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So, I hung out with this boy that I really like, and while we were eating at the bowling alley I told him that I liked him (because he asked), and then we just talked about other stuff.
But we went to the club beyond (it's a thing at the base church, I don't really know a lot about it), and we sat around in an empty room, lights off, ect...
We kinda sat around and talked, and we kept getting closer and closer and stuff like that, and I was bouncing his leg between both of mine for a while. There were a lot of awkwardish silences. He leaned his head against mine, you know, forehead against forehead? while we talked. We kinda went silent for a while, and he moved his head up, did the tilt the head kiss me thing, anddd so I did.
And we went at that for a while. He does not have roaming hands. Well, he moved them on my arms and my back, and across my stomach but he didn't grab my a** or anything. He whispered that he really liked me in my ear, and I said that I liked him too, and then we went at it some more..
But I gotta know - what is it with some people and saying "you could do better" and s**t like that?
Because he did that while we were kissing. I just made a 'stfu' noise and kissed him again.
But afterwards, I asked him why he thought so, and he shrugged and was like "Because you can?" and I was like "If I thought the same way, I wouldn't be here right now, and I wouldn't have kissed you. I like you just fine. I don't just randomly kiss people like that out of boredom. I like you." I dunno, I guess that made him feel better because he smiled at me.
Neeeeerrr.

I was tempted to ask where this whole kissing thing was going. Since we liked each other, but he said 'I think we should wait', and we went to actually participate in club beyond. xD
I don't know what 'I think we should wait' means in this case.
But whatever it means, it's frustrating.
It might have to do with the fact that I told him I didn't really know him well enough to decide whether what i felt was like or lust.

I want to knowwww. I would probably have found out something today, but I decided to not go and do a bunch of my homework instead. Under the guise of being sick. xP

We talked. Kind of.
But he said the reason he wanted to wait was to be able to get to know me a little better.
because he hadn't really expected that kiss to happen. [not that he was complaining.]
i think that's fair.
i'd like to get to know him a little better too.