinking back down, he returned his attention to Satou just in time for the overly-sweet smile. "That's not fair," he whispered back, grimacing and quickly covering his eyes with a hand. Nonetheless, he reached for the bag and tossed it over to her, letting his hand fall with a shake of his head. "You've eaten more of my rations than I have."
She grabbed his bag from him and started to riffle through it. She pulled what was left of the bread from the sack and tore a chunk off it. "Somehow I seem to remember that you ate all my candied pecans, so you deserve this." She jammed the small chunk of bread into her mouth and kept talking between chewing. "It all works out for me since I don't like pecans anyway." She shrugged then held the hunk of leftover bread out to Lysius. "You want some?"
"You gave me the pecans," he countered dryly, watching lazily while she dug through the bag for the bread. "Whereas you asked for all of my food. 'Are you going to eat that cheese?' 'Same some jerky for me!'," he teased and, chuckling, stretched out on his back on the ground. There was no risk; they would know if anything came too near. However, despite his words, he shook his head and waved her away before moving his hands behind his head. "You have it. We won't be out here much longer, anyway. If they don't show up before nightfall, we'll head back to the Village."
She shrugged and jammed another peice of bread into her mouth before tossing the pack down beside her own (mostly empty) one. Then she reclined back and propped her head up on her hands. "It'll be good to get home again, to the village I mean." She'd really come to love it there. It was everything she'd even wanted and more... and for the first time in her life she'd felt like she belonged. She turned to him, "It's gonna be such a pretty village once everything settles down... I just know it."
"Once everything settles down." He laughed, lifting his head to send her a glance before letting it fall back once more. "You say that as if the Village hasn't been established for...years now. What year is this?" He paused briefly, trying to work out the exact calculations, but very soon gave up with a shrug. "But you're right, there's still a lot to be done. And the damn Ssan aren't helping matters... I'm almost relieved that they didn't show, even if it meant us wasting three days here."
"Gosh..." she glanced over at him. "I don't know how many years it's been since I came to the village." The statement was almost shocking, and suddenly she panged with guilt for the family she'd left behind. It had been at least 30 years... "But time flies when you're having fun." She grinned over at him, before chucking a small rock at his forehead to pick on him.
"You've been around almost as long as I have," he replied with a shrug, and swatted away the pebble when it neared. "Fun? Ha. I hated you for a while there." He flashed a grin and sat up, gesturing her over. "And don't you take offense, because you hated me just as much."
"no offense taken" she grinned back at him like only a friend can. "I still hate you." Then she grabbed for the bag again to make sure there wasn't anything else she wanted.
He laughed and scooped up her abandoned bag, tossing it at her before climbing to his feet and dusting leaves from his back. "Let's see if we can find the others. Maybe they've had better luck than we have."
Satou grinned again and gathered up both her bag and his (since she was already riffling through it). But as she started to follow him from their stakeout position she got the strap of her bag tangled around her foot, and when she tried to disentangle it she only suceeded in showing how much of a klutz she could be... She went toppling over straight into Lysius's back, knocked him over and then crashed down on top of him.
She stared at him, shock apparent on her face, for all of about five seconds before she giggled... actually giggled. And then she laughed BECAUSE she had giggled. "If there are actually Ssan around nearby then we're dead jivvins." But she was still laughing.
Her 'attack' came as a complete surprise, and Lysius stumbled a pace before toppling to the ground with a grunt, grunting a second time when she landed on top of him. However, it wasn't long before he joined in with her laughter, and quickly rolled over so that she was pinned beneath him instead--even if it was under his back. "If I didn't know that you can't go without tripping for more than six steps at a time, I'd swear you did that on purpose."
She stopped laughing, and her chuckles died down until she wasjust smiling up at him contentedly. "what can I say? I'm awkward." She tired to shrug but he had her pinned down in the leaves. "Ly.... Get off me before we get eaten."
"We won't get eaten," he replied confidently, not budging from where he lay. "And I'm comfortable. And, if a Ssan does happen along, they'll eat me first, because they won't be able to reach you. Trust me, you're perfectly safe."
"Yeah but then I gotta get your blood and guts all over me while you get eaten and besides..." She wiggled her hand around so that she could put it up behind his head. "you work way to hard on keeping your hair looking good, you'd hate to get Ssan slobber in it just because you were too busy looking at a pretty jivviness." And then to emphasis her point (or maybe just to touch him) she reached up and ran her hand through his spiky hair and grinned up him.
"You do have a point," he admitted thoughtfully, peeking upward at if to look at his own hair. "Said pretty Jivviness would probably forget all about me if my hair was ruined by slobber. Those conniving Ssan." Briefly, however, he remained where he was, leaning his head into her touch, but soon he slid off of her and climbed to his feet, offering a hand to help her up.
She sighed inwardly as he stood up and took the hand that was offered and for a moment actually considered climbing to her feet...
But what she did instead was brace her shoes in the mud under the leaves and pull down on his hand with both of hers. As he fell to his knees in front of her she pressed her face up to his and she kissed him. It was almost seemless despite the fact that she usually wasn't the most gracefull jivvin without a dagger in her hand, and she wanted to hold the kiss forever...
but she pulled back slowly, and inhaled slowly, and smiled stupidly over at him... right there in front of her.
He was half ready to blame her clumsiness again when she suddenly tugged him forward, assuming that she had simply slipped again, and did his best to adjust his own fall to avoid landing on top of her--he was a good bit heavier than she was. However, before he could bring up another tease about her clumsiness, her lips captured his and he very, very quickly forgot about the fall, about the potential Ssan attack, about how incrediably pissed the Sargtlin would be if he caught them snogging while they were supposed to be on patrol, about everything except for... Saty.
She pulled away, reality set back in...and Lysius quickly decided that they could risk avoiding reality for a bit longer. He offered only a grin before leaning forward to meet her and resume the kiss, shoving reality to the back of his mind in favor of focusing on the lovely Jivviness.
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Posted: Sun May 27, 2007 8:05 pm
Satou stood in the doorway, leaning against one of the posts, as she watched the little village children run from the yard yelling about the Ssan. It was her second favourite time of day. The time when Satou would go out in the yard to enjoy the sun and the younger set would just 'happen' by to ask her stories about the recent fights and missions she and Lysius had been on. They'd all sit on the fence posts and that old stump at the corner of the yard and listen intently to whatever she wanted to tell them... and she loved telling them stories, and then she loved watching them run off pretending that they were in the ranks of a skirmish. They seemed to hold a certain respect for the adults in the village, Lysius more than most, and who better to tell stories of him than the jivviness that lived with him? .... Satou smiled as she thought of Lysius.
