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 Posted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 6:17 pm
 Randee stood quietly in the mountains, her head down sadly. She looked down at her feet, thinking. It had been a while since Kimi and Kainen have moved out and even longer since Sgina was disowned.
Randee missed Sgina terribly. There wasn't a moment when Randee wasn't thinking of where Sgina could be, constantly worried if she is okay or if she had gotten herself hurt or in trouble. Randee knew that Rahu was taking care of Sgina, but Randee couldn't help but worry. Randee also worried about Unesdala. Randee had been so upset lately that she is worried she will scare him off.
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Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 2:47 am
Unesdala ventured from the teepee he didnt normaly leave it to much. Their foals had affected him greatly where as Randee had Kimi none of the foals had ever taken the time to be with him this had broken his heart and wounded his spirit. He wished to see Randee right now if nothing else to cuddle. He had not acted like much was wrong with him he was worried it would only upset Randee more. Truth was Unesdala was sick he had been visting Kanati for help, but Kanati was convinced it was a broken heart that kept him from getting better.
He spotted Randee as he walked through the mountains.
"Randee." Till recently he had been able to hide his illness, but it was starting to show itself now. He stopped suddenly as he was walking towards her and he coughed pretty hard a few feathers falling from his wings as he did. He shook himself and walked the rest of the way to Randee.
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Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 7:22 am
"Unesdala, are you okay?" asked Randee, rushing over to her love. "I've never seen you cough that hard before. Are you ill?"
Randee rubbed up against Unesdala, trying to make him feel better. Randee had noticed Unesdala wasn't looking as healthy as he used to, but she thought he was just getting older. It never occurred to her that he may actually be sick. But if he were sick, why wouldn't he tell her?
"Unesdala, tell me what's going on. Where have you been? Are you okay?," asked Randee, getting worried about her mate.
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Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 5:30 pm
Unesdala straitened himself up and nuzzled Randee.
"Im fine just alittle cold nothing to worry about, love." Unesdala's eyes were tired and his ears were just some what pinned back.
"Ive just been visting our old friend Kanati, he is about to get a mate of his own I think. Im fine love honestly." Unesdala gave her another nuzzle.
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Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 8:31 pm
Randee sighed with relief, very worried about Unesdala. Although Unesdala told her he was feeling fine, Randee couldn't help but doubting him. He hadn't lied to her in the past or kept secrets, but Randee felt something was truly wrong. Then again, maybe it could be her pessimistic behavior making her think this way.
"That's good to hear about Kanati," said Randee, taking a step back from Unesdala and turning quickly. She looked away, unsure of what to say. There were so many thoughts going through her mind.
Kimi and Kainen were living on their own, Leah has been away on her own adventure, Randee hasn't seen her daughter since she was a foal and now Unesdala may be sick. When did all this happen? What happened to the good old days, before there were any problems in Randee's life? Who would have thought that her greatest bundles of joy, her children, would grow up to bring her such misery and pain? When did Randee get so old? And if Randee's not old, why does she feel so old?
"I can't take this anymore!" shouted Randee loudly, bursting out her emotions. Randee broke out into tears and rushed off inside of a dark cave screaming. Randee had lost control.
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Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 9:09 pm
Unesdala face filled with dread he had to go after, but he wasnt sure he could keep up. Unesdala ran after her trying not to fall over.
"Randee!!" Unesdala cried out in desperation almost tripping over himself as her ran. Unesdala started coughing and finally had to stop trying to catch his breath between the coughs.
"Randee!!!!!!!!" He yeld for her trying not to cry.
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Posted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 10:20 am
Randee was in the corner of the cave, lying down and curled up. She looked around her. All she could see was darkness. All she could hear was the sound of her mate screaming for her.
It's all his fault. Her life was great until she became pregnant. Then the foals grew up to be so wicked and torturing her. Everything that has gone wrong lately is rooted back to Unesdala ale Vsti. She thought of that name with bitter anger.
No. It's not his fault. A better conscious voice in Randee's mind overpowered the wicked thoughts of hatred against Unesdala. Randee loves Unesdala. It's not his fault that Sgina turned out so evil and hasn't returned. It's not Unesdala's fault that Leah has run off. It's not Unesdala's fault that Kimi grew up. It's not Unesdala's fault that Kainen is hardly around. It's not Unesdala's fault that he is getting sick. And its certainly not Unesdala's fault that Randee fell in love with him.
