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 Posted: Wed Oct 25, 2006 10:38 am
Sorry if this is a little graphic, but i'm just typing out everything i remeber, which is...Everything...
Ok...It happened August 15th '04 (I'll never forget the day), me and my uber good friend(She was 12 at the time of this), She's like a sister to me. We were walking home from school after getting something to snack on. We walked upon a group of kids from our school and 2 poeple i've never seen before, i thought nothing of it, so we walked by them. Like 30 feet after we walked by them, i noticed they were following us, agian i thought nothing of it. all of a sudden me and my freind get grabbed from the back and pulled into this alley like place. They throw us on the ground. I said what the hell do you want? The 2 older guys with them were smiling, then i knew something was wrong, so i started to scream. The guys freaked out and kicked me alot, my freind say that and also started to scream, liek me, she got kicked alot. That basicaly shut us up. We layed there for what seemed like forever, then i saw them pull out condoms. Right as i saw this i said Please let Amber(My friend) go. They got on top of me and started stripping me and Amber, every time we would scream or make a loud noise, they would kick or punch us, or just hurt us. So i kept quite, the pulled down there pants, and well you know...Raped me and Amber. Took turns... It was so painful. My friend Amber wouldn't stop screaming so she got hurt really badly. After agian what felt like years, i thought they were done. But they flipped me on my stomach and analy raped me, after a few seconds i passed out from pain. The next thing i knew i was in the hospital, my entire body aching. People there (Like my parents and cops) Asked me what happend (As if they didn't know) I told them, i told them who did it, and had to give every detail. i asked where Amber was, she was in critical condition in the ER. She lived barely. A few days later they cought the guys who did it, and got proof, They left there condoms in a trash can not even 10 feet from where we were found. So now there in jail.
I've been to therapy, a phycatrist(sp) and damn near everything else. After i was raped, i tried to commite suicide several times, and cut myself. My therapists and phycatrist says it's good to talk about it, so thats why i'm posting here i guess. It's easier to talk to faceless people then people you can see...
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 9:20 am
I read your story yesterday, but couldn't post because I was a little upset (I was a little nauseous and I wanted to cry). So, now you know at least one person read your thread. ninja
I am so glad I have never been raped, because I don't know what I'd do with myself if I was. This probably sounds weird, but I admire victims who are able to tell their story, who are brave enough to face their rapists (providing they are ever caught), and then move on with their lives as best they can. I can't even begin to imagine what being raped was like for you, or for your friend, or for any other victim for that matter.
I've tried to explain rape to my ex before, but he doesn't understand, probably because he's male. Yet if I mention rape to any other woman, they instantly can associate with the fear and with what being raped can feel like.
I know this probably won't mean anything, since we don't know each other, but I'm so sorry for what happened to you and your friend Amber. I'm sorry there are sick, ******** up people in this world who think they have the right to violate somebody else's body, especially that of a child.
How is your friend Amber doing, if you don't mind me asking?
Feel free to post here whenever you want someone to talk to, someone to listen, if you need help, etc. We're not professional therapists or psychiatrists, but we're more than willing to loan you a sympathetic ear or a shoulder to cry on if you need it. heart
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 2:09 pm
Thanks heart Well Amber is doing ok i guess... For several months she was terrified to leave her house, shes still very jumpy, scared of everything. But she is getting better with time, so i'm hoping she'll be better soon..
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 3:51 pm
It's very brave of you to come and post your whole story here. 3nodding
I can never ever repeat mine after someone doubted my side of the story and instead of keeping his thoughts to himself decided to tell someone and it got back to me. I'm now scared that if i tell someone they'll doubt me too. And it's hard enough having faith in myself that it wasn't my fault.
I completely understand the cutting and suicide bit. I still sometimes think about commiting suicide or hurting myself.
I'm glad to hear they cought the men so fast though. I know what the waiting is like. They couldn't find the guy who raped me for about two days as his friend had told him the police were looking for him and he'd run. So atleast they found them.
It must have been hard for you and your friend, but at the same time i guess you know you always have each other to talk to. No one i know has ever been in my situation and there for can't understand why i feel the way i feel.
I hope your friend and you make a good recovery. heart
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Posted: Sun Oct 29, 2006 1:23 am
Unlike Amber, i got lots of support from family and freinds. She didn't get any support from here family...ME and 3 other people seem to be like the only people that support her as freinds.. crying
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Posted: Sun Oct 29, 2006 2:57 am
The_Guitar_Girl Unlike Amber, i got lots of support from family and freinds. She didn't get any support from here family...ME and 3 other people seem to be like the only people that support her as freinds.. crying That's really bad for her. I only have to go a couple of days without someone being there supporting me and i start to feel...Well really really really depressed and scared.
But it's good your there for her. And you understand completely how she feels because you went through it too.
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Posted: Mon Oct 30, 2006 6:18 pm
And although this may not mean much, but you can post here or PM me anytime you need to talk or need support. We/I don't mind listening. heart
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Posted: Mon Oct 30, 2006 6:42 pm
I read your story, it reminded me about my teacher's student that got raped 4 times in year because she was in a military. It almost made me cry too. i'm really sorry about what happened. Please don't cut or ever tried suicide, i've done suicide before because of this reason but it's not good wating your life when you know, there are better things in life then giving it all away. Please, don't do suicide!
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 9:19 am
Thank you all for you replies and support biggrin
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 6:32 am
I cannot even begin to fathom what you and your friend are going through, but I want you to know that what happened to you is in no way your fault. Those men are the sick bastards, and neither of you, nor any women, deserve to be raped. Sex is a wonderful thing when it's between two consenting adults. It makes me sick that those men had to take that idea away from you.
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Posted: Fri Dec 15, 2006 3:07 pm
that's sad and i would never do that
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Posted: Sun Dec 31, 2006 11:49 am
Thats a very sad story, and poor Amber, its good that you are trying to be there for her, she was 12 right?, i've never been raped in my life.
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Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 1:44 pm
It burns my blood when I hear stories like this, crimminals like these should be punished much worse. If I ever caught a someone trying to do something evil like that, I would not let them live.
Yeah, I should stop talking. Sorry for what happen.
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Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 8:30 am
im so sorry honey, i was raped when i was 15 (2 years ago).
you have all my support, when you wanna walk about it, honey, dont be scared and only talk, is really good, my therapyst says the same to me, and im doing that... is really hard, but someday you will be happy again, and recover from all the wounds...
so being strong, and all august 15th just hang out with friends, think in other things...
i dunno if it was a good advice, just i wanted to give you my support, my english is awful i know, but im trying to write the best i can.
just take care, and i hope those two guys will get burn on jail, and hell, and damn assholes, they deserves to die painfully.
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Posted: Sat Jan 27, 2007 11:21 am
Sad story... really and very brave posting this here at the same time. cry
The most important thing is that you and Amber are still alive, alright, and the assholes who raped the two of you got what they deserved.
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