WHY WON'T THE SCREAMING STOP????!!!!! WHO IS IT????? IS IT THE CHILDREN SLAUGHTERED FOR THE ANGRY GODS????????? THEIR MOTHERS SHRIEKING FOR THEIR BUTCHER YOUNG????? THE SWINE, THE PEOPLE, THE GODS THEMSELEVES????? OR IS IT ME??????????!

BLOOD DRIPS FROM MY EYES, LIKE THE TEARS OF ALL THE SLAUGHTERED INNOCENTS, ALL SHRIEKING, SHRIEKING, LIKE SLAIN SWINE, AND THEY NEVER STOP NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER.

If the hate and the endless dark consume me, I hope they take you before destroying the rest of the world. May your soul be burned by a thousand fires and torn by a thousand starving skeleton crows. The god that knows no birds comes, and may he take you slowly.

The teeth have all broken, the yellow flowers have risen, and the birds scream with human voice. There is no stopping it. The hate, the decay, the oblivion, hidden beneath the sickly sweet stench of twenty billion yellow flowers comes to take us all. THERE WILL BE NO END TO IT. WE ARE HIS FOREVER. The bone train shall run you down, crushing you beneath its endlessly screaming wheels in the hot, dry sun that shall burn you from within until you scream for a death that'll never come.

And I shall laugh. The hate and I are one now. And forever we shall cleave to each other, until we destroy each other with the raucous screech of mad guffaws, holding each other all the way down.

At least, as I fall into the darkness of neverending torment, I shall know that I go with one foot planted in your skull.

WHERE IS YOUR GOD NOW MORTAL???????? HAS HE LEFT YOU, EVEN AS HE LEFT ME??????????

WHERE ARE YOU GOD???????? WHERE??????????????

WHY DO YOU NOT COME GOD???????? COME AND WITNESS THE DEATH OF ALL THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME AND SHOW YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let it end. Whichever god will claim me, so be it. As long as it finally ends.

Do you not see? After all this time, do you not see?

Or do you see more clearly than I ever did?

Yes... I see now.

All the hate... it'll never leave. And I can never trust myself to contain it. Yet now, now I see, that God is dead, and no one will protect us from the greatest and last evil.

And so I die, to keep it at bay. If God cannot save us, then I shall instead. Not forever, but for now.



It is finished.

For now.

Goodbye. And remember, that even now, with the death of many Gods, including myself...

I still hate you.

*dies*