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 Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 5:47 pm
I'm tired
weary of my daily route
the lie I've lived for so long
the deception I've weaved with
such intricate details
Quite a beautiful tapestry
but nevertheless still a lie
which i can no longer admire
for it has taken over me
soffocating in it's enormity
and i've fallen
fallen like a dead tree
exhausted of its uses
I am tired
Desperately, i wish for escape
for some kind of salvation
knowing all the while
how unworthy i am
but hoping still
even if vainly
that i'd be freed.
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Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 5:48 pm
A note of anger
In truth, I speak no words
...of anger and rage
Silent I keep my thoughts
...of untameable hate
My action speak louder than most
...ask me no longer
Are you that stupid?
That my words you can't decipher.
I wrote this when I was p***** o** at this guy...
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Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 5:49 pm
How and When will I know it's Love
I will know it's love
when the darkness around me
lifts like a virgin veil
when my sadness ebbs away
like the bitter dust of yesterday
and when I dream of a happiness
that will never ever fade away...
But how will I know it's love?
I read that a person once said
Love is not an emotion
It is too powerful to be just emotion
And I believe him
Too many are disillusioned with thoughts of love
Too many are fooled by mere slices of like and lust
And too many wish desperately
...almost craving for the barest sip of this pathetic dream
But again I ask...
How will I know?
I will know
...if instead of my heart losing control of itself
It gains it
...if instead of wishing for his love
I'd be wishing for his happiness
and if instead of holding on too tightly
I'd be letting him fly.
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 8:17 am
Cafiren A note of anger
In truth, I speak no words
...of anger and rage
Silent I keep my thoughts
...of untameable hate
My action speak louder than most
...ask me no longer
Are you that stupid?
That my words you can't decipher.
I wrote this when I was p***** o** at this guy...
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