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hey dont worry about it you love your cousin like a sister or like some girl you have a crush on? sometimes you naturally worry about your family but my best advice would be do something that doesnt make you think of her that should help you get out of the rut that your in. and dont worry no one will kick your a**.

ok, i appologize but IM going to kick your a**....but not for what you may think...ok...your what...like 17? or did you lie about your birthday? cuz thats what it seems like...it looks to me like you have the emotional development of a 12 year-old, if you love your cusin then do somthing about it, dont just sit in your room all day and ask people online for advice...you prolly just want people to feel sorry for you and comfort you, stop being pathetic and grow up! Be a man! take life by the balls! chop down a tree with your teeth!! strangle a bear to death!! grow a full sized beard in one night and then shave it off with a rock
...A SMOOTH ROCK!! hahaha...now i have nothin against you... i dont dislike you in anyway, as a matter of fact i kinda like you, its just that...dude...you gotta learn that some problems are best delt with on your own...stop whineing about your life because your not really special, people always say "no one knows how i feel" well thats most likely a lie, everyone goes through pain and suffering, prolly more pain than you have! and everyone has a person they like but cant be with, they got through it and so will you.

do better---
Quinn ^^