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 Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 7:10 am
Have u ever been in love in a str8 guy / girl, well I have ...
Im bi and I was planty times in love with a girl but now Im in love with a srt8 guy, at least everyone thinks hes str8 but sometimes he seems ... not str8, at least to me ...
Anyway hes so cute, kind a dum in a funny way, but thats why I like him, love him ...
Im in love with him for almost 2 years and nuthin happened except our long and alone chats ...
But it so sucks to be in love with him cause its painful.
We are in same class we spend 5 of 7 days together and all I want to do is to kiss him but he sometimes just ignores me but not in a rough way its just hes occupied with outher things and its not he ignores me, he ignores everyone ...
And the best part is Im "physically" atracted to other two guys who are soooooo str8, and I was in love with a girl who is now 1 of my 5 best friends, and they all know about Ernestino (the guy Im in love with) and so doeas my mom, dad and brother ...
So what about you ?
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 8:12 am
nya` did you get permission to start this thread? neutral
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 12:09 pm
A couple years ago, I had a best friend, let's call her Sue. Now, she had helped me threw a lot of my critical years, like: me coming out, loosing my virginity, loosing my first love, ect. I was a ball of emotion back then, but she didn't seem to mind and always hugged me and told me it was ok. At first, I didn't know my feelings for her were beyond friendship, but one night it came to me. I did truly love her, I loved a straight girl. Despite "Sue" helping me come out, she was a bit homophobic when it came to girls hitting on her. She even told me about a time where she had a friend that was a lesbian and had fallen in love with Sue, so Sue freaked out and never talked to her again. I defiantly didn't want that to happen, so I kept my love a secret. It hurt on the inside, knowing that all I wanted to do was give her a kiss and tell her my feelings. I did everything for her, held back my tongue and let her use me and throw me around. Sue found that she could mold me into whatever she wanted, to say or do whatever she pleased and she enjoyed it. One day she even liked a guy so much, she was willing to give up our friendship for him, since I told her he was an a** and would only break her heart. Then, she came crying back to me, like I figured she would. Finally, I put my foot down and said "ENOUGH!" and I told her I was tired of her wineing, bitching, and taking advantage of me. She acted like it was no big deal to loose me and we went our separate ways. To this day, I still love her. We say hi every once in awhile and I even went to her mother's wedding. Sue has a good boyfriend now, and I'm happy for her, but I couldn't help feeling jealous when they were around each other. I guess love never fades away...
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 12:33 pm
Yes well kind of.
Here's my story, it doesnt have an ending.
When my best friend told me she though she was Bi, I was in shock. But I didn't think much of it, it was no big deal too me. Then a few weeks later, I started thinking about and things like that, then before I know it, I'm Bi too. So I told her, she was all happy and stuff, because her best friend was Bi too. ( she has a boyfriend. crying ) So then we start to flirt and stuffiest nothing real big. Or at least I though nothing of it ( for a while I didn't.) Anyway. I started having these feelings about my friend, and I didn't know what they were. So I just blew then off. Then I could;t start thinking about her, I would write songs ( they were crappy by the way) about her. Then I realized that I loved her. So here I am I can't stop thinking about her all summer so I had to let out my feelings or they would break me.( and she has a bf which made me kind of upset. So I decided to tell her. I told her over the net. ( which was really stupid, I know that now.) and she FRREAKED OUT! ( I told her a week before we had to go back to school from our summer brake.) so when she sees me , she didn't even want to talk to me. but she did. I told her that I wouldn't go all lesbian on her. So, I couldn't even hug her with out her being a freaked out. But now its all good, she's still with her B's and I don't mind, as long as shes happy!! Even though I still love her. I wouldn't want anything to happen to her. We flirt all the time, and I love
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 3:08 pm
Wow ... kind of a depressive topic, right ??? whee
I still have 2 more years for something to happen after that its over unless we go to same college and theres like 90% for that to happen since we are both interier designers but if he is really srt8 that all I can do is to fantasy ...
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 3:21 pm
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 3:56 pm
yes. I can relate. In love with a dude who (i think) knows im in love with him. But just won't do anything about it so neither am i. No worries. Plenty of other fish in the sea. Not like i really want to fall in "love" anyway. Because in the end there's always a broken heart. At least in my love life anyway. Hope you get the person you're looking for... heart
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 7:58 pm
This is why sometimes I wish I was striaght. Do you know how many guys want to go out with me? Lots. I dont like any of them, obviously. There are a few straight girls I would die to go out with.
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2005 6:18 am
Marjuari_the_elemental This is why sometimes I wish I was striaght. Do you know how many guys want to go out with me? Lots. I dont like any of them, obviously. There are a few straight girls I would die to go out with. I know that feeling, though its opposite gender with me, lol ...
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Posted: Sun May 29, 2005 7:45 am
crying same thing here. alot of girls in my neighborhood are bisexual mostly. and alot of them like me. they say im really pretty. but its different with guys. only 1 guy likes me and he's from school. but i really dont like him that way. he knows it. but he's still lusting after me neway. and i winded up obtaining him for the prom as my date. i dont even know what i fully am. but i do like guys kinda better even tho the straight ones dont like me . cry
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 8:24 pm
I do believe about atleast once in every one in awhile you'll fall for someone straight hey Im fallin for my two best friends.
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 11:20 pm
I was in love with my best friend who is straight. One night we were out partying and we made out. It ruined our friendship. I don't regret it.
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 11:22 pm
In life you have to pay a price for whatever you want. The end of our friendship was the price. I naively thought it would make us closer . lolz
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2005 11:43 pm
VersaceAngel I was in love with my best friend who is straight. One night we were out partying and we made out. It ruined our friendship. I don't regret it.
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2005 5:37 am
KaGe_Khoai VersaceAngel I was in love with my best friend who is straight. One night we were out partying and we made out. It ruined our friendship. I don't regret it. yeah ... the last thing I want is to ruin friendship with someone I care ...
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