He'd had a really bad week... his dad had died.
She turned around and looked back into the cabin. The place was rather clean and tidy, and it smelled of soup. She wasn't normally very domestic, but she figured Lysius could use a good hot bowl of soup after his meeting with the council.
A rough week indeed. More fighting early in the week--fighting that had resulted in his father's death. And expected fighting at that, unprovoked. It had been a hassle to the Council and the Sargtlin rank in particular, and in coping with the battles his father's death had been glossed over with less reverence than Lysius would have liked. But the funeral had been fitting, and now...well, now they moved on, and now they followed a new leader.
Despite himself he managed a smile as he hurried on down the road towards his home. What with the events of the weak and his clear determination to make it home quickly, no one he passed pressed conversation, not even the pack of children who he more than expected Satou to be telling stories to. He made it home without delay and waved the group away, greeting Satou in the doorway with a kiss on her cheek and looping an arm around her waist to steer her back inside.
"You've been cooking?" he asked as the smell of soup greeted him. He sounded surprised.
She laughed. "I tried. It's just soup, but I thought you might have had a long day." Truth be told she had a good idea of what the meeting at the council had been all about, but she wanted him to be the first to say it.
She spun around out of his grasp and smiled at him. "So? How was it? ... I see you're still in one peice."
"I don't think anyone can spend a day in Hrandic's company and still have energy to burn." He grimaced as if the very memory brought him pain, then laughed. "Soup's perfect."
She spun away, and he stepped around her to continue for the kitchen, utterly ignoring her question until he had lifted the lid from the pot to take a peek at the soup. "It was the Council, what more is there to say? Hrandic's as obnoxious as ever, Jatin's still tossing sarcasm around, and Soyala was hovering in the background giving me the creeps the entire time. I think the only person happy to see me there was Aleda. Though, I'll have to get used to it." Chuckling, he set down the lid and turned to face her. "Because, you, my dear, are looking at the new head of the Sargtlin rank."
"Oh Ly!" She flung herself into his arms and seemingly tried to hug the life out of him. "I'm so happy for you!" She'd suspected, of course, that this was the news he would have...
Sometimes... sometimes she got chills unexpectedly. She knew, basically, what was in the future for all these jivvins around her. She knew that Soyala would live for hundreds of years and get more and more powerful as the years went by, she knew that Lysius would end up head of his rank, she knew that Hrandic would be replaced with Kyros, she knew that the village would live on and on... and she knew that.... but that wasn't important. Not right now any way.
"I'm so happy for you! You deserve it, and it's what the Sargtlin would have wanted..." She paused and smiled at him sadly. "I mean, your father... I guess you're the Sargtlin now." She reached one hand up and pulled his hair straight in the front. "You'll make a great Sargtlin.... I just know it"
He laughed and returned the embrace, sidestepping to keep either of them from falling into the stove or the pot of soup. "They shoved the job on me at the worst possible time, what with these fights... Everything's going to be different now."
His smile faltered briefly, but soon returned, and he placed a hand on her shoulder, lazily playing a lock of her hair between two fingers. "But we'll manage. We always manage." He paused for only a beat, hand sliding down her arm to capture hers. "I want you to marry me, Saty."
Saty frowned without meaning to, and a chill ran through her. Things she had been avoiding thinking about came rushing to the front of her brain and visions of Soyala floated around with phrases that had been haunting Satou for forty years.... 'Hasn't been quite right since his wife passed,' and 'Pay him no mind, he mixes people up sometimes. He lost a lot of friends to the massacres.' .... then the haunting image of the first time she had ever met Lysius.... 'Saty we're married' ... ... She forced the throughts down back into the recesses of her brain and slowly the world begin to quit spinning. She only had to tell herself that she wasn't Lysius's wife, she wasn't Lysius's wife... she wasn't....
The room came back into focus, as did the Jivvin she loved, with one lock of her long blonde hair curled lazily around his fingers... She realized she probably didn't look as happy as she should....
"I love you. More than I've ever loved anyone or anything... I wish I could marry you, but..." Her brain grasped for a reason that she could give. "It's not the right time." Lame... but all she could come up with. She leaned into his arms and tried to melt into his embrace... If she wasn't his wife then she couldn't die... right?
A frown was certainly not a good sign, nor did the fact that she was avoiding his eyes. He realized it hadn't exactly been a proper proposal, nor a particularly romantic one, but that was typical of their relationship. They weren't romantics, they were Sargtlins. And they loved each other, and...what was wrong, exactly?
She sunk against his chest, and, out of habit, he wrapped his arms around her before realizing he had done so, one across the small of her back, the other behind her shoulders. However, he managed for force a smile and replied with only a nod. She had her reason, even if it didn't make much sense to him, and he wouldn't press. If it wasn't the right time, that meant there would be a right time. It wasn't a flat out no. They had all of eternity together. He could wait.
"Another time, then," he finally replied with a bit of a grin, dipping to meet her in a brief kiss. Straightening, he released his embrace and turned back to the stove, reaching over to retrieve two bowls from a cabinet. "Soup?"
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Posted: Sun May 27, 2007 10:16 pm
Satou grinned in the firelight as she hiked up one side of her skirt and jumped back up into the circle of dancers. She managed to complete one full circuit in the dance before jumping out and landing in Lysius's lap. She laughed at him and pinched his nose with her finger and thumb. "You're too stodgy sometimes you know that? You need to loosen up." but she was only joking, she knew he was enjoying himself.
... and despite her better judgement she'd decided to marry the man she loved. There were times that she told herself that Soylala was wrong... and then there were times where she knew she was just kidding herself. But she couldn't lie to him anymore... so she chose to do what her heart really wanted.
She was busy chastising him about dancing himself into a frenzy when a small blonde headed jivvin child ran up and grabbed her by the hand, dragging her back into the throng of villagers. It was intoxicating, all the villagers celebrating like this just for the wedding of thier Sargtlin and his new wife. It was almost a week now that the dances and feasts had been going on, and it was a lovely change from the recent village atmosphere. There was always a battle waiting for thier attention somewhere nearby, and this wedding was just what the village had needed.
Satou laughed as a flower fell from her hair and the child she was dancing with caught it. Finally, she felt like she belonged somewhere... like she was home... and she owed it all to that red earred man sitting over there just in the light of the bonfire...
She motioned for him to join her.
"I'm sure of it," he agreed with a laugh, scrunching his nose against the pinch. "But you're too light on your feet for me to keep up. Go dance!" And she was swept off by the little blonde child, Lysius fondly watching from where he sat.
