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 Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 6:15 am
Okay, I was flipping around TV and then I turn to this dateing show, "Next", the kind I despised for always having stright couples do the dating, well this time it was different. There were two gay guys on, it was the end of the show and the dude had wone a lot of money, the other dude wanted to know if he'd throw it all away to go out on a second date. He said yes and then they kissed and I was just in awww, it was soooo cute. ^.^
Then the next episode came on and it was just this b***h of a guy. And on this bus was this really hot emo kid with black and white hair that was geled in all directions, but the dude was such a b***h, I wanted to hit him soo hard...
Well the end of my story is that after watching this I sat alone in my room for a while, working on my ductape Otakon costume, OH WHICH WILL BE DONE VERY SOON! I got the skirt 100% done. Well, I was thinking about the show, and all of a sudden this wave of desire came over me. I wanted nothing more at that moment to be a male, and to be a gay one at that. o.O Then it subsided but I still had this odd burning in my gut from it.
It was cool in a way, but I like who I am now, right? I dont think I'd be strong enough to have myself go through a sex change.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 9:59 am
haha... I have an entire group of friends that are like that. All three of them are grossed out by all kinds of sex, unless it's between two guys. They don't date, they don't like seeing people kissing, unless it's two guys. But they're all girls! They always say that they all wish they could be gay guys. It's really funny.
you're not alone, lol xp
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 12:57 pm
Blood Driven Kitten It was cool in a way, but I like who I am now, right? I dont think I'd be strong enough to have myself go through a sex change. What I view as a major problem for transexuals is the ones who change from female to male don't get plumbing that works completely. cry I hope our technology gets better at that in the future.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 3:41 pm
*nodnod* I know how it is Kitten. I always thought that it would be so much easier on myself if I was a guy. And I knew I'd be a gay guy at that. But thats my point of view. But I don't think I would ever have the money or the courage to go though it. Let alone, I'm sure my family would be against it, even though I would most likly live in Japan by then.
I don't know. Kind of a hard thing to explain.
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2005 11:38 am
Well, this doesn't totally apply to me.
But, there have been times where I saw straight couples and wished I could be the girl. eek
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