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EXAMPLES OF POETRY

Heroin

Pennyroyal Tea and a bit of Spice
A mixture of feelings, a plethora of nights
that all run together
Pleasure and pain
What is there to gain from
the life we are living, in this time we live in?
Pointless conversation, random actions, desperate feelings
Convergence with reality
Existance in fantasy, roiling within heaven
Drifting in hell
Vanity blushing from modesty's lashing
Dizzying, dizzying is the madness of clarity!
Too bright to be seen
Too dark to be missed, no overlooking the small
No seeing the giant looming over tears falling from dry eyes
Splashing into clouds
Hitting dreams, leaving nightmares in their wake
As we march slowly through time, seeing everything at once
Flashes of a lifetime, all in a moment
Dying, living as you are
Needlessly serving what is needed most
All your fault, this accidental mind slip
Lowered into your grave
I watch from beneath you, hold you closely
So far away


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On Remembering

Reading old words
A few pixels on my computer screen
I try to remember
What did it all mean?

Your pain was my greatest bane
Your tears my flood of death
Your sorrow my despair
I was lost without you to light my way
I was never your confidant
Always others who shared your burden
but I wanted it most
Needed it most
I hungered to be all you'd ever asked for

I'm trying to remember things I shouldn't
Now I'm crying
Why do I keep hurting myself like this?
Now I'm dying...

I've tried to think on the positive side
And remember your compliments
How you were glad when I made you laugh
But all those old times are overshadowed
By those others
By your differences
I was never what you wanted
Never what I'd always wanted to be
Your distance killed me
My skin bled so often back then
When I would even have asked you to beat me
If only you'd look my way

Why amd I remembering
Those times so long ago?
I know it will only destroy my joy
But is there anything else I know?

Creating a whirlpool to suck myself into
I made it out of you
Out of your wonderful
Wonderful smile
And oh how I wanted you
Both physically and mentally
Your mind, a much as your body
Drew me closer
Hurt me more
I never wanted to annoy you
But I was never good at subtleness
Everyone knew how I felt
Who I felt for
And no one could help me
Only you

And as my thoughts draw to a close
I think about today
And I look out of my window
And wonder how long you will stay

Will you stay with me forever, Love?
Please say yes...


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Don't Give A s**t

The ******** you give a s**t about me
I've lied and I've cried for you, you see
There's nothing you can do to prove
There's something there, you're such a rube
It's not even funny the s**t you cause
I keep thinking it's me, but you deserve the applause
You've ******** me right up in this game you play
Laughing and smiling the day away
Then expect me to give the same in return?
I'm sorry, ******** a*****e, not after what you've done
You don't even know what the hell you did
But I've dealt with this s**t since I was a kid
A man who doesn't even love the woman he's with
While she goes on caring, a few messages she's missed
That would tell her he's ******** her up, he doesn't care
There's nothing resembling feeling there
So I hope you understand this ******** time.
I'm tired of this s**t. That's why I wrote this ******** rhyme...



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Inspiration

We look around and we see all the beautiful things of other people
We see the success
The failures
We watch it all happen and wonder why it does

The flicker of an eyelid, and your world spins
What does it mean?
Why did it happen?
You look for a hidden meaning behind all the little things

The earth in turmoil over a simple disagreement
War conquers all
Society in ruins
And everyone asks themselves why, no attempt at salvation

Pain, terror, feelings of dread as things crumble about you
You saw it coming
You predicted it
So why did you do nothing to save yourself?

These people think they know it all, they know everything
They see the past
They see the present
And they believe they can see the future

But where are they now? Where are these future seeing freaks?
They no longer see
They're dead to us all
And we're left all alone to face what comes to us now

I've heard theories and hypothesis aplently
But to no avail
There's no hope now
There's no future remaining for us

We're doomed.



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Illusions of Love

A history of days alone
My soul forever cries
For the love I've found does so condone
My feelings that I lie
I say my happiness is grand
You think my words are true
And yet you see my sorrowed eyes
You know how I love you
Sitting close, your warmth so near
And yet so far away
At times I feel you tell the truth
But not this time today
Ignoring me as though I'm gone
You care not what I feel
I sit and cry right by your side
And wish the pain wasn't real
Why don't you care, even in the least?
Why can't you be with me?
I feel you must have blinded my eyes
For I truly cannot see
And so I sit here by your side
Abused and used at will
Though you may twist my mind in pain
I can't help but want you still

Lover

My heart beats a million words
each time you look my way
Your eyes tell me all I need to know

You love me

I sink into your warm embrace
and worries melt away from me
Your comfort come wrapped with ribbons

My favorite

Time drifts softly by as I lay here
love hides me from the cares of the day
Never leave me alone

My lover