Really, he was enjoying himself just as much as she was. He couldn't remember having ever been happier. The wedding ceremony was something he was sure he would never forget in the eternity ahead, and the celebrations afterward... The week had been an absolute blur. Music and dancing and food and friends at all hours of the day and night, the entire Village was involved in the celebrations. It was impossible to avoid it. Sleep was managed in little naps every few hours, hidden away wherever one could find peace from the crowds, and otherwise the party seemed never-ending. Lysius was quite happy to have it that way.
She had been dancing for what must have been hours, he had abandoned the dance square in favor of chatting with a group of friends off to the side. However, at her gesture and the prodding of the friends at his side, he climbed to his feet and headed out to join the dance, shooting a grin to Satou's current partner. "May I cut in?"
The child rolled his eyes, bowed, and ran off in search of whatever peaked his ever changing attention span. Satou stopped dancing, partly in order to catch her breath quickly and partly to mock bow at Lysius, and then she stepped forward and took one of his hands in hers. She wasn't particularly stylish at dancing, but she did always look like she was haing fun and didn't care what anybody thought about it. She grinned over at him and could see in his face that he was happy... her happiness mirrored his, and she thought briefly about what her mother and brothers would say if they could see the woman she'd become. Still the akward tomboy, but so much happier and more certain of herself.
She spun into Lysius and laughed. "You know..." She pulled in close so that she wouldn't have to yell over the drumming and music "I remember the day I first met you... and I remember the day you jumped on an Oplyn to stop me from getting myself killed... I can remember hating your stinking guts!" She lauhged. "And I can remember how safe I felt in your squadron... but the first thing I'll always remember whenever I think about you is right here... right now." She laughed and pulled a tangled lock of hair back over her ear. "I'll remember how happy you looked as you brought your village a week of smiles, dancing, laughing, and feasting."
Lysius fixed a serious expression on his face long enough to return the bow, but it faded the moment her took her hand. They were perfectly matched on the dance floor. Neither was exactly the best dancer, but neither particularly cared, and both thoroughly enjoyed themselves once Lysius actually agreed to dance. It was their party, they could dance how they wanted to. And time could stand still, and life could go on this way forever and ever.
She spun towards him, bringing his arm around her waist, but rather than spin her away again, he paused as well when she began to speak. "No, how'm I supposed to follow that?" he teased, then laughed, shaking his head and glancing around the crowded dance square. "I could do without the dancing and laughing and feasting, though the smile might be hard to be rid of. I'm just happy that you said yes, Saty."
Her heart panged really quickly and she swallowed the fear that came with it. "I had to Lysius... I love you and it's what I've wanted." She smiled up at him almost sadly. "There's no reason in the world good enough to keep me from having every part of you."
She laughed. "I'm just glad that you kept asking."
"I'm persistent." He grinned, but at her expression he freed a hand and lifted it to tap her cheek. "Smile for me. It's not allowed to hide during this celebration."
Without waiting for a response, he spun her free of his embrace to resume the dance. Dancing always made her smile.
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Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 9:21 am
Satou rubbed at her forehead a little. That was the one thing that she'd missed most in the last 60 or so years... asprin. Something as small as a headache was so annoying, but too small to take to an afya really... too insignificant. But as far as headaches went, it didn't hurt much, so she chose to ignore it. Immiediately after she had the thought she felt foolish and selfish... of course there were things about the future that she missed, things like her family and friends... but life here was so much better for her. She'd finally found the place where she belonged... and every day only felt more and more right to her... it was wonderful...
she stooped and gathered a handful of pine needles in her hand. She wasn't quite sure why she was out here, but not even the threat of rain could keep her from enjoying the last of the seasons's heat. So she was walking, letting her legs carry her to wherever they felt like.
Finally, finally, Jack had made it back to the time he...thought was right. He hoped it was right. The Past Door had been finicky, something altogether odd in itself. Initially it hadn't wanted to open at all, then it had sent him to only a few days before, then the typical time, and, after some tweaking, the time he was sure Satou must be in. The door wouldn't have selected it if someone not of the time wasn't there, right?
It made sense to him, anyway.
The familiar trek towards the Village from the House was not so familiar anymore, and Jack had to double back more than once to avoid being tricked by the trees. They didn't seem terribly concerned with keeping him away, however; another time or not, he was still a Jivvin. It was one such doubling-back that drew him away from the initial path and, surprisingly, tugged him towards Satou, perhaps sensing that neither was quite where he should be.
He caught sight of her through the trees while trying to find the proper path again, and abandoned his search in favor of hurrying across the ground towards her. She looked...different, somehow, but he couldn't quite place her. "Satou!"
Satou jumped as her name was called, though not as much as she might have at one point... there hadn't been too much fighting lately, so she wasn't as on edge. It took her a second as she squinted through the trees at the approaching figure, he seemed familiar... and as he approached her mind began to flail, somehow knowing that it knew this jivvin and working overtime to place him...
"Yes, do I...." Jack.... "JACK!" her eyes went wide and she grinned over at him in confusion and glee. "Boy, ask and ye shall recieve..." She laughed and jogged over towards him, bringing them face to face. "I was just thinking about you... and other people too... but I was thinking that I missed you..." Her brain began racing... this was the future Jack right? He looked about right, but in 60 years memories tended to fade away and be rewritten by over zealous brains... Jack had grown up a Center Jivvin right? And the center wasn't here yet... as far as she could tell that was quite a long ways off yet... so this MUST be the future Jack, come back in time... but..
"Why are you here? Don't get me wrong, it's great to see you... but..."
"Satou," he repeated, forcing a grin. Now he knew what was different. She looked like she was a Wild--a true Wild, like any of the others of the Village. She dressed like them, she moved like them, even her voice had a slight accent to it common to those Jivvins of the Village. And she looked...older. Not much so, but not quite as young as before. Was this the wrong time? Too late? But if she was here, he couldn't have shown up sooner. This would have to do.
"Checking in on you," he lied, deciding he would have to rethink this if she had spent some amount of time with the Wilds. He doubted she would leave voluntarily...but the repercussions if she didn't... "And the time. The door was doing something strange, and I wanted to see where it was. How long have you been here?"
She narrowed her eyes at him and shrugged... " I don't know... It's been a long time. Longer that I could ever have imagined... I stopped counting at fifty years..." She looked over his face for a hint at what was really going on in his mind, but it had been so long since she'd talked to him. "But it hasn't been that long for you has it..." It wasn't really a question.
"Would you like to come to the camp for dinner? I'm not much of a cook even now, but it's better than nothing... and we can catch up..."