No. It's only her own fault. Randee is the one who disowned Sgina, who scared off Leah, who let Kimi and Kainen be free, who didn't watch over Unesdala carefully, who allowed herself to fall in love so easily.
"My life is ruined!" she screamed, unable to control herself at all. Her emotions were wild and out of control. She feared she may even attack Unesdala with all the thoughts going through her head. "I can't take it anymore!"
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Posted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 7:15 pm
Unesdala couldnt continue to call out for her it hurt. So he kept walking strait his ice fire hooves lighting the way. As he went his blue light finally reflected off of Randee's coat. What was going on with his love he thought he was had been doing the best he could to stop something like this from happening. He wished his family had been what she had dreamed it as, but it seemed Unesdala wasnt good enough to make her dreams come true. For the first time in Unesdala's life he didnt feel positive. He couldnt think of a single thing to make this problem better.
"...Randee?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 12:50 pm
Randee couldn't hold back the tears. She felt terrible, and even worse for making Unesdala go through this. She didn't feel that she deserved Unesdala and that he deserved a mare much better than Randee. She wished she didn't think such awful thoughts, but she couldn't help it.
"I need this family to get back together," said Randee through her tears. "We need all of us together. Me. You. Kimi. Kainen. And Sgina. All of us need to work these things out."
Randee closed her eyes, trying to calm herself down and hold the tears back. It was difficult, but Randee tried her hardest.
"Unesdala, I love you," said Randee, trying to calm herself.
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Posted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 6:02 pm
Unesdala walked closer turned his head to cough abit before he lay down beside and put one wing as well as his head on her back.
Unesdala was not ready to admit he was sick because of the same reason she was upset, but he agreed with what she said.
"I love you to Randee and your right, maybe Sgina is ready now. She is most likly confused.....I think you are being to hard on yourself Randee. Im not sure, but it seems that you might be blaming yourself for things that arent your fault. In some way the spirits wanted this to happen and even if its not clear why now. It will get better I promise." Unesdala nuzzled her his breathing pattern wasnt normal, but he was trying to hide it he was far to worried about Randee for right now.
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Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 6:31 am
Randee then thought of a way to settle the entire issue.
"Unesdala, I just thought of something, "We can go see Kanati. We can ask Rahu to come as well and bring Sgina. We'll aslo have Kimi come and try to find Kainen as well. We'll try to have Kanati help us and settle our family problems."
Randee smiled at the thought.
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 4:09 am
Unesdala shook his head in disagreement.
"No Randee we need to do this ourselves. I think you should talk to Sgina just you and her. Its come to my attention that we never really gave her anything special. I payed more attention to Kainen cause he was our boy and you gave Kimi a special name. Im afraid she might have felt like the middle child and her already messed up mind was made worse with jealousy. I really do beleave maybe if we just talk to them ourselves, give the children a reason to rescept their goof ball parents." Unesdala begain to cough again after he finished talking.
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 2:36 pm
"Perhaps you are right," said Randee with a slight nod. "We will have to find our children, which will be difficult. Especially to find Sgina."
Randee bowed down her head quietly.
"Unesdala, are you sure that you are feeling okay?" asked Randee afterhearing Unesdala cough.
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 11:38 pm
Unesdala nuzzled her lightly and pinned his ears back.
"Randee dont be mad at me, but Kanati knows where Sgina lives.... He has seen her sleep there quite a few times and he showed the place to me. I didnt say anything because I was giving her some space she still seemed the same, but just recently she has started acting different and I think now is the time for you to go to her. It may be a hard meeting at first but just give her a chance, I will be close by watching. She is far stronger then she used to be and Im ashamed to say but her musles a stronger looking than mine." Unesdala then thought about how to answer her question.
"I am sick, Randee, but its just a cold it will pass in no time my love."
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 3:24 pm
Randee's eyes widened as Unesdala told her this information.
"You knew where to find Sgina and you didn't tell me?" asked Randee, a bit angrily. "I thought we agreed to not keep secrets from each other! I can't believe you would do this too me Unesdala!"
Randee stood up and walked away from Unesdala. "I just can't believe you saw Sgina and didn't tell me about it. I just can't believe it!"
Randee was so frusturated with Unesdala that she didn't even hear him tell her he was sick.
"Unesdala, I need some time before going to see Sgina," said Randee coldly. "And I need sometime to think. I need to think about everything that's been going on. I need some time by myself Unesdala."
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