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 Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 7:03 am
Being a writer is hard. You will have too write and re-write many times to get the desired affect of the story.
But who am I? A boy who writes but doesn't speak. I am scared of people's words. When they speak of hate for my writing. I feel like I am missing something. The words burn in me until I just drop too my knees. The words represent the one thing I am not. A writer of exceptional talent.
When people see the title of my work they judge before they read. They feel I am a lost cause.
Only three people have read my work. My friends. They support me to achieve my dream. The dream I might never achieve in my lifetime. But I thank them for being my friends. Without them I am lost. So I thank you Nicolous Morris for being my almost like brother. I thank you Chloe for being my almost girlfreind. I thank you...Justin Skinner. You have always understood me. Even in the most fragile and complicated parts of my life. I will never see you again Justin. Not now. But For you Nicolous and Chloe you will always be here.
But here on Gaia I give my story for people too read. My life. A waste. I have experienced pain so bad, I feel like ending my life whenever I am sad. I almost did once cut my wrists. I was about to try and cut off my hands off when I remembered my friends and family. The only ones who cared. So I put down the knife.
This is because I am Reshad Hossen. A boy of quietness who speaks with his pen. So I will pick up my pen and write. I will write my emotions. I will write my life. This because I am Reshad Hossen. I am being a Writer...
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 2:19 pm
Amen, dude.
My friend is a writer too, and she patiently puts up with my babbling...she's the only one though. And NO ONE will read my stories. I feel like I'm different from all the other writers in the world, and I probably am...but I like it. Sometimes you wanna be alone, you know?
but anyway, CHEER UP, k? Here, have a cookie *tosses cookie*
Compliments of the fluffy queen of...the internet.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 3:25 pm
Preach it! talk2hand
Kidding. But hey, ya gotta take the good with the bad.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 4:42 pm
Beautifully said.
I get how you're feeling; I've been they're many times in my life. The ups, the downs. Struggling as a writer, as well as with life. I've dealt with depression, loss, pain, and betrayal. (haven't we all? sad ) But cheer up, you've got friends and family who obviously care about you.Life isn't perfect, but that's ok, we push onward anyway. It proves you've got the strength to carry on, even when you don't want to.
Don't give up; keep going and keep writing. No matter what anyone elts says, if it means someting to you, write it down! I do, regardless of what anyone else says about my work.
Ok, this is waayyy longer than I expected, and I feel preachy and embarassed for giving you my life's grief. I think I'll quietly slip away now.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 6:15 pm
I love essays.
And while we're putting things out there, I know how you feel. As a writer at a school that is supposed to hold up academics I want to show people my work and yet the "Girl Who Never Shuts Up" can't stand up and say what she wants to say.
I want to say that I am a Writer.
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Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2006 7:54 pm
The difference between a writer and a wannabe is that wannabes write thousands of unfinished stories. A writer finishes his/her story.
[/random quote, most likely incorrectly quoted]
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