"Fifty years," he echoed quietly, surprise clear on his face. Well...that complicated things indeed. "Wow. And I've only been alive three," he laughed, shaking his head. "It's only been a few weeks, yeah. I'd have come sooner, but the door..." He shrugged. "Time works in odd ways."
"I was actually trying to avoid the Village," he admitted, glancing past her through the trees in the direction he assumed it must be. "Rather than explain my unexpected arrival all over again. These are more suspicious times, if my 'history lessons' serve me correctly? I'd rather they don't start up a ghost story of me when I appear and disappear again the next day. I was actually going to see about picking up a meal in that little town by the House," he added, nodding back the way he had come. "Would you like to join me? You can tell me what...what all you've been up to these fifty years."
She smiled over at him. She did remember that he'd not had much luck with the village in any timeframe. It was one of those things about Jack, but he never talked about it around her so she had never asked. Instead she smiled over at him and shook her head. "C'mon." She started to walk towards the house... "I've not been up to much actually, it's been mostly what you'd expect. I joined the Sargtlin ranks, tired to learn swordplay and was told to stick to daggers... which I'm quite deadly at by the way... just so you know." She laughed. "Two weeks..." She remembered telling her mother that she'd be back before she knew it... that 200 years would pass for Keppit like a day... more like two weeks apparently.
But If the older version of Satou wasn't there in the future now... that meant...
No... she wouldn't think about it. "I want to ask you what you've been up to, but it's only been two weeks!" she laughed again.
A tiny nagging feeling in the back of his head told Jack that this could only end badly, but the rest of his mind was firmly set on its goal. Satou being here could throw everything off, she had to come back before she did any damage; by the sound of her short explanation, she hadn't. The loss of one Sargtlin shouldn't change anything.
He walked at her side back towards the House, keeping to this path much more easily than the one coming. "Fifty years training with the Village Sargtlins, I'm not surprised that your 'deadly'," he teased, flashing a grin. "Even if you were told to stick to daggers."
"I..." He grimaced. "I have been busy trying to get the Past Door to work again, because something tweaked the time it was set to send to, and I have been dealing with a...bit of a demon problem we had with the House. Someone opened the door to the Fifth Floor," he explained, sighing.
"really?" She knew that was bad... in this new life she had she'd helped deal with a couple... but they were mostly left up to the Daewls, so really all she'd done was watch. "I'd imagine that kept you and the others busy enough for two weeks..."
The conversation continued on through the woods, each one coming close to topics that probably should have been brought up, but never quite making the leap... for whatever reason. As they neared the house Satou stopped and peered through the woods at the building. "Something about this building now... it makes me a little edgy. When I first came back it was on fire..." Her voice faded off as she stared at the building. Then she snapped her attention to Jack. "maybe that was the reason the doors wouldn't open for you... something to do with the fire?" She was grasping at straws, but then she never really did understand the doors...
"...That may be it," he admitted thoughtfully, glancing ahead through the trees to the one-again-magnificent building. In this time, the House was still castle-esque, and was probably called something completely different, but the damage from years before had long since been repaired, and the structure gleamed like new.
"But this isn't the time the door normally goes to, you know," he pointed out, forgetting himself for a moment. "Nor was the time it took you to. I'm still not sure how it managed to bring you there in the first place. It shouldn't have. I had to argue with it a while to find you again." Jack shrugged. "The normal time is several years in the future from here."
"I thought so..." She shrugged "I'd never been to the past before so I really didn't know, but from what everyone told me this wasn't it." She rubbed at her forehead again remembering that day. "I came through the door and the building was on fire... and there were people and jivvins fighting and..." She shuddered to a stop... "It was all I could do just to get out, and then once I was out, the runner assumed that I was a rescue and he ran me back to the check point. It was so confusing, and I had come through the door to be in the past afterall... so I stayed." She smiled to herself as she remembered that day, the first time she'd met Lysius... well not exactly, but it was the first time she'd met HER Lysius... he'd been so young and headstrong and sure of himself... oh how she'd hated him.
And that made her laugh again. "I'm really glad that you've come to visit Jack. Don't get me wrong... I'm really really happy here... but it's been so hard not to talk about the future and even harder not to miss people..."
"You arrived during the massacres?" He raised a brow, glancing curiously towards her. The situation couldn't have meant anything else, especially if they were guiding Jivvins straight to the Village. That just didn't happen...at all after that period. He was silent for a long moment, then grinned as he led the way up towards the actual building of the House, forgetting the initial plan to have lunch in the little town. "You must be one of the oldest Jivvins in the Village now. You haven't missed much...Everyone misses you, I'm sure, but you haven't exactly been gone long to us."
It panged her a little that she hadn't been missed all that much, even if it was only because she'd been gone such a short while... but at the same time it also pleased her that it didn't hurt as much as it could have... she had a family here. She had Lysius and a whole village who admired her and looked out for her... she didn't have either of those in the future. "I am... though I don't feel old... sometimes, and it's silly mind you, but sometimes I get the feeling that they're really just giving me respect because I'm bonded to the Sargtlin." She shrugged... "But not so much so in the last fifteen years..." She stopped a minute to think... "Come to think of it that was only about five years after he was appointed... so I guess I'm not as pathetic as I seem." she laughed again and then went silent at the look on Jack's face...
Jack froze in step, tensing and straightening up as if he'd just experienced an electric shock. After a long moment, he turned to peer down at Satou, concern clear on his face. "...Lysius? You're with Lysius?" he pressed, frowning deeply.
"Yes..." She frowned deeply at Jack's frozen stance and her heart began to leap and race with fear... she wasn't quite sure what she was afraid of right now, but Jack's face inspired new terror in her... She tired desperately to put a lid on her emotions, but her voice still cracked slightly as she whispered the next sentance...
"Must be almost 20 years... though we've been working together since the day I got back... he....he was the runner... he... he jumped on an Oplyn to keep me from getting hurt and that was when he still didn't like me... ... ... and I didn't like him...." She stared at him in silent terror for a second then "Stop that... stop looking at me like that... you're scaring me... a lot."
Time stood still. Or should have. Time should have been as terrified as Jack was at that moment, and Time should have stepped back, shook its head, and set the line straight. But it didn't. And, after a pause, Time kept walking.
This was Lysius' wife. This woman was, indirectly, the cause of every foul thing that had befallen him since the unfortunate day when he had wandered too near to the Village. This woman was the reason Lysius hated him so much, this woman was the reason his own wife had been beaten and one of his children wasn't his own. And right now, if he let this woman walk away, all of that would never happen.
But he couldn't. Because it had. And that couldn't be undone.
Satou wasn't the one who had screwed with time. He was.
"...You have to come with me," he finally muttered, snapping free of his daze and pulling his eyes from her. "You just...have to trust me on this, Satou. I need you to come back to the real time. To the present. Right now."
