|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 11:58 am
 Arro had been laying down sullenly in the grass. A tiny red butterfly rested on his head, it's wings flapping gently. It'd grown old..it would die soon.
His cheeks were flecked with tears, but they were unseen by his sparkling coat. Every part of him drooped sadly.
It seemed so terrible without her.
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 3:21 pm
Jeevita was in the air, from just fleeing from Lonatos and his "family". Friends? Friends don't have foals together. He lied to her, how could he? She felt horrible. Her eyes were blood shot from crying so hard and from the wind drying her face so fast.
She was to a point where she couldn't fly anymore. She wasn't high in the air, just going as fast as she could to get away from what had just happened. Landing softly on the ground, Jeevita didn't even bother to look around. Her head hung low, allowing her curly mane to fall around her neck and face. She stood there for quite some time. Her wings unfolded falling to the ground. She was quite depressed.
Butterflies filled the air around her, multiple colored ones. Red, green, yellow, black, orange.... So many seemed to be there. It wasn't usual to see them. Or maybe it was? She finally looked up noticing she'd never been to this place. Was she still in the soquili lands? She still didn't notice Cristallin Arrose a few feet behind her. Her eyes were still blood shot, though hardly any tears where coming out now. The wind took care of most of them.
She was still scanning the area, but not behind her. Seeing some trees, but mostly plain like grass. Though green instead of yellowish-brown. Birds sat on most of the tree branches stairing at her and giving off excitive chirps. She sighed and hung her head again. She hadn't felt something more painful except when her mother fled so long ago. She felt dead. Though, she still had a will to live.
She thought about Cristallin Arrose. How could he take her in. She heard rumers that he had saw her and Lonatos earlier that day. How must he feel? She started to cry some more. Tears falling down her cheek and dripping off into the grass below. How could she have been so foolish? She got herself into this, so it was only natural that this would have happened sooner or later. She gave off some crying sniffles that scared some birds making them fly off.
Jeevita flopped down on the ground with a loud thunk. Wings spread out like a dead birds, as she sat there putting her head on the ground letting the tears come out.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 4:54 pm
Arro had his head down, looking at the grass between his hooves when suddenly the butterfly lifted itself from Arro, and fluttered away a bit.
"Huh? Someone's here?" he muttered lightly, quickly shaking his head to rid his cheeks of the tears, and looked up to see Jeevita.
Her body language was so easily read. But when Arro saw it, he felt completely torn apart.
Sadness.
It was one thing for him to be sad. He'd been okay with her decision, mostly because that meant Jeevita was happy. But here she was sad? Arro shook his head and snorted.
"I'm so confused.."
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 5:08 pm
Jeevita's ears were down close to her head. She heard something, a familiar voice. Cristallin? On ear went up to listen a little bit more. Again, a familiar voice. Though she couldn't really hear what he'd said. She quickly shook her head and looked around, but didn't see him. Well, until she turned around.
The blue sparklie stallion was laying in the grass. She could only see his head and part of his body. She looked away really fast. He'd seen her, he was looking at her. She looked back at him with an ashamed face. Not knowing what to say. She just sat there staring for a few seconds.
The wind blew nicely, making Jeevita's mane dance with the grass. Her feathers moved slightly along with it aswell. Still her wings spread out like a dead bird. She had no energy to move them. No energy to stand up. Her earing feathers blew in her face, below her eyes, but it didn't bother her. Silver was deffently her color. She sparkled in the sunlight, making her look like a lake, or an ocean. She continued to stare at him, still with nothing to say. How could she? He was in pain because of her... And now she was in pain because of someone else.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2006 2:56 pm
He stared almost dumbfoundedly at her, his ears pulled back. It was a rather odd sight, too soquilis lying down in the grass, almost flopped over. And just....staring at each other. It was almost like their expressions mirrored each other, two equines of blue with their bodies stricken with sadness. The only difference between the two was Jeevita's sprawled out wings, and Arro's slightly bewildered expression.
Finally the staring was broken when Arro finally moved, dipping his head slightly and snorting. His braids fell into his face, covering one eye. Whereas Jeevita favored silver trinkets, Arro favored black. His black and cyan dappled feather clung to his mane fiercely, the wind threatening to tear it from his ear. His braided tail flicked lightly, the silver bands holding it together clicking lightly.
Although he broke the stare, he did not break the silence. Too confused and too shocked. So all he could do....was wait.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2006 4:01 pm
He moved. He looked at the ground. He was ashamed of her. She looked at the ground ears down. She looked up again. Wanting to say something. Three times she opened and shut her mouth. This was the first time she couldn't say anything at all. Her tears had stopt long ago. Though she still felt like she was crying. Perhaps it was her heart that was?