Satou suddenly found herself standing outside her own body staring at the scene in front of her.... that couldn't be her, and that couldn't be Jack... Something was wrong with ehr perfect life if one of her best friends was here trying to ruin it...
"Jack... you don't understand... this is where I belong! I belong with Lysius! Here in this time in this village!" She actually getting quite worked up over the situation. "I can't leave... not right now, not ten minutes from now, not later! I'm bonded! I tried so hard not to let it happen, but it DID!" She forced herself to back off, to calm down... and it worked a little, but her heart still panged away at her keeping the uninvited panic nearby...
"I know, Satou," he replied quietly, his tone apologetic, though a clear undertone of panic was beginning to rise. He was as terrified by the dilemma as she was. "But you can go...back to being bonded there, Satou. It has to happen. Don't you see? It's already happened. You have to leave. Now. Come with me," he insisted and, without waiting for a response, grabbed hold of her elbow and steered her up towards the House.
In the Village, Satou's panic was mirrored by an identical fear, and within seconds a rescue party was gathering and on its way.
She wasn't sure what to do. She couldn't let him take away her life, she couldn't let him do it. What would it be like to leave Lysius? Panci panged through her harder now as Jack held her firmly but not hard enough to bruise. Her mind raced with warnings from 60 years ago, with truths told to her by many people... and then the image of Lysius from the future faded into her vision, 'Saty, we're married' ... she could remember the look on his face as plain as day, so panic'd and sad... so haunted... it wasn't the Lysius she'd come to depend upon...
She wrested her elbow from Jack's grip and turned, taking up a defensive stance just on the front stoop, moments from the door. "No Jack, I can't... I can't do that to him..." She reached instinctively for her daggers, but they weren't there... she hadn't put them on this morning...
"This isn't optional, Satou," he snapped, beginning to lose patience as his determination gave was to fear. Fear of what would happen if he lingered here much longer, fear of how his return to the present would be greeted. Of only one thing was he certain, and that was that neither of them should be here, and both needed to leave. Both would leave. They had already left.
Stepping past her, he opened the door and waved for her to enter. "Don't think I won't fight you, Satou, though I'd much rather avoid it. I'll win. I've already won. Don't you see? It's already happened. You have to leave."
"Jack" She gave a sob as she stared through the door... On the one hand, if she left she wouldn't have to face the future that Soyala had promised, but on the other hand, if she left she'd be giving up on everything... "Jack don't do this to me!" She'd been doubting the future for years, but for no other reason that she didn't like it... so far she'd had no reason to doubt... if she just left with Jack now...
"I can't!" Her fear and panic turned into anger, the same way a cornered animal reacts to being threatened... she glanced around the building facade looking for something better than her hands, and as if the whole situation had been planned there was a crest with two crossing swords on it, waiting to go above the doors... She kicked out at it, disslodged them and groped for the one closer to her... and she held up the sword it became obvious that she knew at least a little about them, but that she wasn't going to be much of an opponent.
She was as terrified as he was--near tears, from what he could tell. He hoped she wouldn't cry. This was terrifying enough without having her crying too. For a brief moment he thought she was going to leave peacefully, despite her words, and then...she ran for the sword.
Jack sighed, shaking his head. He, unlike Satou, had a sword with him, and one he was quite familiar with. He had had training of his own in the Village and knew better than to travel the forest--in any time--without some form of defense. "You'll lose," he reminded her quietly as he drew his own sword and started towards her. "You've already lost, Satou. Fighting's not going to change it. Just come with me."
She shook her head slowly... “I can't. I wish I could, it would be so much easier... and.. and I would have before, but that's not me anymore... “ She was starting to shake slightly with a combination of the anger and the fear, but still she stood her ground. “I'm not leaving through my own power, I'm not doing it.... ... I choose to stay.” Then she started to back away from him sword held protectively in front of her.
"You can't choose to stay," he retorted, frowning, and, his own sword held ready, began to circle around between Satou and the forest. If he could keep her from running, he could send her back into the doorway if it came to a fight. Of this much he was sure. "It doesn't work that way, Satou. You will leave, one way or another. You have to."
In the trees, approaching the House, leaves rustled, branches swayed...
She shook her head again and frowned at him. “I can sure try to choose. You have my answer, Jack...” And as she backed away her heel came in contact with the other sword handle and she stumbled. She didn't lose her balance, but she did lose her concentration and her common sense. Instead of letting herself stumble backwards she threw herself forward and launched into a sword fight. There were only a few flicks of swords before she heard footsteps and became distracted. Her imeidiate thought was that help was here... that she was saved... and she swung her sword the wrong way to block Jack as she twisted slightly to get a better view of the bushes...
She was backing away, backing towards the door, and then she was lunging forward and Jack's sword came up in a parry. The battle began, blades clashing and pinging off each other, glinting in the inappropriately warm sunlight. Today should not be so lovely...
Staring back at Saty from the forest, oval eyes peering hungrily from a bush near the edge of the trees, was a Ssan--and a large Ssan at that, scales a motley of deep greens which blended near to perfect with the forest surrounding it. Only the gold eyes betrayed it, meeting briefly with Satou's as a toothy grin spread over the creature's face. A second grin appeared, and a third, several pairs of eyes watching the sword battle from the shadows of the trees. It was unusual to see so many Ssan in one place, but they seemed comfortable, waiting, as if something had drawn them there...
Satou fought like a panicked beast, and it was her good fortune that Jack wasn't trying to hurt her... only steer her towards the door... but Satou didn't want to be steered anywhere but back into the arms of Lysius and the life she knew. So it was that she glanced back at the bushes once more only to see the gold flecks in the greenery... truly the last pair of eyes she wanted to see at this point, and a wave if despair washed over her as she stumbled to a halt and dropped her sword on the stonework, Jack the last thing on her mind. She pointed wearily at the brush.
Jack took advantage of the lull in her attention, striking forward with his blade in an attempt to disarm her--and coming far too close for comfort to actually striking her when the blade he expected to hit suddenly wasn't there, but on the ground. Breathing a sigh of relief for the near-miss, he followed her glance towards the trees, sigh giving way to a hiss of disgust when he picked out the pairs of eyes watching them from the trees. "Ssan... Too many for us if they attack. Hurry up," he snapped and took her wrist, trusting that this threat, at least, would keep her from continuing her fight.
However, just as he turned to go, a new series of snaps and crunches among the brush signaled the arrival of a second group. Satou's rescuers had arrived in the form of a small group of Sargtlin--the first Lysius had been able to contact upon sensing her distress. More, undoubtedly, were on their way. Unfortunately, said rescue party was also unaware of the group awaiting them at the edge of the forest; the Ssan, meanwhile, seemed to have expected their arrival.
At the sounds of their approach, the group of Ssan lost interest in the pair near the castle, disappearing back into the undergrowth as easily as shadows. Just as the first Jivvin--a male, blue with creamy stripes--came within view, the mottled green Ssan lunged from cover, jaws clamping down on the unfortunate's neck while a dagger in each scaled hand stabbed repeatedly towards every inch of available flesh. And the battle was joined.
Satou just stared for a moment, her mouth hanging slack as she watched the scene unfold in front of her... then she leaned down and scooped up the sword in her left hand and started to dash out to where the Ssan and her husband were fighting... only to stop, tethered by Jack's grip on her wrist.
She turned to face him, the two of them stretched far apart but connected by Jack's hand at her wrist, and she glared at him. "Jack... I'll cut your arm off." All she knew was that she had to help Lysius.
Jack hesitated as the battle unfolded, torn between spiriting her back to the correct time and helping the little that was quite obviously in trouble. Between the small number of Jivvins and the ambush set by the Ssan, the Sargtlins were caught hopelessly off guard, though once in their Quen forms, they weren't quite as easy a target for the likewise-humanoid Ssan. But one was already down for the battle, possibly never to rise again, and the others didn't seem to be faring much better.
"...If you fight now, you come back with me when it's over. Willingly," Jack offered, though his voice left no room for argument on the subject. "Or you can try to cut my arm off, and I can drag you off to the future without you knowing how Lysius's comes out. Because we both know he lives."
She pursed her lips and jerked her hand slightly in his grasp. It felt like an eternity before she looked him square in the eyes and shook her head. "I'll tell you whatever you want right now to get you to let me go. I can hear his anger and worry in my head and I can't... I can't think straight." she shook her head at Jack... "Let go ..."
He waited a moment longer, glancing off towards the Door, then back towards the battle half-hidden among the trees. Finally, however, he sighed and released her wrist, breaking into a run towards the fight himself. "You owe me for this, Satou. Come on."
Four were left standing, two sprawled across the leaves in swelling pools of blood; only one Ssan had fallen, though several others bore injuries from the battle. As they neared the fight, Satou's presence distracted Lysius, and he glanced up briefly to catch her eyes, earning himself a long gash along his right arm before he returned his focus to his opponent--who fell, severed nearly in two, only seconds later, as Lysius stepped past him towards the next.
Once her wrist was released Satou was in a sprint right alongside Jack. She didn't even pause once she saw Lysius get slashed, after all she'd been fighting alongside the man -with all these jivvins- for years and years now. She knew the drill... but she wasn't used to swords, and so she was fighting akwardly with a weapon too long for her.
She managed to get once good stab into the lower ribs of one of the Ssan, and holler out a warning to a jivvin with yellow ears and black hair before he got stabbed from behind...
She took a moment - when she had a moment- to search out Lysius with her eyes- And she saw him... meters away, fighting... the blood dripping from his arm was enough to make her cringe and lose her focus for a second.
The battle went on...For everyone except for Jack, he quickly realized. Any Ssan he attacked seemed firmly set on utterly avoiding him, rather than pursuing him with the mad energy that they held in battling the Sargtlins. Each Ssan he pursued fled or parried, ducking away and around to instead assault one of the other, already-weak Jivvins. It was baffling, and infuriating, and confusing, and Jack was getting sloppy.
He set his sights on one Ssan--the mottled green with gold eyes--and drove him away from the bronze-eared Jivvin he had been stalking from behind. The Ssan seemed almost bored by his attacks, swaying lazily out of range of each sword thrust, deflecting any swipe that came too near with one of his jagged daggers, but never once retaliating with an offensive attack of his own. He toyed with Jack, in his simple movements mocking and angering him into blindness, setting up the crime he would be known for years into the future.
It was the work of a moment for the trap to play out. Briefly, for only a fraction of a second, the mottled Ssan was nearly back to back with Satou, still, an easy target. Jack thrust forward with his blade, and it struck, sinking deep into the target--but not the target he had anticipated. With unnatural speed the Ssan had avoided the lunge, positioning himself almost casually beside Jack. As the Pirate's sword sunk into Satou's back, the Ssan's hand snapped out to direct Jack's, forcing it and the blade downwards to lengthen the horrible wound.
With a final, perfectly-timed grin for the once-Uuthli, the Ssan ducked and dove beneath his outreached arm, between him and Satou in a full out charge for the enraged Sargtlin glaring his way.
Satou's world stopped.... and as she stared down at the sword protruding from her chest she laughed a second... there was no pain, only confusion... and then the wound lengthened and still there was no pain...
It wasn't until she looked up and saw Lysuis that the pain rushed back to her and her body wracked itself, shaking and causing her even more pain... as she turned to look at the person on the other end of the sword she somehow already knew who it would be...
She smiled at Jack, a pained sad smile... "I understand now... but I never thought that it would be you... All the time... I... just..." He vision was blurring and she was loosing blood at an alarming rate... she fell back into Jack as she lost consciousnes...
The world... her world... fading to black... for the last time.
The world went right on spinning. The battle hadn't ceased, but it had faded and quieted, as if moving far away. For seemingly years Jack was aware of blood dripping down the shaft of his blade and sheer, undeniable terror. And then she spoke, and she fell, and time and noise and movement resumed.
Jack dropped his hold on the blade in favor of grabbing hold of her arm to keep her from falling completely. She was going to die. He was going to die. Lysius was going to kill him. Jack could hear him screaming her name even as he fought. But it was an accident! He had been set up! The Ssan...the Ssan had planned this...
He didn't have the time or mental capacity to question it at the moment. Fear and desperation stirred him, and he could remember only one thing: She was supposed to be in the future. Maybe they could save her there. Maybe they could set things right.
Careful to avoid the sword--who knew what further damage removing it might cause?--he scooped her into his arms, abandoning the fight and heading back up towards the door. The fight continued without him; the few remaining Ssan could have cared less that he was gone. The three Jivvins that still stood were growing weak. Save one, however, who seemed to have found a second wind, who fought as if possessed by the devil himself for a chance to avoid the mottled Ssan he battled and pursue the pair towards the House.
His eyes followed Satou's limp form to the very moment when she vanished into the building. As the door began to close, he finally broke away from the Ssan, only to collapse to the ground just clear of the trees as the door clicked shut and what connection there was was severed.
The Ssan began a slow retreat, one by one vanishing back into the trees to leave the two standing to tend to their wounded.