She looked away from him again. "I suppose, I don't deserve a 'Hi" She finally said. the silence was now broken. Her voice was very weak and you could tell she had been crying, but she had to say something. It wasn't like them to not talk. She looked down at the ground again. Ears back, hair fluttering the air, feathers floating gracefully, and her just sitting there looking at the ground. It hurt her to look at him for too long since he was behind her.
A few moments past, she needed to get up. She slowly, yet gracefully, stood up to turn around. Her wings still hung down, dragging as she turned. She couldn't look into his eyes right now. " I... I'm sorry, I should leave." She said. She didn't turn around quite yet. She wanted to see if he wanted to stay, or would let her leave.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2006 4:28 pm
His ears flicked slightly at her words. His ears heard them, but his brain didn't register them. He blinked a few times, his brain temporarily shot.
But then as she rose to leave, at last he was kicked back into reality. He jumped up and ran over to her, standing in front of her path.
"Don't....go. Please...don't leave...again." he said this shakily. It was in the same way a child would speak to his father as he left off to war.
"Don't leave me again....I won't be able to take it." he said softly, lowering his head, ashamed at how weak and vulnerable he sounded.
"Don't go." he spluttered, feeling tears bite at his cheeks, and he dipped his head lower so she couldn't see. But still, the droplets were visible as they made their way from his face to the grass. He hated himself for acting like this around her, but he didn't know if he'd ever see her again.
"Please..." he whispered softly. "Please...I can't stand to see you leave again."
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2006 4:36 pm
Slighty shocked, Jeevita stood there looking at him. She didn't know what to say. He was the one that was ashamed of her, yet he wanted her to stay? Her ears were flattened again. She wanted to push his head up, but feared poking him in the face. She nodded.
"Ok... I won't leave" She said. She sat down, wings to their rightful place now. She looked at him with huge sad blue eyes. "Please... don't cry because of me." She said looking towards the ground after saying it. Her curles flew in the air as the wind blue leaving her face open for any to see. Sparkles of her silver were bright, making her hair quite a sight to see. She closed her eyes. " I don't deserve tears shed for me." She added quietly. She felt more foolish then anything.
She still wasn't looking at him. Ears still flattened, though her wings were at her side. She felt a bit happy. He wanted to be around her. That was good, though why? The way he looked at her before she turned wasn't a happy look on his face. It wasn't a releived look... It was pain. Pain she did. She opened her eyes and watched the grass.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Oct 15, 2006 7:03 am
Arro shook his head lightly, and sat down again.
"I do not cry because of you. I cry because of my own faults." he said softly.
He watched her some more, amazed that she was here. He lifted his head, and though he hadn't noticed, tears were still streaming down his face. He made no effort to stop them, however. Jeevita...his love....was here.
The butterfly fluttered from Arro to Jeevita, confused on who to land on. Distressed, it landing on the grass between the two, catching it's breath.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Oct 15, 2006 4:38 pm
Jeevita gave a weak smile. "Cristallin, you've done nothing wrong." Which was totally true. He'd done nothing wrong to her. It was she who was at fault, but that was in the past now. She sighed. This day was confusing, painful, and happy at the same time. Her head and eyes hurt from crying for a long time, Her muscles ached for no reason.
She looked at him finally. "Cristallin... I made a mistake, and hurt you because of it... I'm sorry." She said. Eyes crystally from watering up, and the blueness of them. "I don't expect you to forgive me."
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Oct 24, 2006 6:06 pm
Arro shook his head again. "I shall forgive you. No matter what you do..I will always forgive you. I could never be angry at you." he said softly, leaned forward and brushing her tears away with his muzzle.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Oct 24, 2006 8:47 pm
Jeevita smiled and looked him in the eyes. She didn't deserve this. She hurt him. She took in a deep breath and tugged lightly on one of his braids. "I could never be angry with you either." She nuzzled him.
She was happy, and sad at the same time. She didn't want Cristallin to run into Lonatos, he'd hate him forever. She smiled again. "thank you" She said almost silently.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Oct 25, 2006 9:36 am
Arro smiled lightly. Not wanting to hurt her...but he had to know..
"W...What happened?"
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Oct 25, 2006 10:06 am
She looked down and her ears flattened."Lonatos...." She paused. How could she say this. It hurt so bad. She tried again. "He lied to me." She didn't look back up. How could he have never told her about his family.
Her mane flew around in the air as she sat there thinking for a minute. She looked back up at Cristallin. "He has foals." She said quietly. It was pretty much all she could say. Ears still flattened. She couldn't lie to Cristallin, he asked so she told him. "Please, don't get mad at him...." She didn't want Cristallin and him to get into a fight because of her foolishness.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Oct 29, 2006 9:16 am
Arro's ears flattened and he snorted. "I....cannot promise that to you. If I did, I'd be lying. I am angry at him. Angry he would do that to you. But I'm not going to go and start a fight. That I can promise." he snorted again, flicking his tail.
"Jeevita....even though he has foals.....do you still love him?"
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