Many, many years later, Jack stepped through the Past Door with a bleeding Satou in his arms, and was promptly knocked unconscious by a sharp jab from a sword hilt to the back of his skull.
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Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 9:31 am
(( Saty Jack :: Jan 23 2008 ))
The rains had finally come to an end, but in the months following not a drop fell over the forest. With the arrival of winter there came no snow, only a bitter cold that froze the ground and made drawing water from the already shallow wells impossible. Blocks of ice cut from the lake were available daily from the marketplace to be melted down for whatever use may be in mind. Water was rationed fairly strictly; even the lake couldn't last forever.
The village had settled into an uncomfortable silence. The streets we busy for only a brief few hours during the warmer parts of the day, and then the villagers vanished back into their homes to hide from the skies that always seemed to promise snow and never delivered. Small Sargtlin patrols maintained their watches on the perimeter of the village, but their guard was only half-hearted. The Ssan had long since retreated from the cold. The patrols were merely a means of keeping Sargtlins occupied while their leader was distracted.
Thankfully, Lysius's absence from his position wasn't expected to last much longer. Satou was said to finally be recovering; that is to say, she was finally to a point where no one feared her passing on in her sleep. She was awake and speaking coherently, and Lysius, who had hardly left her side in the weeks since her return, was now making frequent appearances in the market during the busy hours of the day--usually to bring blocks of ice back for the pair and the healers staying with them.
Today, however, the pattern of the winter days was broken by one once-Uuthli striding down the empty street, a large block of ice hoisted onto his shoulder. With the news of Satou's improvement, Jack had ventured free of the safety of the Vhaid's mansion to check in on the sargtlin--and the Sargtlin--for the first time in the months since the incident that had led to Satou's injury. Upon reaching Lysius's home, he knocked with his free hand and was greeted by one of the healers, who invited him in and, at his request, led him to Satou's room.
"The Sargtlin isn't actually at home right now. I believe he's gone to check in on the patrols...finally." The healer paused, hiding a smile, then waved Jack ahead. "Satou was awake when last I checked."
Nodding his thanks, Jack stepped past the Afya and risked a peek into the room before stepping completely through the doorway. He greeted Satou with a somewhat forced smile, hovering awkwardly in place before gesturing towards the ice still propped on his shoulder. "I brought water."
Satou was sitting calmly on her bed, with the blanket pulled loosely up around her legs which had been curled under her for comfort. At the sound of someone in the doorway she glanced up, half expecting it to be a healer.... Her expression faded from pleasant to uncomfortable before she could get ahold of it. She let her face fall as she looked down at the sheets and shooker head with a smile, Then she looked up at Jack, smiled and took a deep breath before waving a hand at the chair beside her.
"That's very nice of you, Jack." She looked him up and down. He was thinner than he had been last time she saw him, but then again she supposed she was too. " How are you?" she was actually surprised to hear how that sounded coming off of her lips. She really had just asked the question to make pleasant talk, but now realized that she actually cared...
The look of discomfort was not unexpected, but the smile the followed it took Jack by surprise. At her bidding he stepped towards the chair, pausing to leave the ice block in a basin still home to a bit of water from the previous block. Rolling his shoulder to stretch it after carrying the burden, he sunk into the chair beside Saty's bed, focusing his attention on removing his gloves rather than facing the Sargtlin for the moment.
"I should be asking you that," he countered quietly, but smiled himself as he clasped the gloves between his hands and looked up. "I'm better than I should be. It's good to see you awake, Satou. How're you feeling?"
Subconsciously she ran a hand over her upper abdomen where the sword her pierced her, and looked up at Jack with a slight shrug of the shoulders. "No pain... can't complain I suppose." AS she was looking over at Jack, she suddenly frowned deeply and directed her attention to the sheets again so the could regain control of her face. However it soon becamse apparent that her emotions weren't going to let her ignore this one, so she raised her eyes to Jack again and grimaced.
"Jack..." sigh. "Jack, I am so sorry."
He chuckled dryly at her response. "Can't complain? I'd be going stir crazy. I have a hard enough time entertaining myself and I can at least walk circles around the Vhaid's..." He trailed off with a frown as she seemed to wilt, though again her words surprised him.
"Sorry? Satou, I came here to apologize to you. I... You've been fighting for you life for months because of me, and now... Why're you apologizing to me?"
She was trying really really hard not to cry right now, and somehow she managed it though only barely. "Jack... You're on of my most trusted friends and I ruined your life! All because of... see that's just it! I'm not even sure why I was back in the past in the first place..." She waved her hands around in little circles in front of her, as if that might somehow make her thoughts come together faster. "I always knew that you'd had trouble in the past, but you'd always kept the details to yourself... I never... I never dreamed it would be all my fault." She stopped a second to catch her breath, and her thoughts... "I've ruined your life, and I've made the only man I've ever loved so... so unbelievable unhappy over the last couple hunderd years... somehow now, I've ruined my own life..." Her thoughts raced as she 'remembered' the past and her and Lysisus's house, and the little village children, and then her mind raced faster as she imagined what the people of the village were thinking about her now... trouble. Satou Sable Kalhoun was trouble... in a convienient traveling package.
She fell silent and shook her head at Jack. "I'm just sorry, Jack... for everything that I ever did to you, and for everything that's ever happened to you."
The explanation had been perhaps the absolute last thing Jack had expected and it showed very clearly. He remained speechless and open-mouthed throughout her apology, simply staring at poor Satou. The idea had never crossed his mind that she would claim any sort of responsibility over what had happened. Even with her having done so, he wasn't sure he agreed with it. No, he didn't agree with it.
"Satou, don't...tear yourself up over this. You've done nothing wrong. You couldn't have known what would happen, and I know you certainly didn't intend for things to go this way. If there's one thing I've learned in my time with the Wilds, it's that if time wants something to happen, it will happen." Which was ironic in a way, he realized, pausing for a moment to peer at the Satou that was most certainly still alive. Then, clearing his throat, he continued. "I knew I was going to do...something, and I knew it was why I had been in so much trouble from the start, but even knowing all of that I couldn't prevent it. You were just living your life. How were you supposed to prevent something you couldn't anticipate? You've done nothing wrong, Satou."
She totok her turn at just watching him, speechless herself as he gave her reasons not to blame herself. She saw quite a bit of confusion in his face as he spoke, but she was somehow sure that it mirrored her own. As he finished, she nodded her head slowly and let the room lapse into silence. She allowed an almost uncomfortable amount of time to pass before she spoke again.
"Until... until today really, I haven't been well enough to get up and walk around." She laughed as she thought about Lysisus and the healers that were constantanly fussing around the room. "In fact they still don't want me up, but you're right, I'm starting to go a little crazy already." She pursed her lips tightly together as she wondered how it was she could go stir-crazy and not have been coniscious for most of the time she'd been back, but quickly chalked it down to nightmares and the constant poking and prodding (both mentaly and physically). "Have you been able to talk to anyone?" And then she remembered... "But, I've forgotten... I guess it hasn't been so very long for you has is? One day? Two..." She faded off as she tried to tally up the years in her her head.
The room lapsed into silence as he finished, but Satou seemed slightly reassured by his words, which helped him to relax a bit. Knowing she had been worrying that she had been the reason behind his misfortunes with the Wilds also helped to ease his worry that she would, well...pull a Lysius when he came to apologize. He was incredibly grateful that the Sargtlin had been away for that conversation.
"You did walk, then?" He gladly latched on to the new subject, relief clear on his face with the news. "They were worried for a while, that they might not be able to fix something... but that's good! I doubt you'll be bedridden for much longer. Kyros has been keeping me updated on your condition, and he seemed to think that, now that you're in the clear, your recovery will be quick." He chuckled softly, shaking his head.
"All in all, Satou, you've only been away for...oh, several months now, I supposed, but not more than half a year. Four or five? Though, most of that you were here, in bed... I, on the other hand, have been here, back and forth. I've been stuck in the Village since I brought you back, but I've had messages delivered to my family... I wasn't sure if I should contact yours," he admitted, smile fading somewhat. "We couldn't move you, and I didn't want to have some stranger telling them you were injured but they couldn't visit you."
she smiled knowingly up at him. "My Mother wouldn't have liked that." Then she shook her head. "I told her I'd be right back again the next day... she's probably convinced that I'm dead already. And you're wrong on one thing Jack... I've been gone for over 60 years... It's been 60 years since I've seen my mother and my family... my friends here... but that's not the worst part." She wasn't lamenting now, but rather stating things she'd obviously been thinking about. "It's been forever since my friends from the past... and Lysius... it's been a lifetime for them, and I feel like I just saw them a month or two ago..." She reached out and absently touched Lysius in her head.
Then she snapped back into the moment and grinned sadly at Jack. "This is going to take some getting used to... for everyone I suppose."
"I like to think she has more faith in you than that," Jack countered with a bit of a grin. "I'm sure she would have liked a heads-up, of course, but I doubt she thinks you're gone forever. Sixty years..." He shook his head, clearly impressed. "Those doors... A blessing or a curse, I doubt we'll ever know."
"It will take some getting used to," he agreed after a beat, but smiled. "But it will be a good adjustment for everyone, I think. To these people, you're back from the dead, Satou. I mean, I don't know if you spoke with Lysius much before you went back, but already he's...different, very different from then. I've only spoken with him a few times since returning with you, but the change is obvious."
She nodded. "I did actually... I did meet him once, the day before I went back through the doors. He..." she remembered that day with a physical shudder. "saw me one my way to Soyala's and he freaked out. He called me Saty like his knew me, and said we were married... I'd never seen him before in my entire life, and he scared me so much that I ran from him." She shook her head. "That must have been..." so wrong and painful for him, her mind finished the sentance that her mouth couldn't find. She sighed and smiled.
"Different in a good way right?" She frowned slightly in thought. "I can see the difference, but I'm seeing all those years and years of solitude and pain... I'm comparing him to the Lysius who danced at our joining..." She smiled "So happy and gleeful, quite the ridiculous dancer, but always so much fun."
He grimaced at the idea of the meeting, easily imagining how much it must have shaken both of them. And, indeed, he remembered meeting with the Council shortly afterwards while Lysius was trying to determine who the girl was if she wasn't his Satou. Satou had already gone to the Past by that time... "Different in a good way," he confirmed, nodding. "Well, lately, anyway. He smiles more. At first everyone was worried that he would crack for good if you died."
Something she had said tugged at his memory, and it didn't take him long to pinpoint it. "You went to Soyala's before you left? Why? What did she say?"
Tears rushed to her eyes again and threatened to spill forth as Jack talked of Lysius. Satou was just so glad that after all these years he was still here... she couldn't even imagine waking up in the future without him, knowing that he'd thought her dead all those years. That would be unbearable...
Soyala? "You know I can't remember really why I originaly went, but once I was there... well you know her, she just begs for honesty with her every fiber. I wasn't really happy with the village way back when... I mean, right before I left. I had thought that living in the village was all I'd ever wanted, but somehow it just wasn't right... there was something wrong about it, so I told her that. You know..." Saty reflected "she told me that perhaps the village was right, just not the time... She suggested that I take a visit into the past to 'cool my jets' as it were. I didn't think anything of it, after all, Gus had been to the past and hadn't been hurt or harmed and actually had a good time." she shrugged stiffly. "It seemed like a good idea."
And even after everything bad that had happened... she still wouldn't change what she'd done. She'd still go back given the chance...
Jack listened in silence as Satou related her conversation with Soyala, expression hardening as she went on. His hands clenched into fists, and, as her story came to an end, he rose stiffly to his feet and started for the door, only to pause, as if remembering something, and slowly return to his chair.
"...I'm sorry, again, Satou...for all of this. I'm sorry that you and Lysius had to endure this. I'm sorry that we all have to endure this ******** drought." His anger seemed to flare up again and he actually shouted the final word towards the window, glaring out at the trees as if expecting some sort of reaction from them. After several seconds passed, he shook his head and again stood. "I should be going. I need to work a few things out so I can stop imposing on the Vhaid's generosity. ...It was good seeing you," he added, expression softening somewhat. "Good seeing you awake."
Saty watched him in confussion as he reacted very strongly to something... something she'd said? ...
"Jack..." But the words escaped her. "Thanks. I'm... glad that you came to talk to me. And I'm glad that you're not angry with me." She smiled up at him in earnest. "Don't do anything that will result in you getting hurt please..." The last was said with a smile and a laugh...
After all, was it not very apparent that what they wanted had nothing to do with what they'd get?
"I'm not angry with you," he assured her, managing a smile and shaking his head. "Concern yourself with getting better, not with me. I'll drop by to visit again soon, alright? Maybe bring you another block of ice."
Jack cracked a grin and pulled on his gloves. "Give Lysius my regards." Nodding once more in goodbye, he turned and left the room.
Satou smiled again, making a mental note to tell Lysisus that Jack and been, said hello and left. Then she scrunched down into the pillows and covers, tilting her head so that she could look out the window... the drought... somehow the draught was becuase of this...
but she didn't have time really to think about that, because sleep griped her and pulled her tired body down into restfullness.
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